My skin turns black with their hateful words but their skin turns red.

They get colored red and I get colored black.

Why? Well it's just how things are. Everything was always like this and it's never going to change.

I should be asleep but i'm working on a song.

The next lyrics I can't seem to find.

Here's what I have so far:

I know what you think in the morning       When the sun shines on the ground And shows what you have done It shows where your mind has gone And you swearing to your parents That it will never happen again I know, I know oh ow, what that means, I know oh oh oh ow.

I don't know what to put next though. Wait!

That you all have guns
And you never put the safety on
And you all have plans,
To take it, to take it, don't take it, take it, take it.

I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep
I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep
But I can't, but I can't when you all have
Guns for hands yeah.

now I don't know... maybe it again???

I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep
I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep
But I can't, but I can't when you all have
Guns for hands yeah.

That's all I have energy to do right now.

I've stayed up until 5 am for a week now.

Every night is the same.

I sleep and wake up with a nightmare so I stay up as long as I can and distract myself with music.

Tonight I need to sleep.