* Nightmare of the Devil *
" The Devil who once wanted to kill the angel now having the nightmares of loosing him.... "
Third person's P.O.V
" My beautiful Mochi brother "
" And my Chim Chim! ",
Both Taehyung and Hoseok engulfed Jimin into bone crushing hug as Jimin entered the office.
" I missed you two so much
love birds ",
Jimin chirped as those two boyfriends pulled out from the hug but still held Jimin's both hands.
" Hmphhh doesn't look like it! You were busy with someone special of yours... ",
Taehyung pouted childishly and Hoseok laughed.
" Awee my big brother is angry? See now I'm here! ",
Jimin said giving his full eye smile which was enough for those boyfriends to melt and roll on the floor.
" How can I be angry at you my little Jiminie.. You're a blessing in all of our lives.. How do I thank you Mochi... The place you own in our hearts is irreplaceable. You're an angel. ",
Taehyung said smiling heartly along.
" aishhhhh ",
Jimin hugged Taehyung again with the older ruffling his hair.
" Thank you Jiminah... Thank you very much, very very much for coming in our life and changing it... For trying to find my lost best friend.. For being an angel to Jungkook... ",
Taehyung said from his heart.
They all sat on the couch with Jimin sitting in the middle.
Jimin was smiling happily but the sudden glistening in his eyes made Tae and Hobi worried. They couldn't understand what happened.
" What happened Jiminah..? ",
They worriedly asked.
" Every thing is fine... It's.. It's just my Jungkookie .... You know he's a very good person.. Very much that anyone can't imagine of... His smile... His smile was the best thing... I've ever seen... He looked like an angel.. ",
Jimin said and others sighed before they realised the last few words.
" SMILED!? JUNGKOOK SMILED!? ",
Taehyung asked almost screamed actually ,Hoseok just stared at Jimin with a shocked face as he couldn't believe those words.
" Yes he did.... That bunny smile... I -I love that sight and will do anything to see that again... ",
Jimin said and a set of fresh tears rolled down from Taehyung's eyes as he hugged Jimin suddenly.
" He -he.. Jiminah my little baby brother you don't know what you did... You made him smile... I... I.. Thank you... Thank you so much... So so so much... ",
Taehyung said not caring about how broken his voice sounded and how he was crying miserably.
Jimin clutched onto Taehyung's shirt and silently cried.
Taehyung couldn't explain what he was exactly feeling. He was so happy yet so scared somehow. His best friend was lost... Lost for so long that he almost lost the thought of getting his old little bubbly best friend back, see his bunny smile. If Taehyung believed in angels, that's only for Jimin. Cause the younger changed their life while hurting himself.
" You know Mochi I... I... I never thought he'll smile again...I really never expected... I never saw him smile after that day.. That worst day of our lives... 15 years ago... In these past years no one has seen him smile... ",
Taehyung said hiding his face in Jimin's shoulder and crying. Hoseok was caressing both of their hair as he stood their crying as well, feeling blessed for having Jimin in their lives.
" He deserves to smile Tae.. He deserves everything.... You know he never changed.. Never ever.. He's secretly the same caring sweet angel whom everyone thought was dead... ",
Jimin said and Taehyung nodded in happiness with his tear stained face.
" You remember the times I told you to forget him? To not love him? ",
Taehyung asked holding both of Jimin's hand and the smaller nodded with smile with tears.
" Now I'm begging... Please do love him always.. I know I'm sounding selfish but please please Jiminie! Don't give up on him.. I know he's changing. Changing for the best... You're an angel... I believe you are, please heal him.. Heal him.. Give me my best friend back... And now I'm telling you that he loves you too.. I know he does.. Believe me he does... He needs you.. ",
Taehyung said with a desperate as his eyes showed nothing but pleadings.
" I will.. I will try with everything I have... With my last breath... ",
Jimin assured but Taehyung's heart shattered with those words.
