Ch-83
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(A/n: Suggesting "Letter" song by "Jimin" to listen to before starting to read the chapter)
"Why did you come?" You asked, not hugging him back but just letting him stick to you. "Don't go. Please stay." He begged with his strained voice. "I have my flight in just 5 minutes. Let me go." You said being heartless and trying to pull him away.
"I'm telling you to stay. I'll die if you will go away." He said in his broken voice. You remained silent, shocked by his words. "Why?" You asked being ruthless. It ached in the core of your heart but decided not to let your guards fall down.
He pulled away and held you by your shoulders saying, "What do you mean by 'why?'?" He asked staring into your eyes. Both of you were broken but still managed to stand in front of each other. You shook his hand from your shoulders and stepped back from him.
"It's over Jimin. Now I know everything. I never belonged to that place at first and I was nothing to you. It's my time to leave silently without creating a fuss. Let me go." You said even your voice was strained this time but you managed to say.
You decided to walk away, passing by him but he stopped you by holding your wrist and dragging you back to your place. "You don't know anything Y/n. You don't know any single f*cking thing in the very first place." He stared into your eyes and didn't hesitate to say this.
You stared back but just stayed quiet. "You don't know that I LOVE YOU." He said and your heart skipped a beat. The word which should sound like a melody to you sounded like a horror scream to your ears which scared you. You blinked your eyes in realization as a tear dropped.
"You don't know that I F*CKING LOVE YOU, I'M CRAZY FOR YOU, I WILL DIE IF YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE JUST NOW, for sure. please!!" He said as his voice went from screaming to begging. He was crying his eyes out. "Jimin please." You were shocked and astounded by his sudden confession. It was too late.
"WHAT PLEASE?" He cried out loud and fell to his knees on the floor, leaving you. "Jimin come to your senses please." You went on your knees too with him. You caressed his back but you knew better that it wasn't working. It didn't help.
"I was looking for you like a fool, our house, your dad's house, Amara's house, Incheon airport, and then here, just to stop you from leaving, tell you that I love you, I want you to come back with me, I was going to tell the world that it's you Y/n, my love." He said, letting everything out he was holding in.
"Park Y/n is the star who is in these pictures. I was going to tell them that It's Y/n with whom I get married, who is my wife but you just left without saying a word. It was Sa-na again, I misunderstood her as you. I'm sorry. This was my last mistake Y/n, please. Don't go. Don't leave me." He sobbed, cried his heart out.
You looked at him, heartbroken because of you as you hugged him, embraced him as your tears fell too. You felt your heart feeling so sorry for him. Only if you could wait and listen to him then he didn't have to break down like this at this place.
He hid his face in your chest and cried his heart out, not to feel embarrassed. It was his safe place and he didn't hesitate to shed all those tears he never shed in front of others. His arms wrapped around your waist tightly, stopping you from going anywhere.
"Stop crying, please. It's breaking my heart." You said when you couldn't stop yourself from weeping out. "Don't leave me, please. Don't go anywhere. I'll do everything you want. Just stay with me, please. I love you a lot Y/n. Please understand." He said hiding his face in your chest.
Your lips fluttered as you pressed them in. It was about to fall apart and now you don't know how to stop it from falling apart. You caressed his back and rubbed your hand at the back side of his head. "Jimin listen to me, please." You pulled him away by his shoulders.
You wiped his tears, lifting your hands to his face and palming it. "Stop crying for me first, please!!" He tried to stop sobbing even though it wasn't helping but you appreciated his struggle. "Look Jimin, I love you too, a lot but... " You said, staring into his eyes.
He remained patient even though he knew that what coming is not in his favor. "I can't step back from my career. I need to go and pursue my career first. It was my dream from childhood to become a singer. I can't step back now. I live for that day every time." You said with your genuine eyes.
"What about me? Are you going to leave me? forget me?" He asked. "No!! No way, I can't do that. You mean everything to me. I'll just go and come back quickly. You just have to wait. We will be together. We don't know what days await us but we have to stay strong. You have to stay strong Jimin, for me, for our love to keep forever."
Your hands palmed his face softly and your voice, your words coming out so politely to make him understand. "What if I die waiting for you? I won't be able to live without you. No!! I can't let you go." Jimin hugged you back, holding you tight.
