I stare at Josh, looking away when he notices me. While everyone introduces themselves I try to think of something witty or funny to say when i introduce myself. My mind is blank, I can't think of anything but Josh. I wish we didn't have to meet in this place, a place for problems and sad kids.

I try hard, but when it comes to my turn I haven't thought of anything. "My name's uhhhh Tyler. And i have depression." I couldn't think of anything else, so the next person goes. I want to cry; that could've messed up everything.

But Josh seems to be very interested in the very boring thing I just said. His smiling eyes are glittering, and he has a smile on his face, making his nose ring glimmer in the sunlight. His his mouth is half open, staring. I don't know where to look, and my pale cheeks grow pink as I realise how attractive he is, and how badly I wanted to wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him.
My fingers slowly appear out my hoodie sleeves as I think about hugging him, and josh sees. I remeber my scars and realise how he would obviously see them on my white boy wrists so I slip my hands back up my hoodie.

Wow, that was close.