" No no no! Don't say it like that baby.. You know how precious you're to us.. How important you are.. I can't loose you... You're the only family god has blessed me with.... You're my brother that I never had...my real brother can be a monster but I have you... ",
Taehyung said with teary eyes and Jimin wiped his tears.
" Yes I am.. I am your brother right? You're too.. You're too my big soul mate brother. ",
Jimin said giggling.
Later on Jimin told them about the ring and the lunch and all the things he feels and plans for his lover.
And Taehyung told Jimin about their childhood, how Jungkook was a introvert and shy boy. Who liked to paint, play with the camera and wanted to be dancer. How he was obsessed over any iron-man products. How Jungkook respected everyone and never used to talk back even if he gets hurt... How Jungkook never wanted expensive things to get happy, his favourite flavour of ice cream, a balloon and an iron-man plushie could make him smile instantly.
It was like Taehyung was telling Jimin a story of an little angel who's wings were crushed by the destiny. With every seconds Jimin's love for Jungkook grew more and more and he was getting more determined to get back the little angel Jungkook . But unknowingly his hatred towards the Park family was getting out of hand... His hatred towards him was getting very scary .
Later on the night they did a photo shoot privately cause Taehyung himself insisted to be photographer and Jimin couldn't be more happy.
It was almost 2:00 pm when Jimin came back home after insisting Hoseok and Taehyung. They wanted Jimin to stay with them but Jimin felt kind of third wheeling between those lovers and he knew Jungkook might not like him not coming back home.
Taehyung and Hoseok were surprised when they saw Kai and few men were standing there like a statue outside the office building, waiting for Jimin without any disturbance.
Jimin literally scolded the fuck out of them for waiting there in cold and for hours.
Jimin was too tired to drive but still he couldn't disobey Jungkook. Jimin knew Jungkook trusted him with his car so he drove to his house . The servants were awake to greet him and he told them to not wait for him always. He asked Kai if he knows about if Jungkook had dinner and when Kai said yes, a weight from Jimin's heart lessened and he went to sleep....waiting for the next day when he'll get to see his lover again.
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" So what do you two want? To go to a honeymoon trip? ",
Jungkook asked with a sarcastic but scary tone, sipping from the wine glass he has in his hands.
" Uhhmm? Wha-no... No... ",
Jin replied gulping down as his grip tightened on Namjoon's hand.
They were in one of Jungkook's high raised private club and inside JK's own room.
Jungkook was sitting on the middle of the leather black couch with his legs spread wide and 6-7 girls in both of his sides who were well trying to allure him and get Fucked by trying to touch him in erotic ways.
On his opposite side there sat Namjoon said Jin who went to ask Jungkook about the upcoming party. Namjoon wanted to tell Jungkook about his suspecting but Jin somehow stopped him by begging ' Please wait till we get to know properly.. Please '
And Namjoon couldn't say no to Jin, so here they were.
" Oh no? I thought so. Holding hands, fucking in the car, going on dates, kissing in office . Only Honeymoon is
left. "
Jungkook said with a ominous laugh.
Namjoon was surprised but not shocked. He knew Jungkook keeps an
eye over every single details about them but Namjoon felt so sad and defeated as he realised how Jungkook wasn't suspecting Jimin a little bit. Not even trying to identify him. Not even thinking that Jimin might not be the Jimin he's showing to be. Jungkook was trusting Jimin unknowingly but way too much to their surprise.
" We're here to ask about the party.. ",
Jin said.
" what about it? ",
Jungkook asked in raising his eyebrow.
" It's for Jimin.. Right? ",
Namjoon asked in a calm tone trying not to piss Jungkook off.
" No. It's for my Black Rose. ",
Jungkook answered with a smirk.
" Is-isn't Jimin the Black Rose...? ",
Jin asked in confusion. As much as he was hating the fact that Jungkook was sitting there like a playboy he always was with girls around him and not even once thinking about Jimin.. When Jimin not even looks at anyone other than Jungkook .
