Y/n POV
I came back home form work as I'm really tired and exhausted. Hanging head low. I feel my head is killing me. I stumbled back to my room as i quickly went to bathroom after freshen up i straight go to bed. I wasn't feeling hungry. Definitely not after a shocking news.

Flashback

I was in my office when my phone buzzed. I sighed as i rolled my eyes and  take the call.

"Hello"

"Y/n i held a party for your wedding and you will have to be there. Otherwise you better know the consequences"

"But father-" he cut the call.

Ahh god dammit.....why he isn't let me complete and party the hell I'm gonna do with party.

My life is on a line and he wants a damn party.

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Next day

Evening~~

Combing my hairs back with a brush and doing my makeup. I see all the three stylist going back and forth putting all the stuff on me. I was just gazing in the mirror. It's almost evening and time for the so called party. I really don't want to go but he again threatened me. I sighed feeling my eyes got watery as Jimin glommy face suddenly came in front of my eyes. How much I'm missing his presence. How much i want him to hold me lovingly. But he can't.

"Ms kim your make up is done" i heard one of stylist says as i weakly smile and slightly bowed as they exist. I turned towards mirror wiping away tears.

I came out as i saw many people some are investors and close friends. I spotted yoongi as i make my way towards him with a slight smile on my face.

"Suga"he turned hearing my small voice as he immediately welcomed me in a warm hug. I huffs in some relaxation. His hug is so comforting that one eventually forget their problem. I grinned as i move back.

"How are you feeling?", he asked slightly stroking my hairs. It's feels like he shot me. It's feels so bad not to telling them. I look down and nods

"You know what I said if you are happy with this I'm going to be there for you right" he say looking straight in my eyes. Like he has some doubt that I'm still wrong. He knows that something is wrong with me but still he is with me. Behind him i see Mr hoseok little waving at me. I give a small smile to suga and proceed towards him.

"Ms y/n, my dad wants you to meet some of closer friends if you comfortable" he asked, gives a big smile to me. We both become comfortable together. He is a great friend with a lot of humor. He is just like a sunflower. Beautiful beaming. He aura eventually light up the mood.

"Are you okay" he asked, as he scrunched his nose.

"I'm fine" giving a small smile we walked towards his father.
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After meeting his dad friend we both stand to welcoming the guest and receiving there gifts and wishes. I can tell that his dad is a cheerful person. He greeted me with a warmness. Everything is good but still something is missing. I spotted sooha and Taehyung coming together and look like they both avoiding me because as soon as sooha looks at me she vanished. I sighed feeling like there is a lot of weight on my heart. My one decision and all my friends are distancing from me. i look at guest. Suddenly my heart started beating fast as my eyes set on a person. My heart is slamming in my chest as my whole power is vanished. Walking slowly towards me with dangerously slow speed. I gulp as my plam feel sweety. My body is shaking as i clenched my dress. I saw those eyes glaring my soul. I can see hate and anger in those eyes. He stands up in front of me with a small smirk on his face.

"Congratulations y/n. I hope you both are having great time together" he greet but i only could sence his anger. The soreness can easily be seen in his eyes. The way he is biting his inner lips. My lips shivers as i can't able too utter anything.

"So he is the lucky one" he slightly arched his brows. And tilted his head eyeing hoseok with such a aggression and temper. Suddenly he hugs his as hoseok got starled after a moment he hugs him back.

"You?" He asked, slightly uncomfortable by sudden touch. I don't have enough courage to even stopped him.

"Jimin, park Jimin" he laughed but still from a corner his eyes never leaving me. I can never stand in his hateful glares.

"Strange y/n never tells me about you" hoseok said as i mentally face plam. Jimin rise his brows.making a 'o' sounds. He turns towards me.

"Oh really well i can tell you something....." He pinched the bridge of his nose. Seeing me nervous. My breath stuck in my throat as cold sweat is forming on my forehead.

"We are.....so close. Isn't y/n" he runs his finger tip to his lip as i slightly nods. Within a moment i was in his embrace. His hands tightly clenching me as my head is a settled on his frim chest. I bite my lips feeling a sudden urge to break down. His breath is fanning on my neck. It's like he knows my body more than me. Without even my will my body gives up in warmth. My body immediately relaxed in a familiar and warm touch.

"Don't you miss me baby" he whispered in my ear. A shiver run down my spine as he tightened his grip. I came out of my frozen state and force myself to get out of his arms. Slightly smile as he chuckled before vanished from there.

I wasn't in the right state of mind. Just now he is so close to me. I was in his arms and now I'm feeling so empty. This emptiness is eating me. I want cry louder. I want to yell on everyone who makes me apart from him. I just want to be with him. My eyes started to burn as they flooded with water.

"Ms y/n" i heard hoseok voice before he shook my shoulder.

