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Hi my lovely Brock Lesnar fans ;) Since its the season for giving I shall be doing a DOUBLE double update!!!! Yes you read right so I hope you'll enjoy :) Oh and Merry Xmas!!!!

“So have you?”

I turned to face Kane as I was getting ready for a match on Raw.

“What?” he rolled his eyes.

“You have been on another planet all week, I asked if you have spoken to your brother since everything that happened” I shook my head.

I had zoned out to waking up with a massive headache and immediately recalled everything of the previous day. Brock’s body was wrapped around mine and I didn’t understand why he had been at the studio and I remembered how I practically begged him to sleep with me. I figured I should just leave as I was embarrassed due to everything. I removed his grip and slipped on my jeans quickly. I then took my suitcase and wrote ‘sorry’ on a note and put it next to him, I took my stuff and left for Kane’s room so I could shower there since we had to get on the road as well.

Now that I'm thinking about it, it was probably wasn't my best idea as I hadn't heard from him since then.

“When he wants to talk he knows where to find me Kane, I have a segment I’ll see you back on the plane”I left as I had to record a promo.

I was dominating my match against Summer as I was upset that I hadn’t heard from Brock since last week and the fact that she tried to seduce him.

That was until I felt my feet being pulled and got tossed out of the ring as my head knocked against the barricade.

“ Oh Mckenzie, you think you can hurt my precious Summer” I heard Rusevs voice. “ I happen to know that your bodyguard Kane has already left so you are alone!”

I felt my hair being pulled . “Look at me when I am talking to you woman!” I used the last energy I had and slapped him as I felt my head spinning .

He glared at me and I knew I was in trouble, he let me go and then backed away to fetch what I don’t know and that’s when I heard Brock’s music blasting before I blacked out.

“I told you that you are banned from Raw because of your actions!”

“Well if I stayed away she would’ve probably been seriously injured!”

“No she wouldn’t have and why do you care so much?”

I heard Stephanie and Brock going at it.

“Because I don’t like Rusev” he stated and I heard her sigh.

“Just get your things and go before I get security, she will be fine on her own when she wakes up not that you care though”

I heard the door close and something being kicked and I sat up.

He turned , “Go get a shower” he said and stood against the wall inspecting his hand.

“I cant I have to catch a  flight..” he sighed and looked up at me briefly and then back at his hand.

“So you don’t want to go with me then?”

“You aren’t meant to.. you’re off so I …”

“Im not backing you into a corner or anything, I was just asking you don’t have to go with me” he shrugged.

I made my way to the shower which was my way of answering him.

“What?” I turned my head to Brock as we were on his private jet.

“I just didn’t think you’d agree to come with me..” he shrugged.

“Whats wrong with you?” I didn’t get him he went radio silence all week and now he was Mr Hero.

“What do you mean?” he turned to face me and I looked out of the window.

“You risk your career by coming out to save me when you are not even supposed to be here, I hate what you do” I whispered.

‘’ And what is it that I do?’’ I turned to face him and he had no expression just waiting for an answer.

‘’ You always make as if nothing happened each time I see you as if my feelings don’t matter, I haven’t spoken to you in over a week and…‘’

‘’You were the one that left not me..’’

‘’I had work and I had to catch a ride with…’’

‘’why couldn’t you catch a ride with me? I mean you are with me now so tell me why when you say you have ‘fallen' for me you seem to love being with everyone except me’’

‘’Why do you say it as if you don’t believe me?’’

‘’I am your biggest regret after all” he said and shrugged but I could see the hurt even though he was acting cool.

I reached out to touch him but he stood up and went to the bedroom on the plane.

I hadn’t meant to say it I don’t even know how it came out of my mouth that night because it wasn’t true.

I sat on the bed waiting for him to get out of the shower and he stepped out with a towel wrapped around him.

“Brock I didn’t mean anything I said, I was drunk and my head wasn’t right”

“Its fine Mckenzie”

“No its not I don’t regret any of this past weeks I love being with you, you make me feel…”

“What plan were you talking about seducing me, whose plan was it huh?”

“Wha….” He moved closer to me and repeated it again and I knew I just had to tell him.

I rested my hands in my face, “I wanted to get back at my brother so I figured if I got with you he would be pissed and that would be my revenge”

I didn’t want to look up at him so I remained how I was.

“So basically you didn’t want to be with me I was just a convenient guy wow, Paul was right”

“ I cant believe you just said that, yes that was my plan but I had never even done anything like that before. I have never been with any of the other guys at that fucking place! And I did like you and I have fallen for you”

“So what did John say to you that day, before you realized I was there what was going to happen.”

I looked up at him and he was just looking at me, “Nothing did you bring me here for a interrogation?”

“No its just I saw you with all…”

“Why were you there?”

“Because you just took off…”

“Look im sorry I kissed Kane that one time but that was the only time. I have no interest in any other guy Brock only you and if I could tell everyone I would so that they can back off but you are married and BROCK LESNAR, and you are kinda making it obvious by hitting every guy I'm with and saving my ass when you have no reason to”

He was smirking and then pulled me onto his lap.

“I honestly meant nothing I said I have these feelings for you and it scares me because you scare me but even though you are just this beast… I want to be with you "

“God, you’re just… I cant help it I hate seeing other guys even if they are your friends here I'm a guy you never spoke to before and you are with me and you’ve known them longer and have much more fun with them than with me and its like you choose the guys I despise the most…”

“You despise everyone”
I raised my eyebrow and he narrowed his eyes at me. “Why don’t you despise me?”

“What do you mean?” He wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer onto his lap.

“Because your only friend is basically Paul and I don’t know , what made you want me”he sighed and tipped me onto my back.

“Im not used to talking so much baby” he kissed me roughly and I didn’t kiss him back which caused him to break the kiss.

“Don’t push it please..” he whispered and I decided to forget what I had asked as he began kissing me again.

I felt his fingers running over my back as I laid on top of him, I turned to look at him as he cleared his throat.

“Can you just tell me what John told you yesterday?” I sighed and rested my chin on his chest.

“Why is it bothering you so much, and when I ask you something you don’t want to answer”

“If you tell me I’ll answer?”

“He was just saying how I need a guy in my life who can treat me right and always be there for me and that he is willing to be that man for me and…”

“So when he stood infront of you had you agreed to what he had said?” he asked softly but I could hear his anger growing.

“No I didn’t say anything” he sighed, “ what was I supposed to say Brock?”

“That you have someone that can do all that and you don’t fucking need him”

“It doesn’t matter, answer me”

“It matters to me, I want to be there for every show but I cant and the fact that you see him all the time bothers me..”

I loosened from his grip and sat up and threw his shirt on while sitting on top of him.

“Look I get that you are the jealous type but John and all the others are my friends and I am not going to stay away from the people who have been there for me the entire year just because you dislike them!”

He shook his head, “But you have me now you don’t need any of them”

“I don’t have you, I have a married man who..”

“Don’t fucking start with that shit Mckenzie” I got off of him.

“Its clear that I made a mistake by getting on this plane”

I went and locked myself in the bathroom and I thought he would come after me but he didn’t.