Tonight is Monday Night Raw, and it's been a few days since the wedding. Guilt has been a common feeling these past few days. Nikki has been on my mind all the time, I feel a need to call her but I don't think I can bear hearing her sound so sad. I know that I hurt her bad, but it's not like I wanted to hurt her.. But what was I supposed to tell her. 'Oh hey, my ex-wife just threatened to take my daughter away from me if I married you.' Nikki doesn't even know about Joelle, she doesn't even that I've been married before. I broke off the marriage with Nikki because what Galina said was true.. If I married Nikki, the truth would come to the light eventually, and then that would be much worse.. It's better that I let Nikki go before she really got hurt. I just need to keep telling myself that it's better this way. I heard my locker room door slam open and in walked Dean. Me and Dean haven't talked since the wedding, he's ticked off that I let a good girl slip away, as if I didn't know that already. "I'm just grabbing my duffle bag." He huffed over to the side of the room and grabbed his bag. He started walking towards the door "Dean, I just lost the best woman I've ever had, I can't lose my bestfriend too." He sighed and turned around. "You know I love you like my brother, but what you did was wrong.. What you did was entirely fucked-up!! You waited till the girl walked down the aisle only to tell her that you didn't love her." I slammed my hand on the wall. "Hey! I know what I did was wrong but she'll understand!" He scoffed "Yea yea.. whatever dude!" He grabbed his bag and strolled out the door. I picked up and chair and threw it across the room, trying to release some anger. No girlfriend, no bestfriend... Life's going just peachy.