My head and heart are like parents who fight,

It ends with a loud ringing in my head,

"Let me go"

"You're being stupid"

My heart wants love,

But my head wants to reject it,

When I find someone,

I forget them,

First it was someone who was worth it,

Yet my head yelled no to protect me,

Now I love again,

This time my heart said no,

It was only to protect everyone else,

My heart stopped beating,

My body stopped breathing,

My mind stopped thinking,

My happiness deceasing,

  Deasing

    Deasing

        Deceased.

My life all commas, now semi-colons,

Knowing one day these fights will

End in a period.

"I feel so alone"

"We were born to be alone"

I don't feel safe when I'm not with

You

I don't feel happy until I'm with

You

You don't love me because of

Her

You like me but so does

He

But we

Don't want to hurt

Them

These simple words making their way

into my brain,

Into my heart,

Into my soul,

Now it all ends with a period.

We were all born

To die

But we were also born

To love

Confusion is the space between,

Now the footsteps are getting louder,

The gun is loaded

To shoot down my every temptation

And my last thought ends

With

You.