" No. ",
Jungkook answered shocking both of them.
" He has his filters. Jimin is a filter and Black Rose is other and my Baby doll is other . ",
Jungkook added confusing them more.
" Jimin is vulnerable, gets hurt, cares too much... ",
Jungkook said unknowingly shocking them but he could care less . He closed his eyes and rested his back and almost broke the girls hand who was trying to open his shirt.
Namjoon and Jin remained silent wanting to hear anything .
" Baby doll is brave, crazy, devoted.. ",
Jungkook added with a unknown little smile playing in the corner of his lips as he still kept his eyes close.
Jin was glancing at Namjoon and Jungkook.
" And my Black Rose is powerful, scary, intelligent and the crazy mix if Jimin and Baby doll. ",
Jungkook completed and opened his eyes, staring at the ceiling as his so called emotionless eyes only imagined the person he was talking about.
Jin and Namjoon was to shocked to even react. Those definitions were oddly true and perfect. They couldn't believe how Jungkook took out the filters of Jimin and knows them well. He sees Jimin so much differently from the world just like Jimin sees Jungkook.
" Now don't fucking stare at me and fuck off from here before I book your honeymoon trip to hell. ",
Jungkook spat with a cold scary voice and Namjoon nodded repeatedly with Jin before getting off of the couch .
" leave. ",
Jungkook said with a hushed but stern voice and they bowed to him before leaving.
Jungkook again rested his back on the couch and loosened his tie. A girl rubbed her thumb softly on his neck before taking his tie off. While the other girls were already leaning on him trying to open his shirt, luring him by playing those erotic touches. That's what Jungkook always did. Fucking his stress out. Not caring with how many peoples.
But somehow it felt so different to Jungkook now. Those touches of those hot cheeks were feeling dirty. Whenever he tries to enjoy them or closes his eyes ,two certain mocha orbs with crescent moon eye smile comes flashing on his mind. He tries to erase it but it never works. He feels a dilemma. A wrong feeling creeping up inside his system whenever he touches anyone else.
Just now when he was again thinking about Jimin.. The past few days, this morning, the lunch, those soothing care filled voice, that teary shinning beautiful eyes, the porcelain skinned doll faced boy with plus pink lips and soft hair, petite waist, pillow like touches.... And that kiss on his cheek.. Everything was replaying on Jungkook's mind and he felt delighted, fresh and happy..?
So he didn't notice when a girl got onto his lap while pressing her cleavage onto his chest and already opening his shirt, with the others playing lame sexy moves beside him.
Jungkook's mind crushed out of his thoughts when he felt something on his neck and he realised someone was kissing him there.
Without knowing why ,Jungkook's entire system filled up with disgust. He felt disgusted and dirty. He yanked off the girl's face up and the poor girl hissed in pain.
He didn't know why he got dissapointed. With everything? Or with himself ? Only because his unconscious mind was searching for those plump pink soft lips? Those beautiful alluring eyes? That doll face or the entire person whom Jungkook's body cells craved for?
"WHAT THE FUCK! ",
Jungkook yelled throwing the girl off from his lap and she ended up on the floor. The others immediately got off with their throat going dry in fear.
" DON'T FUCKING DARE TO TOUCH ME WITH THOSE FILTHY SNAKE LIKE HANDS! ",
Jungkook yelled gritting his teeth as he felt like his body was burning in those places where they has touched him. He felt dirty.
The girls were already shaking in fear as they saw the death upfront of them. They didn't understand what happened but the thing they wished for now is their dear life.
Jungkook felt confused with himself but he was sure that those girls were unwanted there. He didn't even want to see them now. He felt too frustrated. He clutched his hairs and growled getting more frustrated.
" Just fucking leave before I open my eyes!! ",
Jungkook's domineering scary deep voice was enough for those girls to run out of the room, feeling blessed to get alive.
