YOU GAVE ME MEDICINE WHEN YOU WERE HERE, ENCLOSED IN ENDLESS [BOTTLES] THAT WERE FILLED WITH YOUR LOVE. IT KEPT ME CALM AND IT KEPT ME QUIET; JUST LIKE AN OCEAN ON A STILL NIGHT AND THE LEAVES ON A TREE WHEN IT'S A HOT SUMMER DAY. BUT WHEN YOU LEFT, ALL THE ANGELS THAT HAD BEEN KEPT OUT AT BAY NOW SAILED INTO MY MIND AND BEGUN A WAR WITH THE DEMONS THAT YOU HAD INTRODUCED ME TO. NOW, ALL I CAN FEEL IS WHITE HOT ANGER, WHICH CAN ONLY BE NUMBED BY THE BURNING SENSATION OF VODKA SLIDING DOWN MY THROAT TO BURN THE SAINTS AND SINNERS WITHIN ME.