Ok, so today is actually the 26th but these are things I've been thinking about since yesterday.

It's been two years since Zayn left One Direction, and a couple of months after the boys decided to go hiatus and work on their own things.

In all honesty I have been loving Zayn's music. Some of my favorite songs of his are sHe and wRoNg. I haven't read Zayn's book from after he left One Direction but from what I understand is that he is happier. Of course their are moments in which I would get mad at him for bad mouthing the bed he was in for five years- and that fact that he "never wanted to be in the band".

It's been two years and now I can say that from my previous thoughts there are still days when I miss Zayn being apart of One Direction. Not that much though. One Direction is on hiatus so really Zayn being on his own now doesn't really feel like he left.

The boys are all doing their own thing:

Louis: Has a son named Freddie, he and Eleanor are back together (❤️), and he- in my opinion- is doing great as a soloist.

Niall: Is also working on his own music and to be completely honest I cried the first time I heard This Town.

Liam: His baby boy was born on this day, March 25, 2017 and though you can't really see his face in the picture he is so tiny and I love babies. Liam is also working on his solo music and I can't wait to see what it's going to sound like.

Harry: He's been busy yet I haven't heard much about him. He worked on the movie Dunkirk, he modeled- Another Man 😍, and his solo music is coming out April 7th- I can't wait, the teaser had me choking for air. (Those eyes, that hair, those tattoos...)

So there it is, all the boys have gone in different directions and the fact that this had happened really opened my eyes to the thought of One Direction not being the same without Zayn because it was a lie. I loved Made In The A.M. I cried listening to the songs, I cried at school after watching the music video for History and I loved that they put Zayn moments in it.

Thankfully only one of my friends was with me when that happened and she told me it was fine to cry- I was thankful that she didn't judge me because she didn't really know how much I love One Direction.

Lastly, the boys working on their solo music, one learns how diverse their music is. Of course we all know they have such different voices but now they get to explore them by working on their own thing and really so far I've loved all their music. Seriously, Zayn's music is stuff I barely listen to but he has really gotten me into it. The same goes for Louis, and I really enjoy this because I like learning about and listening to different music.

Becca 💋