" So fucking disgusting ! ",
Jungkook spat out to no one and fell on the couch trying to calm his mind down. Never in his life he felt so messed up in his mind. He opened his eyes only to get more angry as he noticed a lipstick mark in his shirt cuff.
" UGHHH WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK IS THIS!!!!! ",
He yelled kicking the glass table in front of him making it shatter on the marble floor with a loud crash.
He got off from the couch almost ripping his shirt off. Throwing the shirt away after taking it off, he walked to the other side of the room . Opening a whisky bottle ,he poured it on a glass before coming back to couch and half laying there. He didn't know why his mind wasn't calming down, he hated the feeling of guilty which he was feeling unknowingly .
" Why am I feeling like this... Why!? ",
He asked himself before chugging the whisky down his throat which almost felt like a burning sensation to him.
" Why I can't even sit anywhere without thinking about him!? Why is everywhere him him and only him!? The fuck is wrong with me! ",
He cursed on himself.
He rubbed his forehead and sighed.
Few seconds passed and he kept staring on the ceiling with again all the memories of a certain person started playing in his mind without his permission.
" What are you doing to me Jimin... ",
Jungkook asked sighing and closing his eyes for few minutes.
Jungkook took out his phone from his pocket and dialled a number. Before it even rang for two times the other person picked up.
" Yes boss...? "
" Did he come back ? ",
Jungkook asked.
" Yes, almost 1 hour ago. "
" Did he ate? What is he doing? ",
Jungkook asked with a stern voice.
" Yeah he had his dinner with Taehyung and Hoseok and now sleeping. ",
" Fine ",
Jungkook cut the call.
He realised how he couldn't stop himself from thinking about Jimin even when he tries his best. So he decided to stop himself from trying uselessly. The younger is different and he knew Jimin is somehow more powerful than him.
Cause the barrier he made between him and everything for all these years.... Jimin broke it in few months and entered in his dark life unknowingly hitting the closed door where the broken vulnerable 8 years old Jungkook was hiding.
He was tired and he didn't know when his sleep came over but not for long .
" Jimin Jimin Jimin....! ",
Jungkook saw himself in a dark road with the roads fully covered with the Petals of black rose. He saw himself looking so different and happy, with a smile and holding a black rose.
" Jimin! ",
He called again but couldn't see the younger.
" Here Jungkookie here! I am here! I'm always here! Beside you.. In love with you... Devoted to you... ",
Jimin's airy angelic voice made Jungkook look beside him and there he was, standing beside him looking ethereal.
" Here you are my baby doll... You know I was waiting for you... For so long.. ",
Jungkook said with a tender voice looking at the younger with a emotion in his eyes.... Which was love.
" I'm sorry Jungkookie... Hurt me if you want....",
Jimin said coming closer and cupping Jungkook's face.
" No ..... How can I hurt you ? Never! Never ever my Black Rose... ",
Jungkook's said wrapping his arms around Jimin's waist as a warm smile played across the younger's lips which made Jungkook happy. He smiled too and was about to kiss Jimin............
But Jimin broke away from the hold startling Jungkook.
" Catch me if you can Jungkookie.. ",
Jimin said in a playful tone as he started running.
" just wait...! ",
Jungkook said following Jimin .
The heavenly sound of Jimin's laugh played through the eerie silence of the road . Jungkook's felt happy, felt delighted, felt safe even in the dark road.
Jimin was looking back at him with smile everytime. Jungkook was running behind Jimin till Jungkook blinked for once and boom! He couldn't see Jimin anymore. Jimin was no where. The road was empty. Dark. Cold just like Jungkook's life was before.
" Jimin! Jimin! Where are you Jimin!",
Jungkook called desperately looking Around clutching on the Black Rose in his hand , the thorns were piercing on his palm, blood gushing out of his palm but he could care less.
" Jimin please don't go! Where are you! Wher-",
Before Jungkook could complete his sentence he saw Jimin sitting in the corner ,crying, looking broken and pale.
