The heavy door flew open, loose leaves lifting up with the breeze and dancing their way across the threshold.

"This is your place?! I expected a big house but not a castle!" The woman looked around his impressive home with wide eyes.

"I'm glad you like it, wait until you see the bedroom." The brunette giggled as his arm moved around her waist, little did she know he couldn't even remember her name and didn't have any intention of asking for it again. Jungkook didn't care, he just wanted to fuck and feed but the moment she appeared at the library doorway with swollen red eyes and a trembling bottom lip his entire world crashed down around him. The young vampire hated the control she seemed to have over him, he didn't do love especially with a human but then she came along and ruined everything. He tried so hard to push her away, convince himself she was nothing and after their argument earlier he wanted to make her despise him because then maybe she would fuck off.

The plan was simple, bring home a girl and make sure they got caught together but now his plan like his emotions were well and truly fucked because how could he sleep with anyone but her.

How could his hands be on anything but her skin.

His lips desired only those that trembled, that were wet with tears.

Why did she care for him?

Why did she stay when all he's done since they met six months ago was cause her pain? Why did his whole fucking world feel brighter with her around? Why couldn't he focus on the hot brunette and just ignore the one bewitching him?

Jungkook needed her to see that he was a monster, no good for someone like her and so he continued with his plan.

"Come on, time to see my bedroom." He whispered, taking the brunette by her hand and leading them upstairs. He didn't dare look back over his shoulder, too afraid to see the pain he was inflicting. It was only once he closed the door, when the brunette had her lips on his bare chest as she popped open buttons one by one that he felt it.

Pain so potent and relentless that tears filled his eyes.

"Stop." He pushed the woman away, her lips forming a ridiculous pout as she watched him button up his shirt.

"Get out, I've changed my mind." He growled, eyes flashing red.

Jungkook waited for the pouting annoyance to leave, waited for the door to slam before he sat down on the edge of his bed.

What was she doing to him?

Why couldn't he just forget her?

With elbows on knees and forehead upon open palms the vampire cried for the first time in years.

Then his door opened, hesitant steps approaching.

It was her.

Jungkook looked up through the haze, through the onslaught of tears. "Why do you stay?"

"I think you already know the answer to that." She answered softly.

"What are you doing to me Y/N?" He breathed out, eyes closing as she ran her fingers through his hair.

"I was about to ask you the same thing." Was her response.

That night the two slept side by side, no clothes were cast aside and no words were spoken. They just held each other, got lost in the most intense of gazes and gentlest of caresses. They were still trying to figure out what this was, where they would go from here.

"Stay." The vampire whispered as she closed her eyes and drifted to sleep.

Don't give up on me.