"This is the final boarding call for passengers Kim Y/n and Cheong Eun-Ji, booked on flight Asiana Airlines OZ3615 to MOSCOW. Please proceed to gate 3 immediately. The final checks are being completed and the captain will order for the doors of the aircraft to close in approximately five minutes. I repeat. This is the final boarding call for Kim Y/n and Cheong Eun-Ji . Thank you!!"
The announcement was enough to leave you in a tight spot as you felt it hard to make him understand. "Jimin please understand. From my childhood days to this day, I have been dreaming about becoming a singer. I worked on it my whole life. It's time to get what I want. Just let me go and let me have my dream, Please." You told him.
You pulled him away and cupped his cheeks, "I'm not going to leave you. I'm just going away for a few months. You just have to wait and I'll be back to you." You said when Jimin puffed face and swollen eyes just looked at you dearly. He nodded to whatever you said.
"Jimin say something please." You said. He held your hands and kissed your palm asking, "How long do I have to wait?" His voice came out raspy as his throat dried up now because of all the crying. "Jimin... nine months. My training period will be over then." You said in a low tone, knowing that it gonna be hard for him.
Jimin nodded, and even though he almost get heartache but he stayed calm. "It's going to be hard but I'll wait." He stared blankly at your hands and said. "Jimin!!" You hugged him quickly, embracing the person you love the most in this whole world.
"Please come back soon and take care of yourself." He said and you burst into tears once again. You nodded into the hug and said, "You too. Please take care of yourself. Always know that I love you. Remember that I care for you. I'm not leaving, I'm just going far away for a little time to come back soon to spend my future with you forever."
"Go now!! Quickly. You will miss your flight." Jimin said as he pulled you away and stood up, lifting you up with him. You nodded and looked at him with your eyes filled with love for that person. "Go quickly!!" He said even though it hurt him but he understood you and wanted you to go and pursue your career.
You nodded again but your eyes couldn't stop looking at him. Didn't know when you would see him again. "Jimin I love you." You said as he smiled with tears in his eyes. It was the thing you were craving for, 'The smile'. 'It holds the power to make you leave that damn f*cking world for him. It holds the power to stir the oceans and seas.'
"Love you too!!" He said and came forward to kiss your forehead. It was so gentle, so calm as he joined his head with yours for a few seconds. He pulled away and came to the back facing your backside. He pushed you forward saying, "Please Go! I don't want you to miss your flight."
You shook his hands off your shoulder gently and turned to him. You made his hands rest on your waist and without giving him chance to think, you went on your toes and cupped his cheeks. You knew what you were doing. You decided to leave a moment to him, he would cherish later when you wouldn't be there.
You wanted to live a moment with him that you won't be able to live for long. His plumped and soft rosy cheeks, you couldn't resist. You wanted to leave an impression on them, marking that you're his and he's yours. No one can take him away from you only if he got the taste of your lips, your goodbye kiss.
Thoughts just came and went away in seconds, It was time to do the thing of which you just had a glimpse. You closed the distance between your lips and take the lead. It was the first time that you kissed him. It's always him but you did it this time.
He was astounded at first but later he closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment he was in. Even though it was a goodbye kiss, he got to know that she wasn't leaving but staying away for a while. You poured your all love into the kiss as he appreciated that.
He pulled away and said, "You don't have time. Please go!!" You didn't listen to him and leaned in to kiss him again, dragging him close to you by his face. You adored every corner of his lips and told him several times that you love him by your gesture and pulled back to finally say, "I really love you a lot."
Jimin looked down, still, the taste of you on his lips made him crave for you more, "I won't let you go if you stayed one more second with me." He looked away, hiding his tears. You made him look back at you and asked, "Won't you say that you love me too?" Your voice was broken as it came out strained.
He took your hand in his from his cheek and kissed the palm of your hand saying, "I don't need to say it anymore. You know it now. I'm happy that I managed to say it. I also love you a lot Y/n." His eyes were genuine and there was no need to explain anything anymore.
"Hmm!!" You nodded with a sad but genuine smile. You gulped hard. "Quickly go!!" He said as you stepped back from going. You turned away and went for a security check-up again. Coming out of the cabin and going to the elevator, you just kept looking at him.
He stood there with a smile, but eyes filled with tears and a broken heart. The situation was not different for you too. It was the same. You turned away and broke into tears, walking but still crying. You put on your goggles and ran like this towards your flight.
He fell on his knees and cried palming his face, hiding his tears. It was heartbreaking but still, the right thing to do. 'She's not leaving, she's going for some time. She will come back to me.' He reminded himself the same thing but again and again.
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