My life used to be hell.  My little sister hated me for being the angel" in the family so she started making my life a living hell when I was 5. At the age of 6 I hated myself, and started t built a mask that I wear to this day. She's a;ways telling me the world would be better off without me in it, and most of the time, I believe her. I try not too, I really do but it's no use. 

Some of yo might be thinking well what all did she say when she was 3/4, well she keeps telling me I'm: a pg,  cow, a hoe, a slut, ugly, fat, useless, not needed, waste of space, dead, mean, rude, b***ty, F**k up, the worst, boring, trash, weak,crybaby, unloving, and unlovable.

For the longest time I really did believe everything she said, so I built a mask to hind behind, that way no one could see what I trough was the real me, and no one would get hurt by me, or I couldn't get hurt by other.

If your wondering well where were the parents, I didn't have a father(my mom dump him before I was born/ my sisters and I all have different dads) and my mom doesn't care about me, and never found out because every time I tried to tell her she didn't listen and Beau would hurt me more, sometimes she'd punish me and leave a mark that I had to hind until it heals. 

That was until I met hopefull_writet, she  saved me from hell, she's my best fiend, and I don't think I'll eve meet someone better. 

I have lot of other friends to thank a well like-_IceWolfWizard_-, and random-animefan 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~  Until next time, tell me what you want to know about and 'll try to tell you, bye for my lovely people