"Its fine you can leave me here" I said to Paul.

"His segment is pretty soon so please McKenzie just.." I knew he wanted me to calm Brock down before he had to go on.

"I know I know..."

He walked off down the hallway as he was scheduled to go out before Brock.

I tried opening the door but it was locked. I hit on the door with my hand as I leaned against the wall beside it as my leg still hurt.

Well to be honest it stopped hurting the moment I had ice on it but having Paul helping me was nice as I never thought he would actually do it but he was desperate as apparently Brock ignored him when he said that Brock had to get ready for his segment an he feared Brock just wouldn't go out.

Just as I was about to hit it again , the door wildly swung open.

"FUCK OFF!!" He called out not seeing me .

" Okay Brock" I said as I appeared in the doorway and I saw his angered face turn into surprise.

I held onto the door as I tried to walk away.

"Where the hell are you going?" His voice was harsh. I turned to look at him again and noticed the disaster which was his locker room.

"You told me to fuck off Brock" I whispered.

"You know I would never say that to you" he sighed as his breathing slowly relaxed even though I could see he was still upset.

"Well considering yo..." I was cut off as I felt him force his tongue into my mouth and his arm wrap around my waist as he pulled me into his locker and slammed the door closed.

I bit onto his tongue but he ignored it and pushed his body against mine causing me to be pinned to the door.

I stopped fighting it as I realized that regardless of what was going on in his head this was the only way to calm him down. I tugged on his tee to pull him closer and he groaned into my lips and immediately broke the kiss.

He stared into my eyes and I saw the conflicted emotion in his eyes and I wished I knew what was troubling him.

"Bro..." I began but was cut off due to the announcement.

"BROCK LESNAR REPORT TO THE GORILLA!!!"

He cleared his throat and looked back at the mess.

"How's your leg?" He asked .

"Fine just hurts a bit to step on it that's all.."

I didn't get why he was randomly asking me that but I didn't question it either.

He nodded.

"BROCK LESNAR REPORT TO THE GORILLA!!!"

" Wait here for me I'll be right back " he said slowly.

"Okay"

I moved from the door as he left and I wanted to sit down except the couch was tipped , chairs were broken, so that made my choice for me.

I remembered that my bag was still in the other locker and the last thing I wanted to do was have to tell Brock that when we left so I decided to go and get it.

When I got there I was relieved to find it empty as most of the divas had left due to the show almost being over.

I took a quick shower and slipped on a jeans and Kevin's band shirt which he had forgotten in my bag .I'm pretty sure they left already.

I grabbed my bag and walked out and as I was about to walk down the hallway I heard my name and turned and I saw John standing at the exit.

"What do you want?" I asked as he was the last person I wanted to see at that point of the night.

"I wanted to see if you were okay after what Charlotte.."

"Seriously John?" I walked towards him.

"After everything you have done you expect me to believe that you actually care about me?" I shook my head.

"What did I do? I tried to keep you away from a man who only knows how to take care of himself. He doesn't care about you! He thinks he does but he doesn't ,his just happy to have someone in his life whose willing to be a pushover so he can.."

"Mr Cena.. please do not continue, you are not even meant to be here at this moment so why don't you stop pestering McKenzie and go home"

I turned to see Paul walking with Brock's bag as he probably wanted to get to the limo before Brock and I. Only I was smart enough to come here without my beast, so fucking smart.

"Paul this has nothing to do with you so just go on about with whatever you were doing" John rolled his eyes.

Paul looked over at me and I simply nodded for him to go. I needed to learn to stand up for myself , if I could do it with Brock I could do it with him.

Only I couldn't.. with Brock I didn't know how but it was different he made me feel comfortable enough to challenge him and I couldn't explain that.

I sighed as I turned as I wanted to find Brock and leave but felt him grab me and I realized what he wanted to do as he pulled my face to his and I immediately brought my knee up to his groin and he bent down in pain.

"Bitc..." He slowly stood up.

"What the hell were you trying to..."

I was cut off by a figure who delivered a punch straight to John's already bruised jaw .

"Stay away from her man" he turned to me as his face was filled with concern.

"Are you okay?" I nodded as Kevin looked down at me.

"I thought you left..."

"We were going to but we were in the cafeteria and saw Brock getting beat down so we figured we would check on him at his locker and.."

"He got what?"