"I'm sorry...I'm just coming" i whispered before he could even reply i go away.
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Author POV
Gulping down the bitter smokey wine. He looks at his business partners who don't know anything except business. Rolling his eyes he thought a second option which is run away from here but of course it's his own wedding party he can't escape from here.
Sighing he thinks about going back to his country his home. Its not like he doesn't like here but staying in a country for more than his life isn't easier to be forgotten secondly the country gives him so much that he can't even express. Hoseok life isn't a very good fantasy book that to be read from start to end with a smile. Being from a big family who's business turn over is that much he can't even count till now. He doesn't have any choice but to get ready to be the future holder form childhood. Since he is the only child in the family he had so much pressure on his small shoulders.

And in his highschool years when he finds a stranger interest in design and creative dresses. He opens a new way to see the world but there is his responsibility which he can't just ignore. After winning the competition he gained enough courage to let his family tell about what he actually wants. He knows that his dad didn't let him get away that easily but he don't want just to be trapped in that business. On a final day his dad doesn't agree. Actually the whole stuff takes a stupid turns that he doesn't even think of. Being interested in fashion and designing his family though a disgrace to his family. How many times he got to listen so much. His dad left him with two choices whether he takes his business and be with the family or he can go with his passion without family support and money.

Hobi is much more stronger that his father threatening and he goes out of the country. After putting all his efforts and failing two times. He successfully makes his own business within five years of hardship. The time is very crucial he was on the top of his charm and his business having massive success.

On one day he got to know that his dad was suffering form a fatal disease and he didn't have much time. He was fully shaken from the news. No matter how much he disowned his father but he is his dad how he can stay away when his father is so sick and as a good son he immediately visited him. It's true he is suffering as he makes a request to hoseok to marry his friend daughter this is his last wish.

Hobi was taken a back because he didn't want to marry someone who he doesn't know but also because his heart beats for someone else. He didn't have the courage to tell his family that he is in a relationship for three years and now there is no backing out. Seeing his father deadly pale face his nods his head with tears stained cheeks. On the second day he goes back to NY to make a proper end of his beautiful relation.

He came out to his thoughts as someone called him. Getting ride of the wetness in his eyes. He plaster a fake smile on his face. He still haven't forgot about her. He still remember the cute smile when she win the little game over sprite. He remember how much she got angry when hobi sets fire in her whole kitchen just to make cake for her birthday and how just a kiss take away her anger out. How she playfully punched his shoulder but it was so strong that he falls on floor.

He laughed as he glances over the glass in his hand.

No matter how hard i tried i always end up laughing on our good times.....

I missed you so bad.......... Lo.

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Y/n POV
I wash my hands as i wipe my face. That has dried tears marks. I'm in a bathroom as i look at my drain face clearly showing patches of makeup like a cry for god know how much. That's true. Wiping my face i make sure nothing seems different as i made my ways out. Straight my dress i was looking down when suddenly a hand spins my and my back is pressing again a frim chest. Two hand tightly clenching my waist as a familiar cologne fragrance is mixed in air. My eyes widen as my body feels fragile loosing all its strength. I look down on the hands that clenched me tightly but that just confirmed him. I closed my eyes as he spins me around and pressed my body on the wall.

"Y/n do you miss me"  he whisper dangerous close my face as his nose is touching the sensitive part of my ears giving me exceptional feelings. He knows every single sensitive spot which makes me go weak. My body which crave for him devoting more to him. No matter how much my inner soul want to yell and tell him how much i missed him. i can't.

I missed you. Alot.

"Open your eyes olaf. I want see your beautiful eyes that has so much lies" he says as i sense how much hurt he is. His stern voice is hiding all the pain he is suffering. I bite my inner cheek as i open my eyes.  Our gaze met as i see his red eyes full of pain and hurts. His sorefulness gaze making me more guilty. His hot breath is landing softly on my face. His eyes he way he looks at me i really want to kill myself.

"Yes... these eyes. Which can make anyone fool . Which seems so innocent yet so selfish." He said in a lower tone as his hand on my waist helds me strongly. He speaks with hates and regretful as he is regretting that to loves me.

"Let me go" i speak i wasn't even ready to look at him. I feel bad for pushing him away from me.

"Why i just got a chance to come closer to you" he says. But i was looking down.

"Look at me y/n" he rises his voice as i hesitated but slowly lift my eyes. My eyelids flutter as seeing him so close.

"Scared? My y/n is scared now" he chuckled before his hands went down my waist to my lower back.

"J-jimin just stopped" i yelled whispers i feel slowly losing my mind. The way he touches me. His warms hand works magical. I seem to forget my situation. I don't know why but the wall that i built with so much effort are about to shaken.

"Okay i will let you go. But first let me have a kiss" he says as i instantly feel nervous i look at him with widens eyes. He chuckled.

"What? You can do this much for me. Right" He says as his hand comes out to caress my cheek. My heart is slamming in my chest. I look at his eyes which only had pain and betrayal. I betrayed him. It's all my fault thar he is in this way. I have to go away before anything go out of my hands.

"No let me go" i push him away but this time he felt so strong or my strength is betraying me. I feel my hands are shaking.

