After awhile when I woke up there were noises coming from downstairs. Can't these hamburgers talk quickly? I don't know when they'll leave. AnywAys I got up and looked myself in the mirror . In my black suit I was looking horrible. Like I don't care ,I hopped down only to meet with a bear hug. I looked up and saw farhaan . So they reached.
"Shazo"
"Farri"
As I said my Khala had 2sons and 2daughters . Farhaan and Fahd were of my age and zainab ,zahida were a little younger then me.
"Leave her,now it's my turn" I heard Fahd yell from behind and as soon as farri left me Fahd jumped on me making us both fall ,with him on top of me.
"Ahhhhh" I cried as we fell and then to add spice , I heard a voice which was way too familiar with me.
"Nomani,what are you doing?"
"Fahi get up" I yelled at him
"Wait vagra girl,hey you could you help me?" Fahd asked vatsal.
Vatsal came forward and helped him and as soon as he was back on foot. He helped me. I stood up and looked at vatsal.
"Now I can hug you" Fahd said as he came forward but Vatsal stood between us.
"Excuse me who are?"
"Vatsal!"I hissed.
"I asked a question mister. You can't just hug her "
"Vatsal!" I again hissed a little louder.
"And who are you mister? Now I may ask?" Now Fahd replied stepping forward.
""Don't question me"
"Oh yeah well I guess same goes for you?"
"Stay away from her"
"Well I will advise you the same"
I had to step in between them but Fahd he,d me by my wrist and made me stand behind him and that was all for Vatsal to punch him. I watched Vatsal with horror and disgust . Fahd stood up . I held Fahd as he struggled and shouted at Vatsal.
"Out now! I don't want to see your face"
He didn't say anything as he went out. After dressing Fahd wound and not answering his questions I walked out to Vatsal's home. I rang the bell two times. He opened the door.
"Can we go for a walk"
He went inside and then came with his mobile. We walked without us uttering a word. When we reached the park it head begun to rain and it was now raining heavily . I saw Ali with his friend striding in the park and when he saw me he smiled.
"Who was that?" Asked Vatsal making me turn towards him.
"My cousin"
"A cousin who is in top of her sister"
" what?"
"Don't tell me otherwise, I know what u were guys doing. Had I not reached there on time God knows what could have happened"
"Do you know what you're saying?" I asked him bewildered.
"Don't tell me. Girls like you invite boys. And whatever happened to you was because of you. You invited them . What do you think happen if you roam in the house in Pajama tshirt? You are a characterless girl. I don't what I was doing with you?"
By the time he finished I was crying.
"And you are a slut-" before he could complete that sentence the sound of slap was heard and when I looked up I saw Ali in front of me, I slowly turned and walked back in the heavy rain. With every step I felt like I was collapsing. How could my best friend think about me like that? Was I really a slut? Was it really my fault? Questions were spinning around in my head as I fell to the ground crying. I didn't notice when Karan came I front me.
"Shoozy what happened?" I did not reply him. I just cried.
"Shoozy lets go ,let's go ." He said as he helped me to stand up . When he realised ,that I'll fall when he leaves me he held me strongly. He took me home and rang the doorbell. The door was open by fahi.
"Shazma?" He wisphered as he looked at me .
"Hi let's get her inside first." Karan suggested.
"Yeah yeah" Fahd said as he got hold of me. And as I went up to my room I heard Fahd say.
"Who are you? And don't question me again I had enough of Vatsal."
"Vatsal?"
"Yeah he was here a while ago. And then after that she ran after him"
"I'm Karan"
"And who is Karan?"
I saw as Karan hesitated for a minute and then said
"Her classmate"
I sighed as I ran up to my room. I guess I had no right to be happy anymore. I was a bad person . I guess Vatsal was right ,it was really my fault.  After all I was a girl.

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