The reason why. .....

I feel this ache inside....

is not to be forgotten soon. ....

no matter how hard I try......

many a circuitous journeys. ...

in my heart and soul......

I have taken. ....

all to find myself back.....

to where I began......

again and again...I persist.....

even though......

my inner being wants to desist...

weary and broken.....

a sign or a token....

is all I need to understand..

how this pain will end.....

till then......

the unending searing is ....

what I bear. .....

and repent......