I heard pounding on the door and it felt like déjà vu, I felt Brock move himself from me and close me with the covers again. When I opened my eyes I saw his back turned to me as he slipped on a trackpants and left the room.

"I hope she isn't here!" I heard Paul and I should've known.

"It doesn't matter to you and the next time you insult her or touch her like you did last night I'll find another fucking manager!" I was shocked at his words.

"You're going to take a girl you met a few months ago over a ?..."

"No you're doing that cause you haven't even given her a fucking chance. Look Rena and I are divorced we are done , so you cant give me some moral crap about me fucking her!"

I wanted to be upset that that's all he always said to try and defend me but compared to his fucking I said we were nothing so I should just bite my tongue.

"Fine Brock I'll try... just make sure you're ready for the meeting at 1"

"Yeah yeah!"

I glanced over to the bedside and saw it was just after 10am. I heard the door close and saw Brock enter but considering my hair was covering my face and the covers he didn't know I was awake.

He took off his trackpants and slowly got back into bed and laid on his side as before and I felt him staring at me and when I looked up, he immediately looked away as he clearly hadn't realized I was awake and then looked back and I saw his face turning red, Brock couldn't be blushing could he.

"Uhm morning " he whispered and I propped my elbow up along with him and smiled as I pushed my hair back not wanting to know about the disaster.

"You heard Paul didn't you?"

"Well you guys weren't exactly quiet" I smiled , "but can we not talk about him this early" he chuckled and then nodded.

"I'm sorry about the marriage shit..." He looked down and then I remembered his words. "I didn't mean them its just the first thing that came to my mind and..."

"I'm sure you did" I simply stated and he looked at me immediately.

" I didn't I ..."

"I'm not saying it to try and provoke you or anything but I get where it came from I mean here I was defending our friendship when you were married as well regardless of the fact that I didn't know, so I'm sorry as well"

I sighed and turned to lay on my stomach while staring at the headboard as I suddenly felt nervous staring into his eyes. "Look I don't know how I can make you believe that Kane is nothing more but I want to stop fighting over him..."

"Kenz you..."

"Let me finish..." I saw him nod in the corner of my
eye.

" Kane was my first official friend due to him being Seth's bodyguard or whatever and Seth was always busy my first month or so before I actually became part of the roster. So Kane showed me around and shit and I even stayed at his house which he shares with his wife and she's a lovely woman who I absolutely adore. I just ... his like a big brother to me, my protector and when you get upset about me sitting on his lap which I'm still not sure how you know...it was one night and the place was packed and it didn't feel weird because he was the guy who would be holding my hair up if I had too much, I don't know how to explain... I honestly have no feelings towards him or anything like that you just have to trust me .." I sighed.

"Trust you when you don't even trust me?" he whispered and I looked his way and I could see the hurt in his eyes.

"I..."

"You don't trust me do you?" he whispered and I looked away again.

"You don't fucking trust me !" he sat up as he raised his voice. "I've saved you countless times, I've tried so fucking hard to make you feel more than..."

"Calm down please!" I saw his chest heaving and I sat back on my ankles covering myself with the covers as my breasts being on for display wasn't good for our argument right now.

"Calm down? You clearly just said that his the only fucking guy you trust and..."

"His my friend of course I trust him I trust Paige as well..." he didn't look at me. "You're not understanding, look you're not my friend you're ..."

"Nothing?" he raised his eyebrow and he was pissed.

"No I didn't mean that I just said that to get Paige off my back"

I sighed, "me not trusting you has got nothing to do with you I promise. I've just had some crappy relationships which has made me weary about trusting a guy im .. with"

"Crappy?" he whispered and I saw his face softening and I was relieved even though I knew he was probably a bit edgy I moved onto his lap straddling him.

"Yeah I don't wanna talk about it right now , but you're not the reason. I'm sorry for using it against you when we.."

"Its fine McKenzie"

I looked up at him and he smirked and leaned into kiss me and I realized he was trying to make me forget about my memories of the past.

He leaned back, "I do trust you though and I'll try with the Kane thing" he shrugged. "Just no more sitting on laps and shit"

"How did you know about that?" He ran his hand over his face and chuckled.

" I was at the bar that night looking for you and well..." I smiled.

"You are jealous of Kane aren't you?" he shook his head.

"And Chris.." he raised his eyebrow, "the medic"

"Fuck no! I'm not jealous they just need to know that you have a... what is it that you said... boyfriend?" he smirked and I groaned and buried my face in his neck I seriously hoped he hadn't heard that slip.

"It just came out I didn't I don't... know what we are and it just..." he chuckled and then I felt him move me back.

