I lay there in there arms snuggled between them thinking.

"Baby don't think about it right now" Eddie said kissing me neck

"I can't help it" i said softly

"Look at me" billy said

I looked up his eyes held worry and love in them.

"Your amazing and you don't need to listen to him okay, your here with us and you are will be here for you as long you'll let us be" billy said

"Don't ever leave me" i said tears in my eyes

"We won't princess ever" Eddie said

"I'm just tired of fighting all theses monsters" i said honestly

"I know and you've been doing it way longer than us" billy said

"Since I was ten" i said like it was normal

"What" Eddie said shocked

"Dad was a tough bastard after mom died from a demon attack he lost it and went after the thing, saving people hunting things the family business we always said, but eventually it takes a toll on someone especially a ten year old who knows things that other ten year olds don't know, like monsters in the closet or under your bed they do exist and kids don't think of it when their parents say it's not there but really it is, then I went into the military after my dad abandoned me and hit me, I stayed with a family friend and went to train with the army my older brother didn't care to stay in contact but Sammy my younger brother did, dad was always fighting with me about stupid shit but when he hit me for the first time I hated him for the years he left me, then suddenly they showed up and I lost it, then I got possessed by a demon and went on a killing spree killing my rapists and their family's without a trace back to me, then went to hell to save my family came back three years after turning into a monster torturing people hell was exactly what everyone imagine it is it's literally hell, I came back three years later to find out dad was in hell my deal was for nothing and Dean made a deal as well, I left town and ended up traveling here" i said

"My dad beats me, my mom left him and abandoned me leaving me with him and it got worse, he remarried and max came into our life I was pissed, she doesn't understand why I'm rude to her and it's for her safety I just want to protect her" billy said sharing his life story

"I live with my uncle and have to sell drugs to make a living" Eddie said

"Why are you guys sharing like this?" I asked

"Your our mate you deserve to know" billy said

"I'm sorry your father beats you billy" I said and kissed him softly

"I sell drugs to make a living and survive" Eddie said softly I almost didn't hear him

I turned to him and looked him in the eyes with a smirk on my face.

"Whats with the smirk princess?" Eddie asked

"What kind of drugs?" I smirked

"Your don't doing any drugs" Billy said

"Says who?" I sat up crossing my arms

"Says us" Eddie said

"I'm wanted by the FBI for many different things suck as supposedly faking my death, killing monsters that they don't know were monsters, I've done drugs before so what" I said