1..2..3 "The winner of this match.. Nikki Bella!!"

I rolled off of Naomi and raised my hand in victory.. I rolled out of the ring and walked backstage.. The way I'm feeling right now had no explanation.. How dare Roman? How dare he wanna talk about honesty and all that? And the nerve of him to say that I have no one besides him, is unspeakable.. He made me look like a needy girl out there, like if he isn't around, I'm a complete nobody.. I wiped a tear as it fell down my face.. Ugh! Here I am crying once again for Joseph.. I turned the corner and saw Roman standing by my locker room door. I quickly wiped my tears and walked with my head straight.. There's no way in hell that I'm gonna show him that I was crying.. I won't let him see me like that.. He turned his head in my direction, worry written on his face.. "Need something, Joseph?" I turned the knob and walked into my locker room, leaving Roman standing by the door.. "Listen babygirl-" I lifted my hand up, stopping him.. "Before you say anything else.. Don't call me babygirl.. Just please don't.. To you, I'm just plain old, needy, Nikki right now.. Nothing more." I sighed deeply.. He walked into the room, closing the door behind him.. "Nikki, you know that I didn't mean anything that I said out there.. I just didn't know what else to do, you were mad at me.. And you weren't answering my calls or texts." "And why do you think that is, Joseph? Do you not remember what you said to me last monday? You made it seem like I'm a bother to you, like if I'm just a little damsel in distress that needs saving from Superman.." "No I didn't, Nicole." I chuckled "Yes you did.. You told me you didn't want to be responsible if anything happened to me, like if I'm a bother to you.. And don't try to tell me that all that you said out there wasn't true, because we both know that it was all true.. You honestly believe that I can't live 5 minutes without you and you honestly believe that I will never ever truly leave.. But this is where I tell you that you're wrong.." He looked at me "Nicole, what are you talking about?" I shook my head "Joseph can't you see? We can't be together anymore.. We can't keep trying.. And I'm not saying that I don't love you to death cause I do.. But we've been trying to hide ourselves from the truth.. We've been hiding the truth from the very beginning.." He shook his head.. "Nicole, I won't do this.. I don't want to do this.. You need to listen to me, we can not be done.. We just can't!" "Tell me why, Joseph.. Go on! Tell me why we shouldn't just end everything right here, right now!" "BECAUSE WE LOVE EACH OTHER WAY TOO FUCKING MUCH!" I stumbled back at his outburst.. He rubbed his face and took a deep breath. "Because Nicole, we love each other too much.. That's why we decided to just hide from the truth because we both know that if one of us walks away, we'd kill ourselves.. And I could never see myself loving another woman as much as I love you.. I love you soo much that it actually hurts thinking of us never being together." I reached my hand to touch his arm but he backed up and quickly walked out of the room, slamming the door behind him.. I just stared at the door, thinking back to Joseph's outburst.. He was right, we became blind but it was because the love we have for each other is too much.