a free fall of raindrops--

i've come to wish about you.

you were the sand storms and the tidal waves;

the tsunamis and the whirlpools;

the storms and the typhoons--

you were the disasters and chaos.

but amidst all, 

you were my favorite.

my favorite downfall;

my favorite free fall;

just my favorite fall.

even if i had my bones broken,

or my skin scarred.

you were my all--

my ups and downs,

my middle and betweens--

but even the all gets sustained.

even the all gets used up.

even the all lasts.

so instead of all,

you've become my between.

not too high, not too low.

just enough for you to know,

that i'm loving you,

even if you don't.

-you didn't stay.