I got up quickly and so did he with a sad expression.

"Go run off to Sam then, go back and leave me alone like you did before it hurts anymore then it already does" I snapped and began walking off

"It's not a cult" he said

I stopped and spun around to glare at him when I noticed two figures coming closer. It was Sam and I think Jared Cameron whom I'd yet to meet.

"Yeah if it's not a cult then what hmm?" I hissed

"I can't......I can't tell you" he said

I scoffed and slapped him across the face as anger and sadness filled me. He simply took it in toll and I walked away rolling my eyes and tears falling down my cheeks. I began the journey home all while feeling as though someone was following me. I pulled my hood up as it began to rain the closer I got to home the harder it rained. It's as if the universe knew I was upset and it was matching my mood. When I finally got home I ignored Bella and dad then went straight to the bathroom. I showered and changed then lay down in bed only to cry once more.
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A few weeks later

I hadn't been the same again and I thought I'd finally gotten happiness but no. I was on okay terms with Bella after two weeks of what happened. Now on the third week her and Jake stopped hanging out. He hadn't answered any of her calls and so now we're we're headed out to see him. It began to rain as we walked out of the truck and towards the house. There was Jacob walking towards a familiar group of people. Sam uley, Jared Cameron, Embry call and I think the last was Paul lahote. Although when I scanned over them I felt numb and nothing. Emptiness until my eyes scared up at Paul's it was like something shifted inside me. I felt a weight lift off my chest and I sigh in satisfaction. I felt happiness rise in me as it had a few months ago. I didn't notice Jake and Bella arguing because I was lost in his eyes. I found myself stepping closer towards the unknown male until Bella grabbed me roughly again. I screamed as she scared me and then let go motioning to go to the truck.

"Bells what the fuck" i hissed

"He...he's said we can't be friends anymore" she said

"Oh...." I didn't know what else to say to her