Has anyone like legit have the desire to do something but not the motivation?

Like there that something is and you remind yourself to do something you wanted to do with that thing, but the moment that thing is in your sight or within your grasp you lose the motivation to do what you wanted for that thing?

Whether it be drawing or watching your favourite show, writing or reading a book?

Or even wanting to go somewhere?

For instance, me.

I've got so much stuff to continue, books to write (some I have to do over), drafts to publish, shit to draw, requests to fulfil and shit. But the motivation is wavering in and out and it's annoying me.

Only the Lord knows how much I want to get things done.

I know I haven't been as active as I used to be but. . .heh, must sound like I'm coming up with excuses now huh?

Well it's true, and I'm sorry.

I really wanna continue stuff but I can't find myself to really sit and write like I used to.

Maybe it's cause of school, and all my assignments.

Or that I've gotten older and now taking note of the responsibilities I have.

Or that I've just gotten boring now.

I don't know.

But. . .well idk anymore.

I know most of you guys don't even read this book, or even follow what I do like before (if you did) but I just want you guys to know I'm trying, I really am.

Hopefully I'll find my spark again.