Warnings - PTSD, talk of sexual assault, cussing
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John tried to grab my arm but instinct kicked in. Both military training and hunting training kicked in that is. I maneuvered out of his grasp then swung my other fist. Punching him in the face then put him in a headlock. Yes I was smaller than him but I easily had skills too. I had to learn to use those advantages that others didn't have to my advantage.

"Hey hey hey hey" Bobby called causing me to strap out of it

"Bobby" I said softly and let go of John

"Kid your fine he wasn't trying anything I promise" Bobby said

"What happened to you sis" dean said

"It's been three years dean a lot has happened so please just let me go" I said and grabbed my bags again

I didn't tell them that when I turned seventeen bad things happened.
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Flashback

Two years ago

"Look at the freak" Jason laughed

"Leave me alone" I said trying to go the other way

Fight or flight mode began to kick in and I began to fight back. The boys were way taller and stronger than me. I was pinned and my clothes were taken off.

"Please stop please" I begged

"Look now she's not fighting back Huh" Cole laughed

"Stop stop don't do this please stop please" I cried as they sexually assaulted me

I cried the entire time and when they finished I ran home. When I got inside Bobby knew something wasn't right.

"Trinity" he stepped closer cautiously

When he reached for me I cried and jumped backwards.

"Who did this to you?" He said angry

"No no nooo" I cried

"Come here kid I won't hurt you" he said

And I did I let him hold me as I cried my eyes out. 

End of flashback
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Present

No one knew not even Sam knew what happened. I went into the military and never looked back. Changed myself, cut my hair to shoulder length. I got some tattoos with the luck of Bobby helping me there. I got into the car and told Sammy to start driving. We didn't say anything and I simply just listened to the music.

"Okay I can't do this anymore" Sam said

"Do want?" I asked

"You can't keep running from us" he said

"I'm not running from you okay" i said

"Why did you lie to them?" He asked

"About what exactly?" I asked

"Your not going to Iraq trinity I know that because you told me otherwise" he said

"Okay fine I lied because I can't deal with him and you know that" I said

"It was three years ago" Sam said

"He slapped me and abandoned me three years ago while you and Dean got a semi happy father I got abandoned by him so I don't give two shits about him until he's gone" I said

"Your going to regret that" he days

Suddenly black smoke fills the air and I knew plus Sam knew what it was. I didn't have anything to protect me up here. Suddenly it filled my lungs and I coughed loudly. I tried to fight it, but nothing worked.
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Authors note -

Fast paced but i dont know what to tell you sorry