JEON JUNGKOOK

Jimin and I didn't talk since the small fight we had yesterday. Well, I was avoiding him actually, I did it because it was some form of self-protection. Seeing somebody you love everyday (and not to mention that you have to stay with him) but knowing that the somebody perhaps, just, doesn't see you the same way, it hurts.

And my only escape now, is Beyond the Ship.

JIMIN HAD A WORRIED LOOK ON HIS FACE.

JIMIN: kookie, why are you sulking?

JUNGKOOK: i had a very bad day.

JIMIN: do you want a hug?

WHAT SHOULD JUNGKOOK DO?

> NOD AND LET JIMIN HUG HIM

> SHAKE HIS HEAD AND ASK FOR A KISS

> REFUSE FOR THE HUG

That question left me hanging. Part of me wanted to tell him, "don't you know i'm having a bad day because of you?"

But part of me couldn't bring myself to blame him for all this. I sighed and chose my answer.

> NOD AND LET JIMIN HUG HIM

NEW GIF!

After a solid five minutes of staring at the gif, I switched off my phone. I laughed to myself. How funny, even the game reminds me of the bitter feeling.

And in reality, there's no Jimin to hug me.

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"What are you playin-" I clamped my hand over Taehyung's mouth, dragging him into the bathroom. I checked our surroundings before locking the door. He struggled in my hold, yelling for help but his voice was muffled. When I finally got him to shut up, I released my grip on him. He only glared at me.

"You're not supposed to say it out loud, idiot!" I whisper-shouted.

"Hey, what's wrong about saying it out loud?" Taehyung rolled his eyes.

"I can't risk letting Jimin know about this!" My eyes widenend slightly in fear. Yes, Kim-freaking-Taehyung had just found out about my secretㅡthat I downloaded a game to ship myself with the one I like, Park Jimin.

"And then again, what's wrong about letting Jimin know? You've been having a crush on him for years and it should be time for you to confess," Taehyung said. I shook my head instantly. No way in the name of BTS am I going to show my feelings towards Jimin. One, it's embarrasing. Two, I doubt he likes me back. Three, if he rejects me, things are going to be awkward for us as a boy band. So all these consequences are holding me back from a confession.

"You'd never know if you don't try," Taehyung said again, this time with a softer voice. He had a hand placed on my shoulder, seemingly to have sensed my worries. I let out a huge sigh.

"J-Just, give me some more time. I-I'm not ready." With this, Taehyung got frustrated. He ruffled his hair and bit his fist to prevent him from shouting, he learned it from Hoseok probably.

"Fine, fine. I won't force you. But don't say that I didn't remind you, don't let go of the chance when you have one. If not, you'll regret it." Taehyung wanted to exit the washroom, when I pulled his wrist.

"Promise me you won't tell anyone about the game?" I asked. Taehyung sighed before agreeing.

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PARK JIMIN

I sighed. I mean, what else can I do other than sighing? Jungkook doesn't want to talk to me, even the one in the game is angry at me. A game that I played to fulfill my fantasies of dating my crush, Jeon Jungkook. What's the name again?

Ah yes, Beyond the Ship.