Apologies
Please read chapter 1 again. A lot has been rewritten. Don't get confused.
"She wasn't the right person for me. And things did not just work out for both of us. We both fell out of love for each, so we agreed to just end the engagement and the relationship entirely," Mustapha announced.
"And you still came back to me? Why?" She asked angrily.
"Because I still love you, my heart always yearns for you when you're far from me, you're the one I want to keep loving, every day please forgive me" he pleaded.
"Forgive you again? After what you've done? Do you think you can always toy with my feelings while you have someone? I...I can't even trust you again musty, you've broken my heart countless time and yet you want me to forgive you?" She asked, confusingly.
"Please Fatima gives me this last chance, I promise not to break your heart again please?" He beseeches.
"You keep saying that to me Musty, you promise not to break my heart again, but of course you did it again and again. I can't take it anymore, I can't keep trusting you again just because I keep loving you. Just get out of my premises and never you come back again. It over!" she declares.
"Believe me, Fatima, you are the one, Whom my heart finds, Whom my mind reminds me of, Whom my destiny wants, Whom I love the most. Please give me a chance again to prove you wrong." Mustapha said, tears threatening to fall out of his eyes.
"A chance? So you could touch my heart with a thousand Pleasure and broke it into Million Pieces again? No, it over Mustapha!" She shouted tears streaming down. "I wish I had never met you," She said and left him there mystify.
Walking into her parlour, she heaves a relieve sigh and throw both her bag and veil on the sofa then amble to the kitchen to find what to eat, after all, she was hungry and her stomach has been grumbling.
After thinking of what to eat, she decides to go with the leftover rice she cooks yesterday and microwave it then serves herself and ate to her filled.
A gasp echoed her throat at the ringing of her phone. She quickly grabbed the phone from her back and looked at the caller, it was her mum.
"Mum," she said, immediately she picks the call.
"Yes Fatima, how are you and how is work over there?" Mrs Hajara asked warmly.
"Fine Alhamdulilah! Mum, I'm fine so as work to is moving great. I just came back." She said trying to hide back her emotion, the pain of betraying she felt.
"That good, I receive an alert a few minutes ago Fatima, isn't that much for only me?" She asked.
"No mum, no amount is ever much for you, just keep praying for me and blessed my work is all I asked from you okay." She said wiping away her tears.
"Uhm you know, my prayers are always with you Fatima. May Allah guide and protect you always In sha Allah."
"Amin, Mum. So what about everyone at home? Nabila, Abdul and Fawad?" She asked, sincerely missing them.
"They are fine all. Nabila is in the kitchen cooking, Abdul went to play ball, while Fawad, as usual, his inside their room probably playing a game." She said.
"Alright my regard to them all," she said and after a little more conversation they ended the call.
She missed her homies, no one can ever take a special bond of her and her younger once not even Mustapha that keeps playing her like a trifle.
She stood up to her room and shower hence perform ablution then say her prayer before laying on her bed. A message came In and it was from Mustapha, hence she clicks on it.
"I Never Stopped Loving You, I Just Stopped Showing It. I'm sorry I brought this upon you, Fatima. I'm sorry of how you might have felt hurt. I'm sorry for everything, please forgive me! It won't happen again. I promise!"
Love you always
From your Musty
After reading the message countless time she reminds herself not to give in again he might only be deceiving her, hence with that she tossed her phone aside and hide her face onto the pillow and cried herself to sleep. It just so hurt, everything hurt and the feelings only increase.
*
The next day, as usual, she wakes up early immediately she heard the adhan of fajr prayer being called. She has her bath then say her prayer before dressing up for work. Walking to her standing mirror she admires the figure standing before her, she always does that. And that the main reason she never gives up, she knows good things will reach her sooner or later. She smiles to herself to be strong again after doing her makeup, she picks her bag, phone and decides to pick the other car today. It has been long she uses it.
She strolls to the kitchen and quickly made a toasted bread and tea. Done having her breakfast she took the dishes to the sink and wash them before heading to her car at the parking space.
She drove to her working place and after exchange pleasantries as usual with the securities she drove in and park her car, before sauntering to her office.
"Good Morning " lily, Hadiza Secretary greeted.
"Oh, lily! Good morning. Is Miss Hadiza inside her office?"
"Not yet, but she should be on her way already," Lily inform.
"Okay, I will be heading to my office before then. Thank you" She said and left to her office.
*
She was busy typing when suddenly she heard a knock from her door. She response "Yes come in" and then the door creaks open.
"Hello, can you please go through this file and arrange it again? We need to have it signed by the manager before we could purchase anything" Mr Abdullahi explained.
"Okay, I will go through it when I'm back from break, right now I'm hungry please" she uttered.
"Fine, just have a look of it before 3 pm, we have wasted enough time before," he said.
"And whose fault is that?" She question.
"I don't know just have it done before I return." He said and left.
"How rude" Fatima utter before following suit, she needed to eat.
She strolls to the nearby eateries and order for fried rice and chicken. She went and sat down on an empty seat then quickly go through her phone before her order arrived.
A message came in, from Mustapha again. She wanted to ignore it but at the same time, she was curious to see what he as in the store for her. She clicks onto it and read the message.
'I never knew my life could be so hard without you, please I'm in a painful misery forgive me. Fatima, you are the missing piece in the mysteries of my life. Fatima, only you make my life complete in every way. I love you please give me a chance, I promise this will be the last.
Love you Always.
From your Musty
Her order was placed on the table, hence she thanks the waitress and ate her food peacefully. Food always calms her nerve when she's sad, she believes no matter what, the stomach should not be left empty. However deep inside her, the message rang a bell in her heart, she felt like just erasing the past and move on with him again. She loves him so much that it hurt and all she craved for, was to be in his arm again. She misses him so much.
Done with her food, she paid the waitress and then walk back to the office and continue with her unfinished work.
A few hours later, after she was done with her work including arranging of the file, she picks it up together with her bag and submit it afterwards before walking to her car and drove home quickly.
*
Two weeks passed by in a blurred, with Mustapha daily apologies message now and then. Fatima wanted to move on with her life just as Hadiza advise her to, but could not. She wanted to force her heart to, but then she saw a quote online that just boost her to give him a chance again, perhaps, they were destiny together, that why no matter what they get back again. And the pain, heartbroken, always mend back again. Whenever they get back, it wipes away, from her heart.
Life could be simple if chances are always given to the wrong once. That was what she believed.
The weather was calm, with occasional strong breezes. She stepped out of her balcony, and back into the room. Her mind still occupies, with doubts.
She wanted to cry out loud, scream and yelled at the same time. She was going crazy and nothing could make her feel better. Letting him go will only cause more damage to her wounded heart. Mustapha was her only heart survival and she could not dare let him slip off, she needed him just as much as he needed her too. They were each other backbone and forever for worst. That was their vow.
She picks her phone and sends a message to him. 'Let start over again!'
And she feels more at ease, a smile of satisfaction curled up unto her lips.
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