I may hate being alone, but I have a habit of pushing others away so that they can have a better life. No matter how hard I try or someone else I can't stop feeling like the world is better off without me. But thanks for too everyone that's been there for me, I'll try harder then anything to keep you with me a little longer, then maybe if need I'll let go for good, so you can forget, move one, and truly be happy

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And the person who will have to leave me is my wonderful Gf

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I feel lonely when left by myself but happy to be on the sidelines, I like to watch people be happy even if that means I'm all alone, most times I think it's for the best.Others being happy is what I love, so I don't might being alone. Yeah most times it really hurts but pain is what I think I deserve for all the pain I put others in.

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If you read this and you want to leave me as anything go ahead won't blame any of you. If you think I'm only doing this to be seen that's not me, I like not being seen when others are happy. If you feel sad for me don't be, and if your crying I'm sorry.