"Shes such a hypocrite!"
"Ah, who are we talking about now, mister?"
"You know who!"
"I do."
"I mean come on! She cant give me shit, saying stuff like 'i get blamed for everything!' Playing victim, bitch, How does it feel?!"
"You're yelling?"
"I wonder why! And then shes there saying shit like 'oh yeah, i never know how people can be so rude and negative to others!' Bitch! Look in the fucking mirror and you tell me!"
"Shes a bitch i will say."
"Exactly! I cant deal with it anymore!"
"You know instead of going about your 'i must do this so i have to be here' attitude, we could just go with my ideas."
"If we went by your ideas i would be dead, idiot!"
"Exactly. But what if thats what the people around you want? Ever think of that?"
"Yeah...So...?"
"Why not think of that more. Why not go through with it?"
"I have too many people i need to make okay."
"You do realize you're probably the main reason they are not okay, right?"

"Yeah..Im trying to fix it okay?..."

"You say that, but look at yourself. You make the love of your life worry sick and make him feel beyond guilty for stuff while he takes care of your 80% of the sick ass, your ex who is one of your best friends if always miserable, and you only make it worse, notice that? You make him cry and realize how hurt he is. Then you have your own family and other closest friends. With your family, you do nothing but disappoint them. Honestly I bet you make them regret keeping you. With your past you could have just been thrown out like you were meant to, and they would have been so much happier. They wouldnt have to deal with a pathetic, gay, weak and disappointment of a child. As for your friends, you annoy and bother them, you come off as though you just want attention, actually, come to think of it, all the things she says you are? True. They are all true. Her being a hypocrite or not she is right. So accept it. No more trying to be loved, you wont ever be truly loved not valued."

"Just shut up.. You dont know anything..."
"I am your demons. I know every bad thing about yourself that you think."