" Jimin! ",
Jungkook ran to the younger.
" Where were you Jimin!? I was look- looking for you! Don't scare me like that! Please stop crying! Please stop! ",
Jungkook pleaded trying to hold Jimin but the later scooted away from him still crying, looking miserable. The sight was paining Jungkook.
Jungkook was pleading to Jimin to stop crying and trying to reach him but Jimin was getting away by stepping backwards. Jungkook was trying to fasten his steps but it wasn't working.
" Jimin please wait! Don't go away! ",
Jungkook pleaded moving his hand forward, trying to reach the younger.
" No no Jungkookie go away! I don't deserve you! Go away.... ",
Jimin said and looked up at Jungkook with teary red eyes, looking too pale for a person who's alive.
" Jimin no! Stop! ",
Jungkook said as he felt his legs getting heavier.
" Do you love me Jungkookie...? Do you want me to stay? Can you keep me? Save me from falling in the dark? ",
Jimin's sudden questions startled Jungkook, he was dumbfounded.
" Am I really someone to you...? ",
Jimin's voice sounded too broken as it pained Jungkook. He wanted to say something but couldn't. He wanted to say how Jimin is different and special but couldn't..... And shocking himself Jungkook said something else.
" You were never someone to me...",
Jungkook said, he didn't really wanted to say it. His words came out completely different.
He saw how Jimin's pale tear stained face turned more horrible and painful.
But again a pained smile painted on Jimin's face before he moved his hand towards Jungkook while still walking backwards, the road was getting darker and Jimin was getting blur slowly.
" Jimin no.. Jimin I'm sorry... Jimin please....don't leave.. ",
Jungkook pleaded with a broken voice as Jimin somehow took the blood covered black rose from his hand.
" No worries Jungkookie... I'm not angry on you... I can never.. Cause I love you... And I'll always... May be I'll not be here in person but I'll remain as every breath you take... I'll love you always and it's never going to end... I'm sorry ...forgive me if you can.... ",
Jimin said with a pained teary smile and Jungkook's heart was paining.
The older's entire body shivered in fear as he saw how Jimin's white shirt was staining with blood, everything was red... Blood was gushing out of Jimin's mouth, forehead and everything was just covering in red. The Black Rose in Jimin's hand looked burned and soaked in blood.
" Jimin.. Please stop please I'm begging please you're hurt.... ",
Jungkook cried out as he was desperately trying to reach Jimin.
" I deserved to get hurt... And I'm sorry but happy to see you as my last ...",
Jimin was almost blur and then he stopped, Jungkook got relieved and tried to hold Jimin's hand and he did.
" Jimin no baby please.. I'm sorry... Don't leave... Don't leave me alone.. Take me with you then... Please... You know how much I Lo- ",
Jungkook's words never completed.
" Good bye Jungkookie... Take care of yourself.. Don't get hurt... I love you.. ",
Those were the last words Jimin said before completing getting vanished in the thin air leaving Jungkook there alone... In the dark...
" Ji-Jimin...? Jimin...? Baby...? Jimin? ",
Jungkook called with a quivering voice.
With blurry dazed drowsy eyes Jungkook looked at his own hand......and it was covered with blood.. Jimin's blood and the burned petals of Black Rose. It scared him . He tried to wipe it desperately while calling Jimin's name. But the blood wasn't wiping and his own shirt was staining with blood now.
" JIMIN ! JIMIN WHERE ARE YOU! COME BACK! COME BACK PLEASE! PLEASE BABY COME BACK! ",
Jungkook's scream was getting muffled with the loud sobs coming out of his mouth.
He fell on the floor with Jimin's blood covering him, he cried, screamed, called Jimin's name till he couldn't breath anymore. His Breath was getting stuck but he was happy.. He wanted to die.
" RUN AWAY JUNGKOOK !RUN AWAY! RUN AWAY FROM HERE! ",
Jungkook heard his mother's voice saying the same things as 15 years ago.
