Bree

I grabbed jays hand tighter. No telling what his mom was thinking. I feel like crawling into a hole until this baby is born then the focus will be off of me but sadly, thats not happening.

Jay was trying to move and sit up but i felt to exposed without his body hiding mine. I knew at some point i def was going ti have to face this woman. I mean shes my childs grandmother. If i could just pass the fuck out right now i think ill be good.

Jay finally moved and hughed his mom as she stood at thw door. I on the other hand could not move at all. Frozen like a staue in the winter time. My heart was beating so fast. All i could think about was what did shw really think about me and the fact I was carrying her grandchild and technically me and her son were not together. I heard her walk closer thwn she clear her throat.

"Baby dont be shy. I dont judge you in anyway. I told Jay reatarded ass somebody was pregnant. You're very very beautiful by the way." I turned and sat up to meet her warming smile.

Maybe this wont be so bad after all. I put my h3ad down playing with my hands. I know the questions are coming, just waiting to see how bad they are.

I simply braced myself waiting for the blow.

A while before.....

Tina

When i steped off the elevator and say the defeat and hurt in my sons face, it broke my heart. Hes was tryna be strong but thankfully he can always be himself with me. As we slid to the floor as his teara soaked my shoulder i just wanted this young lady and my grandbaby to be ok. I can tell regardless of the fact that he didnt know about this child from the beginning he is still taking this situation hard.

I cant blame him tho, if something happens to either of them it would affect me also knowing the connection is to my son. You dont have to try and figure it out or understand. Once himself together we sat in thw waiting area away from everyone as he spoke, telling me about everything that had happen since this morning,well yesterday.

When he was done my heart went out to my son as well as her brothers. Families fight and regardless there is always love that conquers when something drastic happens.

Jay told me she was resting so i suggested we go get something to eat. Jay on the other hand just wanted to stay incase something happened. He introduced me to the guys and you tell this was effecting them on a huge scale. Especially the bright one with the curlt hair and tatoos as sideburns.

After telling him i would bring him something back, me and the other three guys exited and got in a nice suv and headed to IHOP. We all ordered and sat in silence. I wanted to be there for them and help. They were so quiet and you could see feqr and hurt in their faces.

"So gentleman, what are ypu thinking? You guys look like you have a lot on your mind. I know we just met but im here to listen" i said at first no one spoke. I was about to give up until one with a new orleans accent spoke.

"Mrs Taylor, im August and well--- well." He stopped getting his thoughts and emotions together

"Take your time baby. " I spoke i really just wanted them to know im here

"Its all my fault" then he just lost it. He put his head down shouldera shaking and tears flowing from his eyes like a water fall.

I got up walking around the table dragging my chair with me and sat down. I opened my arms anf he fell i to them. The fact theu got into it was on both their parts but the stress shw had been under wasnt his fault. Although he didnt help one damn bit, but hey um not here to judge.

I looked at the other guys to see their emotions slowly dripping from their eyes.

"Guys, listen and litwn to me well. Ypu are family and yes familes fight, theu dont agree with decisions made by the other but you never want bad to happen. So dont blame yourselves for what you feel you could have done better or how you could have helped more." Spoke looking into all thre of thier faces. Then i cont.

" you learn from your mistakes and make it better. What ever ypu felt you were lacking, take that and do better.just think about it" i drug my chair back to my spot and sat down. My phone beep and i saw a text from Jay saying Bree was woke.

"Hey guys, your sisters woke. Im gonna order her something and we can jusy get to-go boxes" they all seemed to be relieved that she was woke. You could tell it was huge weight off their heads but they were still hurt.

After gatherng all the food we headed back to the hospital. They decided they would wait a few minutes so i could talk to Jay and Bree before they entered.

When i walked in i couldnt do anything bur smile at the way my son was already so caring ad lovong of this woman. I knew then it was more to this one night stand thing.they couldnt hide it from Jesus himself.

"Well, i see the beauty has been awaken by thw beast" Jay finally got loose to come hug me. Bree on the otber hand looked as if she would shit bricks at anytime.

I watched Bree i just wanted her to be comfortable and know i dont judge her. After a while i sat next to her. There is one question i needed to know above all others.

" why did you waut so long" she sighed

" I didnt think Jay would ammit to having a baby with a fat chick" sue dropped her head again

I took a minute to take in her appearance. She had a beautiful face with chubby chicks. She had boobs and a baby bump. I didnt see this fat she was talking about.

"Hun, drunk or not my son not gone sleep with no booga wolf. And he like thick chicks. I guess once you get out the bed i maybe can see what fat ypu talking about. Shit ion see none tho. Tittea dont count as fat you know"

Im skinny but i know fat and she aint it. She looked at me and smiled and her beauty stood out more.

Yep i see why my son was i to her. I was about to ask something elae when her brothers walked in and her qhole mood changed. She droped her head again

Bree
My brothwr sqalked in and i felt my stomach drop again. Lawd help me

"Bree why ypu aint say nothing"

" So many reasons ans look how even whwn i said nothing August treated me. I cant deal with you all looking at me the same way." It was silent.

"Bunny, im sorry im so stupid. Forgive me. I love you and i know ive been an ass... Sorry mrs Taylor. But , nope theres no but i shouldnt have said those things.im sorry" August voice broke and i could hear the regret that laced hos tongue.

He walked over and hugged me then Chris , then Tyga. I didnt care how long thia sense og peace took place. Even if it dodnt last past this moment its all i needed.

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Hello my beautiful butterflies. I dodnt forget about his book or my others. Im stull dealing woth my mom being dead.

I almost didnt survive christmas. Her bad is Jan 20th and i have no idea how ima make it past this mth. But hey yall pray for me

Leave feedback.i love you all and thank you fpr still rocking with me.