I saw Kevin looking behind me and I saw Brock walking with Paige and he looked pissed and hurt physically as he walked slowly . I realized John had wanted Brock to see me kissing him.

"He got beat up because he pissed off Steph" John smirked. "He destroyed a whole lot of equipment when he decided to spear me into it and..."

"John just go home"

I called back as I stared at my beast whose eyes were focused on John and even though I knew he was hurt as if he wasn't he would've been the one punching John not Kevin who was rarely violent .

I knew he wouldn't hesitate breaking out into another brawl.

"His lying to you Kenzie whatever he told you is not true."

As he said that I didn't care anymore as I hated that he had the audacity to tell me Brock was lying when he was the only one who was the liar. Especially with Brock standing right there as he had reached us.

Brock tried to moved forward but I placed my hand on his chest and he stared at me confused but I ignored it and turned to John.

"Don't call me that, you don't have the fucking privilege of calling me that , only my friends get to call me that and you are not one of them!"

I glared at him.

"I am , I have been here ever since you got here waiting like a fucking idiot and then he comes along and thinks he can steal you away from me. I make you happy! Who was the first one to come up to you at your first live event when Paige, Seth and Kane were on different tours ? Me! Cause I was the only one who felt sorry for the sad fucking girl sitting there all by herself and.. "

"You never had me! Not in that way anyway . And what you just said proves why.."

I shook my head as I felt my tears surfacing and I hated it but while I was calm when Brock told me, just staring at the man I had thought was a good friend and realizing that he never truly cared hurt a lot.

"You have only ever felt sorry for me that's all, you fell for the idea of rescuing this girl who seemed broken to you and you wanted to know why. And you almost did.." I left Brock and moved closer to John as I folded my arms.

"Brock let her do this.." I heard Paige behind me and I realized she must have been stopping him.

"I almost let you in but Kane told me not to.. he told me that I shouldn't feel like I have the obligation of telling people about me just because they are nice. Its about them proving themselves to be worthy of knowing the darkest parts of your life and you aren't.. but he is.." I pointed back to Brock as I felt the tears now falling.

"Are you seri... he has fucking changed you I don't even"

"Yes I am because while you were so obsessed with trying to fix me , he came along and he accepted the me that I am now and I am not changing! If you were my friend you would realize that . You would realize that being with that man you believe isn't right for me has made me slowly become the person I lost so long ago and you don't like that person which means you don't actually like me John. " I shrugged and wiped my cheeks.

"...And honestly I will never realize my mistake as you said a while back because he is not my mistake the only mistake was classifying you as a friend."

"John please go, you have seriously done enough" I heard Paige and John looked over at Brock and then at me.

"You will realize that you were nothing more than a rebound for him Kenz and I hope for your sake I still care about you then" he shrugged and walked out.

"I was so proud of him though! Paul you should've been there!" I smiled slightly as Paige was telling Paul about Kevin punching John.

She had stopped the story there Of course.

"That's what I was trying to prevent you know.." I heard Brock whispering into my hair as his thumb grazed over the back of my hand he was holding.

"I understand that now but it needed to be done" I whispered back as I looked into his eyes.

"You sure you don't regard me as a mistake?" He whispered slowly .

"Positive.."

"Forget about what happened in the medic room earlier okay?"

"Why?"

"Because none of it matters anymore I shouldn't have.."

"Okay.." I kissed his lips as I didn't want him to feel like he needed to apologize when he only had good intentions in his own Brock way.

He had a small smirk on his lips and he slowly began speaking, "I.."

"No he won't! Brock just tell him you won't!" I heard Paige and Brock sighed as he turned to look over at them sitting opposite us in the limo.

"Won't what?" I asked as I knew Brock was annoyed by the interruption and would most likely have been rude.

"Train me so that I can be a wrestler!" He smiled while Paul rolled his eyes.

I heard Brock chuckling, "While you threw a good punch I think you should stick to your music Kev"

"Urgh you guys are laughing now but watch as I become the undisputed rock star wrestling champion of the world" he said proudly and all of us continued laughing.

"Its been a long day all of us need our hotel rooms" Paul sighed as he was annoyed by their loudness.

I nodded in agreement as I could feel myself drifting as my head was laid on Brock's shoulder .

A/N:

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While I didn't feel like it was one of my best as I kinda rushed it as I wanted to give you guys an update you guys still liked it and I'm glad as long as my readers are happy I am :)

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