"Ok you can't kiss me like that so,....Just think your are playing with me okay. Just like before but the only difference is i know this time" he says running his nose slowly on my neck. My heart shattered. I feel like I'm such a burden. I will do anything to stop all this. If i had a chance to tell him. I didn't play with him. I can never play with him. I struggle in his grip when i feels he is lightly sucking my neck. As he goes down my collarbone. My breath hollow as the passion is increasing in incredible speed. I think my body carving for him. unintentionally throw my head at back as my grip tighter on his shoulder to push him.

"J-jimin please" i whined seeing myself breaking any time. My breath fasten. As he twisted my both hands behind my back. He lift his head as i see his watery eyes. His eyes are glittery reflecting so much pain and a feeling of betrayed. His is starting at me painfully.

"Is it that so easy for you to forget me, my love....does our love that weak that you don't even remember it.....doesn't you feel like don't giving shit about all the things and run up to me....just embrace me once in your arms y/n....I'm suffering for you to love me....I'm losing myself....i want you please" he breaks in tears as his voice muffled. His voice wobbly like when we cried for hours.  he stuffed his face in the base of my neck. Its broke my heart broken seeing him struggling so much.

Please....jimin don't cry. I never forget your love. I can never forget the fact the my heart only beats for you.....only if i had a chance i will come to you in a heart beat. I also suffering for your love. I already lost myself when i break your heart.

"I'm very lonely right now...very please let's be together. Y-y/n.....i need you to be with me... Please i c-can't....i can't h-handle myself...... It's p-painful seeing you with s-someone else.......i d-don't know w-what i will do if you....if you are not w-with me" he says as he cries on my shoulders his grips losses on my hands but i was stiff on my place. I can't move. my strength left me. I lift my hand to wipe my tears. I can't let him see me crying. He looks up at me with tears stained cheeks and the moment he hooked me in his eyes.

I want to help you. I want to console you but i can't.

"J-just let me love you once" my eyes widen as i shook my head.

"No it's wrong-" he don't even let complete as he smashed his lips on me. I shivers by a sudden pressure as his body hover me and holds me against wall. His warm and plumpy lips are working magical sinner against mine. I feel a fire is burning inside me as my body feels feverish. My brain foged. I try to push him away but he pinned my hands above my head. He applied all his pressure to make me steady on the place. Passionate kissing me he seems more tempting. I have to take all my energy to stop myself from getting away. I feel loosing my senses as how perfectly his lips attached to me. My heart beats incredible fast. I try to free my wrist but he bite my lower lip and slightly pulled down as he invited himself entered his tongue in my mouth. His tongue touched every part of me playing along with my emotions. I gasped with a sudden familiar sensation.

The kiss is passionate yet has some softness. It's like telling me how much he loves me how much he misses me. When he bite my lips and sucking slowly like he want me to feel how much he suffer without me. He wants me to feel the pain his heart is going through.

I lost my strength as my heart already approved the passionate sensation.  My mind also gives up with my body. I slowly stopped struggling as my eyes finally shuts. I already defeated by him by my heart. I finally let myself to dive into the strange trap. My lips moved along with him. My shivering lips lightly sucked his feather one. His lips imperfectly perfect Aline with mine. His hands slowly leaving my wrists as he glides slowly down my waist. Never breaking the passionate devouring moment. My feet seems numbs as i falls down. He tightened his grip on me as slowly my body glide down with him. We both are setting down as my back pressed on wall and his body pressing together with me. His whole body weight on me.

Whatever is happening is so magical yet so emotional. If anyone see, i don't care. I want to spend my time with him. Even if it's the last time together. He slowly breaks away from my lips but i didn't open my eyes. I know he is looking at me i know I'm crying. I heard his chuckles before he wiped my cheeks.

"Open your eyes"  he whisper, connecting our forehead as I'm only waiting for his order. I opened my eyes. I'm sure my eyes are swollen right now. A string of saliva is connected both of our lips as my gaze fix on his swollen one slightly apart and panting plumpy lips. Rather being disgusted i feel so hot and alive seeing that sticky saliva thread.

"And you says you don't love me. Stupid then why are you crying. You can't lie to me idiot. Don't do this please. Don't marry someone else. be with me" i bite my lips as i sobs hard.

"J-jimin..... You s-says you love me right.if you...y-you love me then please don't s-stop me. I can't stop this m-marriage. We can't be together" i wipe my face as i sighed.

"Y/n-" he cupped my face looking desperately towards me. His magnificent gaze tell me not to be so cruel on him. My heart again dropped seeing him struggling with the love and his heart.

"For me. If you ever love me" i cut him off. Looking down in my lap as a tears dropped on my plam. It was his. I look up as he slowly nods. With a sob escape form his mouth. I broke down today our both heart breaks together. The last hope die down. My life is finished. With shivering lips i last peck his lips and plant a small kiss on his forehead before i go away.
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I run away. I run out of the event. I don't know where i was going. I was just trying to get away form his pain. I wanna die. I can leave with this pain. Please this is so hard so painful.

I'm sorry jimin....I'm sorry.
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Enjoy everyone and please tell me how was it. Did you cry because i do. I cry alot and cursing myself for being so cruel. Ahhh and yeah i will also update tomorrow because i forgot to mentioned something.😅😅 OK goodnight. Bye take care love u all.