Jungkook had no power nor intention to get up and run as he saw fire around him, his favourite black rose petals burning around him.
" RUN AWAY JUNGKOOK! ",
Suddenly Jungkook saw himself as the 8 years old boy trying to save his mother.
" Mom please don't leave me! We'll run away! Please! ",
Jungkook pleaded again but a hand grabbed him and pulled backwards throwing him on the fire.
" MOM! DAD! JI-JIMIN!!! ",
Jungkook called but no one was there.. He was in the fire but drowning in blood. Not his blood ... It was the blood of the person he needed the most. Jimin. .
" JIMIN!!!! ",
Jungkook screamed out opening his eyes. Sweat running down from his forehead . His abnormal disturbed breath and opened mouth was the proof of his nightmare. He looked at his hand and body to see if anywhere was blood.
His heart beat was too fast to catch his breath. The nightmare was too vivid . Meaningless but scary.
" Jimin..... ",
Jungkook automatically said the name and ran out of the door not caring about how he was half naked in the freezing temperature outside.
Without wasting any time he took his private way to the underground garage and got into a car.
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" Bo-boss...? ",
Kai stuttered in a sleepy voice as Jungkook ran inside the house looking all worried with a messy hair, raven bangs covering his eyes and wearing nothing in upper body in the freezing temperature.
Kai never in his life saw Jungkook this worried, this startled, those expressions were too new to not get surprised. But Kai didn't understand what just happened and why Jungkook came like that at 4:00 am of morning.
Without answering Jungkook ran upstairs towards Jimin's room.
Opening the door Jungkook rushed inside.... But there he saw his baby doll sleeping under the soft blankets.. Peacefully. Jungkook stood there staring at the sleeping Jimin and trying to catch his breath, trying to calm his mind and heart.
Afterwards he silently walked towards the bed and sat beside Jimin still looking at Jimin without even blinking for once.
With a slight shaky hands he touched Jimin's face trying not to wake him up and see him like that. He rubbed his finger softly on Jimin's cheek where he saw blood in his dream.
Jungkook let out a breath, he didn't knew he was holding and ran his fingers through Jimin's soft hair... Unknowingly feeling relieved that it was just a dream.
" Just a stupid dream. Useless, meaningless and odd. Ughh.. I shouldn't have drank that much and stayed there.. Disgusting. Everything is disgusting. ",
Jungkook said feeling relieved and trying to collect himself from the broken state he felt himself in.
He got off from the bed and walked to the bathroom. Standing in front of the mirror, he looked at himself with a confused look.
" What was that..? Why was that.. ? What is happening to me? Why did I come here like this? Why am I feeling like this...? ",
Jungkook asked himself and clutched his eyes shut. Not wanting to hear anything back from his mind at that point.
He took a hot shower and changed in a sweatpant ... Of course he had his clothes in Jimin's closet.
He walked towards the bed and looked at the sleeping Jimin for minutes thinking everything over again... His throat went dry as those memories of the horrible dream came flashing by in his mind. Just not for some reasons.... He hated the entire dream.
He laid down beside Jimin not caring about what will anyone think of this change...... It's his Jimin, his baby doll and his Black Rose... So why will he think of the world? Right ?
Jungkook pulled the blanket over him and looked at Jimin's back which was facing him.
He went closer to the younger till his bare chest made contact with Jimin's back and he wrapped his arms around Jimin's waist, sniffing on the younger's neck. No, this time no guilty, no disgust, nothing. Only peace and safety.
Jungkook felt how immediately Jimin's relaxed body stiffened in the sudden touch and his muscles tensed in his touch.
" It's me... ",
Jungkook said beside Jimin's ear in a hushed tone and felt the younger's subconscious mind along with his body getting relaxed again. The smaller leaned in his touch and Jungkook hid his face in the crook of Jimin's neck... Falling asleep finally.
" Someone said...
Nightmares are either past
Or
Either a preview of future.... "
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