He: only in the arms of you I find my peace again. Never go away and hold me.

-TR

Sara's POV

How can you hug him? Why didn't you say anything when he kissed you. Have you lost your mind fully?  I was panicking inside, what's wrong going with me?

Your beautiful eyes doesn't look good with water.

You had a beautiful eyes.

I could feel he was telling truth but how much I know him to decide it? He is anything but kind. Maybe a little demanding too. I sigh, only mom used to say anything positive about me and listing a compliment from someone else making me feel overwhelming for sure.

He suddenly tug my hair, I feel nervous very much. Everything is sudden overwhelming. Suddenly I'm away from my mom, suddenly this guy whom I didn't know showing kindness and complimenting me which i never got.

I close my eyes tight to stop all this things. I should feel being somewhere far away from city polution and that's what I did for next hour.

"Are you hungry?" I come out from my daydreaming hearing him, as if answering him my stomach made a sound. I feel so embarrassed.

Lately I'm embarrassing all time.

"Fine let's go home" it feels good to hear, a home of mine...not where dad would always indirect me as a burden. He also said that now that's my home but I wasn't sure fully. He take me inside car and start driving.

The alcohol smell wasn't now so much...he smokes and drinks. That wasn't a positive things but who I'm to say? I close my eyes in drive back home remembering what mom said.

"Sara are you okay?"

"Yes I'm okay"

"Tell me truth, are you sure? He didn't do anything wrong...I mean-"

"No nothing like that" I said understanding her means, well accept that he wants to sleep beside her and expect intimate soon. At least he didn't force her.

"You sure, he is mafia man and what I come to know-" I feel hesitate, in front of him how I'll talk but suddenly I heard him left shutting the door with loud bang.

"What's that sound?"

"He left just, he was here" I tried listen to be 100% sure he left.

"He was? Are-"

"No mom I didn't lie. He really didn't did anything but he expected soon. He also talked about marriage" I spoke so mom doesn't worry much. I remember when I said about how we're not married still sleeping together, he didn't say anything.

"Really? But he's treating you well right?"

"He is kind. Always beside me helping so I could get used here"  this time I said with all my heart because it's true. The all nervous tension going in a new place eating me up from the time I get to know but now it wasn't so bad.

"I'm glad. What I heard he is a very dangerous man, so I was getting worried. Please call me like this and inform me...I get worried all the time"

"You don't have to mom. I'm okay and I miss you too" then after talking general health, food I cut the call.

"Can I call my mom daily?" I asked, it's better to talk now.

"Why?" What type of question this.

"Because she is my mom and I missed her. I never stay away from her. She also missed me" I thought tried to sound confident but in the end I whispered meekly.

"You can talk once in a 5 days. You can't always stay behind your mother. Now you'll be married women soon" I stiffened hearing him. What my marriage had to do with talking with mom!

"It had to do everything" seems like I spoke my mind aloud..."you need to be concentrating on me. You need to know me and my world which soon be yours. And besides I don't like you to focus anything other than me"

Huh? Only focus on him? I didn't say anything to him...I was right all along. He is strange man.

Coming home we had dinner silent, I'm still thinking of mom...if I didn't call she can worry..."fine you can talk to your mother" he said suddenly..."but" i was about to smile but stop hearing him..."you will sleep beside me without getting uncomfortable. I wanted you to be beside me and you won't stiffened over my touch" I couldn't believe everything he said. I might look at him shocked as he said

"Don't look shocked. I already told you before, I wanted you to be comfortable around me. Think about all and give me answer, then only you can talk your mother daily"

Idiot... stupid! I couldn't even think a curse..."fine" I said. I feel pissed, when I started to get warmth around him, he started blackmail.

"I wasn't forcing you anything. In the end we'll be together always. You can back off and as I said talk your mother in every 5 days." I sigh, there's no point getting angry. He was right. He's going to be my husband and practically he brought me. The thought is unsettled but truth. At the end I'll be his.

I wanted you to be comfortable around me.

It doesn't sound so bad..."okay I'll"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes" I said confident. But the moment we come back room I feel scared. He didn't say getting into any physical but still the thought sharing bed with a man scared me. What can anyone accpet from a girl who stay far away from boys.

"Get changed" he said,I take my clothes from the side of my night clothes and went washroom. I took little extra time, when I come out I sniff and found the smell of cigarete. He might be smoking for sure..."sleep"he said, more like order. I get in bed nervous... after changing he also join me. I feel my heart started beating faster feeling him beside me. He suddenly put his hand over my waist pulling me close.

"Just relax and close your eyes. You should sleep. Tomorrow you will have long day" he whispered,but how can I sleep? Soon I feel hot breathing near me. I turn a little to listen carefully and realised he fall asleep. How can he fall asleep so easily?

I wait for sometime then tired to move his hand but he tighten his hold and don't know what he murmur. After some more try I realised I couldn't pushed him. I close my eyes tired and fall asleep.
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