"You actually thought I fell for you? That I loved you? Look at you ! Who else would want you besides me I just fucking pity you! You think Dean's going to want you just because you parade yourself around him like a fucking whore!"

Eric was standing over me as he had just punched me and I tried to get up. I saw my phone lying across the room as I had it in my hand when he had shoved me to the floor.

"Do you know how embarrassing it is? To have you fucking all over him while I'm right there !" his voice boomed in his apartment.

"I wasn't..." I tried to defend but I felt him grip my hair so I could look up at him.

"Did I say you could fucking talk?" He let go of me and paced in the lounge.

"I've seen the way you look at him, you're just getting ready to dump me for one of them. So you can have the fucking spotlight on you! I always knew you were an attention seeking who... what the hell do you think you doing?"

I froze as I had almost reached my phone.

"You want to call big fucking brother to help you? I don't think so ! " He threw my phone against the wall and I saw it smash into pieces....

I jumped as I heard the shower rail being pulled open and as I turned I saw Brock leaning against the shower but outside and he had a blank look on his face as he stood naked.

"Brock wha..." I didn't get why he would come in here when I needed time.

"Do you love me or not?"

He seemed impatient and I realized we were back to the Brock everyone knew again.I felt like laughing as only he would have the audacity to ask me such a thing after what happened earlier but I didn't as I knew that wouldn't go right with him.

He sighed and stepped into the shower and pulled the curtain to close it.

"Brock I just need to..."

"Why were you so quiet I don't ge..."

I sighed, "Because I couldn't think, I wasn't expecting it at all..."

"Do you want me to love you?" I laughed and he looked at me confused.

"You are... you dont get it! I told you I loved you so long ago and its like you have completely forgotten about it since . I have had to listen to you ranting about your uncertainty of my feelings for you so many times since then and I just had to deal with it as it was like I never said it and now you say you love me when I have tried to fight the fact that I love you because of the way you..."

"That was weeks ago McKenzie..." he said slowly. "and you were emotional..."

"I'm emotional now as well but yet you want me to say..."

"Yes but this time you fucking trust me"

"I loved you even when I didn't trust you because it wasn't you that was the problem in me not trusting you Brock!"

I leaned back against the wall and he did the same and randomly began chuckling.

"Of course I would pick a fight with you over something that is probably supposed to bee romantic ."

I moved towards him and wrapped my arms around his neck as I felt the water hit my back and his hands wrap around my waist.

"I love you Brock and I trust you completely. Maybe I'm going crazy cause the beast said he loves me but I ... I love you and at this moment I have no family! I have my two best friends that's across the world and then I have you here and you are all I need..."

"Kenz..." I placed my finger on his lips and he smirked but didn't continue.

"You're the only guy that can get me into a fucking argument moments after I was crying and where I still love you afterwards because that's exactly the reason why I love you because any other guy wouldn't do that but my beast is different... you were saying?"

He shook his head and leaned down and kissed me gently.

"Lets get some sleep so we can fly out of this stupid town" he sighed and I was surprised that he wanted to sleep but as much as I hated it it was definitely what I needed after the long day I had.

"So what do you think?" Brock asked as I had just finished showering.

He had come to New York with me as he had a meeting here and luckily for me the shows were all in New York for the following week.

"Brock I cant.. I have a job, a full time one and I cant just take off for the rest of the year.."

I shrugged as I slipped on my panties and he sat down on my bed. The rest of the year being a month.

"Just tell them you are over worked I mean Kane is out , so you basically have no storyline"

"You do know you basically just insulted me right?" I slipped on a bodycon dress and his eyes were trailing up and down my body.

"Broooock.." I nagged and he smirked and looked up into my eyes.

"I heard you, I just don't get how I insulted you by stating the obvious..." he shrugged and I threw him with a pillow and he glared at me.

" Don't look at me like that! You basically said that I need someone to be relevant" I blurted out as I slipped on my heels .

"I didn't Kenz.. " he sighed, " I don't get how me wanting you to go to Canada with me is a bad thing" he stood up and left the room and I rolled my eyes and tied my hair into a high ponytail.

As I walked out of the room I saw him leaning in the doorway of the front door and I knew he was ready to leave but I didn't want him upset during our last dinner before he left tomorrow.

I walked over to him and stood in front of him, "You know I want to go with you, but I want to make a name for myself without my brother or Kane and this is my chance. You have to get that ..." he sighed and nodded and he leaned down for a kiss and I gripped on his suit jacket to steady myself as I returned it. " You look good" I smiled.

You know if you hadn't taken so long to get ready we would've gotten the seat in the corner" he sighed as wee ate.

"You cant hide me away every time we go out Brock.."

"I know but these boys need to stop staring at you like they have never seen a rack before" he gestured his hand in the direction of my cleavage and I knew he was referring to the waiters.

"It doesn't matter they know its yours and they do know who you are so that's why they probably keep looking over here.." I sat back as we finished .

"I'm not so sure they do, they are most likely waiting for me to go to the bathroom so they can make their move" he said and I noticed even though he wouldn't like to admit it he felt threatened by the guys which were closer to my age besides his usual jealousy for every other guy.

I glanced over to the bar where our waiter was currently and saw him staring at me as Brock finished off his wine.

"Come!" he looked at me surprised and I stood up and gripped his hand and pulled him over to the bar.

"Hi , could we have our bill please?" I smiled as Brock stood next to me confused but only I could tell.

"Sure" he smiled only looking at me and he walked over to the computer and I immediately turned to Brock and he raised his eyebrow at me.

I wrapped my one arm around his neck and pulled him down to me as I pulled him into a deep kiss while my other hand held his shirt underneath his jacket.

I knew he wouldn't fight my surprise attack as I knew him well enough to know that he would want to show the guy I am his and since the bar was on a separate side not many other people were focused on us.

His arm wrapped around my waist tightly and I broke the kiss and looked into his eyes. "Now they know..." he looked at me with that indescribable look he seemed to have often and then chuckled.

I sensed he was about to say something when I saw him look past me. His arm which was wrapped around me pulled me to his side and I saw the waiter impatiently waiting and his flashy smile he had all night was gone as he scowled while Brock glared and paid the bill.

It seemed my attempt didn't help at all.