"I don't know what we are either ... I mean you are mine that I know" I laughed, "You are though and you are with me ,you were mine ever since I slept with you and if your label wants to be boyfriend then that's what I am"he shrugged and I realized by his expression he was serious.
"Brock Lesnar wants to be my boyfriend?" I teased and for the first time he rolled his eyes.

"Brock Lesnar wants to fuck you until there's no doubt that you are his!" he whispered into my ear and I choked on my laughter.

He leaned back and stared into my eyes, "So girlfriend lets go shower" he smirked and it was a word I would have never thought I'd here Brock say as he carried me into the bathroom.

"So I just have to go to this meeting real quick I'll be back at about 5 or so and..." he slipped on his jeans.

"I'll be gone by the time you..."

"What?" his eyes shot up as I clutched my towel tighter around me."I thought you weren't going to the.."

"Yeah I'm off for the next two weeks so I'm heading home to New York, I have to catch a flight I already had to reschedule last night cause I .. I wanted to stay with you..." his glare disappeared and he stood up just as he finished with his shoes.

" I can fly you with my jet you don't have to..."

"No its fine I'd feel weird using it for..." he sighed and moved towards me.

"Come on just stay with me while I finish up some shit here for the next couple of days then I'll get you home."

"I don't know I just..." his face dropped and I realized I was doing it yet again, refusing him each time he offered to do something and in this case he wanted to spend time with me and I wanted that as well.

"I mean yeah..." I smiled.

"Yeah?" I nodded and he kissed me.

I pushed him back, "You have a meeting ..." he groaned. "the last thing we want is Paul pitching up here with me in a towel yet again way to familiar!" he chuckled.

"Yeah" he moved back and slipped on a plain white t-shirt that fit him tightly and it was so different from seeing him in trackpants and a baggy merch shirt.

"You look hot"

"What did you just say?" he chuckled and I realized I said it out loud.

"I didn't mean to..." he shook his head and sat on the bed.

"Don't flirt with me when I cant fuck you right now, come here"

I walked towards him and he pulled me between his legs, "I'll be back at 5 then we can catch a dinner..."

"Dinner?" I repeated as I couldn't believe what he was saying.

"Unless you don't want..."

"I do, its just we've never..." he stood up and looked down at me.

"Im divorced now, I mean I don't like everyone knowing our business but I can take you out sometime and let them speculate whatever I don't give a shit" he shrugged.

"Okay" I smiled and kissed him one last time before he left.

I cursed myself for not packing any nice dresses, all of it was either at home or in my suitcase which I forgot in Kane's car. I didn't really want to dress up but I wanted to look good for Brock. I don't know why but its like he was 10times hotter in the jeans and tee.

Luckily I decided to go to the nearby mall and got myself a new dress. It was just before five and I slipped on my white dress which stopped just above my thighs as I didn't want anything too short but then again my cleavage made up for that as I didn't realize how revealing it was when I bought it even though I had no bra on due to it being a boob tube.

I untied my hair from the messy bun and it hung down in waves as I had let it dry naturally and I pinned my fringe back and slipped on some black heels.

I heard my phone go off and saw a text from Brock ." MEET ME IN THE RESTAURANT DOWNSTAIRS NOW"

I instantly regretted the dress as it was way too dressy for the restaurant at a freaking hotel. Especially since it wasn't a fancy restaurant it was more like a ranch house. I knew Brock wasn't patient so I took a pair of denim short shorts out of my bag and slipped off the dress chucking it on my luggage back in the corner and I took one of Brocks 'GO TO HELL TOUR' t-shirts .

I tied the hem up so that my tummy was revealed and the shoulder of the sweater hung down mine but it looked fine like a crop top and I remembered I hadn't put on a bra and just as I was about to check for one I heard my phone again.

"WHERE ARE YOU?" even through texts he scared me so I slipped on black pumps and left immediately. I regretted my outfit change again I didn't know why I was so nervous but I couldn't change it.

I walked into the place and it was quite rowdy with a band performing , people playing pool and there was some game on as well and I couldn't spot Brock.

I didn't like the fact that he hadn't come to fetch me as I hated going to bars alone hence Kane always accompanied me.

I could feel some guys staring at me which made me feel even more uncomfortable even though there were girls with short skirts parading around.

"Excuse me" I had been repeating for the past 5min as although it wasn't really full these people weren't really watching how they walked.

"Hey beautiful" I felt someone grab my arm and I turned to see a guy leaning against the bar.

"Sorry not interested" I smiled and he let go of my hand immediately which I was relieved for as normally Kane would have to almost cause a scene.

As I turned back I bumped into someone and I realized why he had let go ,Brock was glaring at him.