I'd like to begin off by sending condolences to the families that lost someone near and dear in the Orlando attacks.May the Lord make it easy on one and all.

By stating that I would also like to state that because of one bad individual do not blame the entire community.If we Muslims know someone planning something so dangerous we would report them but we unfortunately are not aware of who these people are and I do not think the word 'people' suits such monsters.Please do not blame the entire Muslim community,we condemn such acts and the ones who carry them out.

Condolences to all family,friends and the community of Orlando.

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Zuhaiba and Zuhaib held hands as they strolled in the garden.One and a half month had passed since the entire incident and they were now at peace though sometimes Zuhaib was tortured by his dream which had seemed like a reality.He often awoke in the nights shaken and Zuhaiba was always their to offer him comfort.

The month of Ramadan had dawned on the,their first as a together as he had been in a coma and it was beautiful.Waking up each morning and having sehri and then breaking the fast together at iftaar along th the family.The atmosphere was amazing and was filled with abundant barkat.Seven roza's had gone by and they were now on the eight.

This was the first time though that they had been able to walk and talk so freely since they had been caught up in their work for charity's charity's helping out at the orphanages,old age homes and schools.They had also been helping out with aid that had to be sent to Syria and Palestine though there were talks going on with the Egyptian government to let the aid through for Palestine and that's what kept Zuhaib even more busy.

"Zuhaib,why don't we invite our friends over for iftaar at one of the orphanages on Friday?"

"That's a good idea.I'll inform the guys and...."

"I'll inform all my girl friends with their husbands and yes I will invite Asma and aghi.

"How do you read my mind?"

"I don't know I just do."

They stopped walking and he hugged her.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

They stood hugging one another and the silence seem to cover them.

Zuhaiba knew that Zuhaib was in extreme stress due to work and his nightmares.She wanted to do something to relieve his stress when Ummi Zuhaib gave her the brilliant idea of inviting all their best friends.She had already choosen an orphanage so that they could dine with those who had little.

The ringing of a phone broke their hug and Zuhaiba gave Zuhaib a pointed look.He mouthed a 'Sorry' but she just rolled her eyes and turned her back to him.She crossed her arms over her chest and stared out at the beautiful view of the city.

They hadn't gotten time to spend with one another and now when they do he doesn't leave his phone in the palace nor does he put it on silent.Doesn't he realise how much she's missed him and maybe he doesn't.His been fine and didn't care.

She looked at him over her shoulder and he was still busy on the phone,she narrowed her eyes at him before walking back to the house and he didn't follow,but she didn't care.

Zuhaib watched his beloved wife walk away and he knew he had messed up.He carried on speaking before hanging up and walking to the house to find his wife but when he walked in the lounge the only person he saw was Zufar who was playing on the floor with his toys.Zuhaib went to his son and picked him up in his arms.

"Abiiiiiiiiiii I was playing."

"Sorry habib but please tell me something."

"Nam(yes)."

"Where is your Ummi?"

"Ummi went upstairs after leaving for for me.Will you feed me?"

"Of course my baby."

Zuhaib sat down and started feeding Zufar while looking at the staircase waiting for Zuhaiba but gave up hope after a while.

"Please can I go to ammh(aunt) Laiqah and Amanah?"

"Sure."

Zuhaib called one of his guards and told him to escort Zufar to his sisters.After Zufar left Zuhaib went upstairs to find his wife and he did find her,back against the headboard and Quraan in her hand.Zuhaib smiled before taking his shoes off and climbing onto the bed before laying his head in her lap.She ignored him and carried on reading Quraan.

"I'm sorry habiba.I should have left my phone here but I didn't.Please don't be angry at me."

She didn't say anything and continued reading Quraan so Zuhaib begun irritating her by speaking about stupid stuff.After five minutes he knew he was close to getting her to talk to him because the end of her mouth begun lifting up.She closed the Quraan and kissed it before putting it on the shelf besides the bed.

She looked at him and shook her head before hitting him lightly on the chest.

"Seriously Zuhaib.Couldn't you have a little bit of sabr(patience)?I was busy reading Quraan."

"Okay.Sorry no need to hurt a fasting person."

"Should you really being saying that after what you did?"

"No I shouldn't but you have forgiven me,right?"

Zuhaiba gave him a smug look and pretended to think before lowering her head down to his ear and speaking.

"Maybe I have.Maybe I haven't.Maybe I will Maybe I won't."

Saying this she brought her head back up before grabbing her phone and checking through her messages.Zuhaib knew what she was doing so he got up and grabbed her phone from her hand and throwing it on the bed.

Zuhaiba looked at him shock.Did he just throw her phone and now he was smirking slyly.He grabbed her legs and begun pulling her down until she was laid out on the bed and he was laying on top of her.

"Maybe you need a bit of convincing my love and I would take pleasure in doing that."

He begun by kissing her forehead,then her right eyelid,then her left eyelid and carried on until he reached her lips and gave her a chaste kiss.He continued kissing her downwards to her neck before realising that her scarf was nothing but an obstacle.He took off her pins and scarf and kissed her neck and sucked on the skin leaving a love bit.Zuhaiba was a moaning mess under him and they were interrupted by the Asr Azaan.

Zuhaib groaned and then pouted before giving her a chaste kiss and getting up.She sat up and watched as he walked into the shower and then walked out and changed.As he was about to leave she spoke.

"I forgive you."

He looked over his shoulder and gave her a smoldering look which made her tremble in excitement.

"And I promise to continue this tonight."

Saying that he left and she sighed before getting up and making to wudhu to offer her salaat.

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As Salaam Mu Alaykum Wa Rahmatulahi Wa Barakatu....

I hope that all my readers are in good health.Its being quite long since I've updated but eish grade 11 is tough.I'm writing exams and only have three more papers to go.We write one this week and write my last two next week.

A tragedy occurred with one of my classmates which also delayed this update.My classmate was murdered which took a really bad toll on me as well as my other classmates.It came as a shock.Something that we didn't expect.She was one of those girls who could light up a room by just walking into that room.I remember seeing her in the last period and how happy she was.On the 24th of May 2016 we lost a beloved classmate and student to our school.She was murdered in cold blood for her cellphone.How cruel can someone be to kill a seventeen year old.She fought whoever it was and died a martyr and we are proud of her.It's taken a toll on us student and teachers.We loved her and will continue loving her.She will forever be missed but she'll be kept in our heart.

Ramadan Mubarak to one and all.Keep me and my family in your duas(prayers) as I will keep all of you in mine.

Sehri:The meal had in the early morning hours in order to eat for the fast that's about to follow.

Iftaar:The meal had when breaking the fast.

Take care.Love to all.

Fi Amanilah