(do not read this chapter until ep 216)

Oh my God.

I was excited to see what Narutos new power looks like, and then realized what that really meant. I'm losing Naruto. "I can't loose naruto" I cried a bit, cause what if he actually dies... technically sasuke could use rinne-rebirth to bring him back, "but I can't loose Sasuke yet either!" I've been watching them since I was like 11, I've grown up with them, they're cartoon but they feel like family. In life sometimes I think to myself the lessons I learned from Naruto and I just want to feel the comfort of knowing he dies at an ancient age, and plays with his great great great grandchildren talking about his ninja days, wife, friends, pervy sage, Kurama... I just want him to live to one hundred and twenty, is that too much to ask? Lol.

Sometimes I think stuff like-

"naruto made it through that and I can make it through this."

"Wwnd? ; What would naruto do!"

"When Jiriah died, naruto opened his apartment to shikamaru, and he didn't smile, and that's okay. It's okay to feel whatever way you do when someone goes."

"Sure things are hard now, but Naruto was lonely once too, look at him now."

"he was so strong even though he was his weird self, everyone should accept their weird self like they did as a kid."

Sauske'as really grown as a character, he went from sacraficing himself to protect Naruto, to being willing to kill Naruto, to being willing to kill other people he knew... etc spiral away from himself...but Naruto somehow reached him, and so after that point in time he'd do anything for Naruto and his family. In the episode, he sacraficed his safety, mobility, and chalkra different times to protect Boruto not only as a sensei or master, but kind of like a godfather since he cares so much about Naruto, the people important to him are important to Sauske.

Now, it is going to be really cool if Boruto goes all alien and ends the battle with Isshiki after Naruto dies from using Kuramas last ditch powerup...

It'll be sad, I'll probably cry more, he'll probably say a last few words to Boruto, and Boruto will cry. Depending on whether or not Naruto defeated Isshiki Boruto will either go alien mode and beat that f***** up or if Naruto defeated him then Sasuke and Boruto will go back through a portal carrying Narutos body... Sasuke might either before or after the portal give his life in exchange for Naruto's.

It really depends, maybe he won't be able to? What if then, they both die? Or what if Naruto was brought back but Kurama dies? What if after this, it's deadly because it separates Kurama from Naruto and Kurama get sealed in someone else now? Himawari? Kawaki? (Probably not him since it shows him and boruto fighting with karmas in a couple years... which means Naruto will die for nothing, Isshiki either wins or another ōtsutsuki plants him with it, all of this was to save Kawaki and the planet, and another alien could just show up. They need get in place a better way to defend earth from the otsutsuki.)

It just breaks my heart to think about how himawari will take the news if her father does die.

She's so young that she probably won't remember a lot of her memories with him as she gets older, when you're young and loose someone it's weird because you remember their presence and you remember the feeling of being around them, you remember how normal it is to have them in your life and always there. You remember the grief and the sadness in the loss, but you can't reach most memories. You're left with just a precious handful, mixed of good and bad but they're all nostalgic and make you smile.

[-spoilerz-Future me- Wow, so I was right about Kurama dying, Boruto going alien, and him crying over naruto. Though, I was stupid not to realize that he wouldn't be on borutos side and fight for him! Lol]