Chapter 10: What Are Feelings?

Penny: Wrote this while listening to Lizzo's song Cuz I Love You and the first lyric is literally my life. "Never been in love before what the fuck are fucking feelings yo." 

Even if they don't know it yet this idea was brought to me by the dedicated above

Barry P.O.V.

It's been a month and living with Oliver in this universe where we're married and Kara is married to Kate was super weird. Apparently the four of us team up a lot. We all had to make sacrifices to live in a world with the people we love. I was now a CSI at SCPD and didn't know anyone there so they sent me home because they thought I had some sort of concussion. 

I ran back to the house and saw Oliver's son sitting on the floor. "Ollie!" I called out a little upset that he wasn't answering.

"Dad went to work," William said playing some sort of game on his tablet.

"Wait a second your dad has a job?" I asked confused. Will looked at me like I was stupid.

"Of course he does are you okay mom?" Will asked making me panic I called Oliver.

"Ollieyoursonjustcalledmemomforsomereasonisheokayandwhydidyouhavetomakethisworldwhere..."

"Barry speed talking please slow down. So what if he called you mom it was just a joke... maybe," Oliver said making me even more frustrated.

"Wait so if you have a job and I have a job who watches Will?" I asked.

"Good to know that you know his first name Bar, and I have no idea probably Thea," Oliver guessed.

"Really funny Ollie, but he was alone when I walked in," I said looking around.

"Sorry I just stepped out for a second to take a call hope you didn't miss me too much... Barry?" Wally said from the door. He looked at me in confusion.

"Why aren't you at your job?" Wally asked.

"Since I didn't know who anyone was they thought that I had a concussion and sent me home," I said making Oliver laugh from the phone.

"Not funny Ollie!" I said hanging up. "So care to explain what you're doing here and not with your team?" I asked smiling.

"There's no reason for us to do what we do anymore there are no more time anomalies since Oliver fixed time itself," Wally said shrugging.

"Why aren't you, you know getting out there or something surely Ollie gave you someone that you are meant to be with?" I asked.

"There's one person that I will love and you know that," Wally said hurt. Jon really did put a dent in things when I thought about it. As much as I wanted Ricky to be happy sometimes certain things needed to be adjusted.

"Wally tell me one thing, why do you love her so much?" I asked wanting to know if this was really necessary.

"She's strong and can hold her own, she doesn't need approval from anyone in her family, she's her own person in spite of a controlling legacy, and she knows who she wants to be," Wally said with tears in his eyes.

That's it I'm doing this. I ran as fast as I could watching memories travel past me until I hit a certain one where Ricky was in a hospital bed there were four boys in the room about to sing. I stopped time and Wally and Ricky looked over at me in the speedforce.

"Ricky think about what you are going to do before you do it okay?" I asked and Ricky blinked back tears. "You love him and trust me I know that but trust me he won't understand in the future please just think about it," I said and she nodded before they continued as I ran back to the time that I was supposed to be.

Nothing changed


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