Faked
Present Day
It has been a few days, since the big bomb of tricks and lies boomed in Kaya's face, while lying in the geust bedroom looking up at the ceiling the fan turning counterclockwise blowing a cool breeze towards Kaya.
Lying in the bed knowing time doesn't go by fast, the things that Kaya thought of were seemingly finding a way to dissappear, she forgets why she wants revenge towards Lucas was it the fact that he lied to her or that he cheated on her but she can't say the same as she made love with random stranger although he brought her fantasies to life by giving her the actual foundation for a sexual need in a man the one thing her own husband lacked as a strong and independent, wel groomed man. She is also held accountble for cheating as a married woman.
Kaya could not hold her lies anymore although there are still many more things coming her way. Something is left untouched. The fate that lies between her and Lucas are and will forever be shattered and not turning back but she doesn't want to lose her only hope she has left and that was going back to Lucas with her child.
She groans as she climbs out of bed using all her engery and weight trying to make people around her feeling sorry for her, but there was nobody around, her imagination playing tricks and pulling on her strings, she looks back at the bed but decides to move forward. She walks out of the geust bedroom and the smell of freshly baked pancakes just the way her mother made them filled the air, walking through the hallway thinking of her thoughts of what she might do to Lucas, she is meeting her breaking point she feels broken, and out of place like that one puzzel piece missing a spot on the full picture puzzel making it the outsider of the clan.
The piece she has to fill doesn't allow the puzzel to be completed, it mirrors her inability to fit in, she can't force it in, she can't be thrown away she will either deal with fate or serve a long purpose of finding a way to fit into the puzzel she is meant to be in, but with the involvement of Alex she wasn't to proud over her fate the earth has chosen for.
She could have been the perfect wife with the perfect life like those people of the 50's but instead she feels like an outsider leaving her imagination she sits down on the barstool and gives a soft smile to her son Alex sitting on her right, a few seconds passed and Kaya's mother pours a cup of coffee in the cup in front of her and ask, "Are you ready for today?"
"What happens today?" She asks
"Mommy don't you know? It's Easter." Alex informs his mother politely.
"Ugh, yes surely I will be ready for anything for you Alex."
Kaya's mother looks at her and seems disappointed over her tone she used against Alex, but Kaya doesn't let that bother her. She is used to her mother disapproving over her choices but seems she was right in one area never to marry Lucas and what did she expect. Kaya's expectations are low but she will make them a reality one way or another.
The silenced room was broken when Kaya's mother said, "You know we could just skip this easter I've heard a lot of things could go wrong like a person could find out that the easter bunny isn't real."
"What the hell did she just pinpointed that statement at me, she did not." Kaya thought
"Grandma the easter bunny is real and there could go nothing wrong at the festival today." Alex notes and Kaya came to his defence saying, "Yeah mom the easter bunny will be there and I will do all my power not to show my face to him."
Alex looks at his mother confused and decides not to ask what is going on but on the other hand Kaya's mother said, "Don't worry if the secret comes out I will not be there."
Kaya gives a smile and said, "Alex go play in you room I will help you with you clothes later." As Alex leaves the room and Kaya sees her son enters his room she looks back at her mother and breaks the soft smile on her face.
"What the hell are you trying to do mom."
"I am trying to help you."
"No you are not, you are trying to take the thing away from Alex that matters the most."
"Ok Kaya what did I say to you when you brought that thing in my house."
"I recall you called him out first and you swore at him and lastly you said not to marry him."
"And did you listen to me."
"No and thag is why I did not invite you or dad to our wedding."
"I have tought you better than this."
"Mom ut has been weeks and he has been lying to me on an afair and look what he has done to you, he gave Alex to you because he will go and fuck his little afair, and I am trying to work thing out."
"To hide here and not confront him."
"Mom I am trying-"
"No you are not you are staying here and hide so that your fear can consume you because you are afraid of him. Did he abuse you Kaya?"
"No!"
"Then why are you scared."
"I am not!"
"Stop lying to me."
"I am not lying I am not scared."
"Kaya stop lying to my face or else."
"Fine tell me where I am lying to you, Jenna!"
Her mother was in shock when Kaya used her real name her fury builds up and she said, "Say that again, I dare you."
"I. Am. Not-" Kaya was then cut off when her mother slapped her face. "You will never talk to me like that. I am still you mother and you will respect my fucking house rules and you will listen to me. Now you tell me: why are you fucking scared of Lucas?!"
"I am scared of loosing him. I am used of his ways of leaving me alone but I need him so that I can cope, you were the reason why I married that joke of a man, you were the reason I went to live with him when I was done with University. You were never there when I needed you."
"No Kaya you do not understand I went through the same thing as your father and my mother did the same but my father has ended her fate his hands were bloody and what happend then they never caught him as he killed himself for a stupid thing he did. You grandmother was like my stone, she was like the bricks of my house, I was looking out for you as your father acted the same way he did with me, he scolded on me, he used money out of my saving he was an addict. That is why I took you and ran away from home but do you think the law appreciate that? No. Because days later he took me to court and I had to share you with him. You think i am the bad guy well Kaya go look in the fucking mirror you are the same as me and it depends how you act around your son, because one break in his stone wall means he can end up just like you."
Kaya stayed silent the room fills with an awkward silent feeling until Jenna breaks the silence. "I do not want to do this but next week Wednesday you are out of my house, I will make sure Alex is safe. You will find help and stay out of touch from me because from this morning I do not want to see your face in my house again."
Kaya leaves her mother as she stands up from the barstool and leaves the kitchen, the word hurt when your mother tells you that she doesn't whant you near her house, but Kaya knew that her action will have a deep impact not as deep as this, so she needs to be out in a week but despite karma she has another plan that does not include hiding.
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