***Update Update***

Apologize guys for not updating for so long. I'm hell busy with my final year project and I wrote this chapter in my spare time. Being a mechanical engineering student is not at all an easy task. College never fails to drain out your all energy. I was not able to reply to you guys because I was not knowing myself when I will be able to update next and I didn't want to disappoint you guys more after promising a particular date. Thanks, guys for waiting so long.

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I took my family photo in my hand which was kept near my side of the bed.

"I. I k.know you are ashamed of your daughter. I know you are u..unhappy with me because I'm staying with a person who separated us. I'm carrying that person's Childers who separated you from your child" I said while sobbing.

"I know you don't want to look at me because I have a feeling for that man," I said while tears sliding down my cheeks. Moving my hand on the picture I said in my hurt voice "I tried so much to leave him but after doing it my life felt so lifeless so meaningless without him. I know you guys must be thinking about how pathetic a daughter have you raised. I know you guys are mad at me and you don't want to look at me but I will keep loving you till the end. I love you mom and dad" I said while pressing the photo to my heart with tears rolling down from my hurt eyes.

I heard something falling noise and I move my eyes in the direction of the door. I saw a framed picture were on the floor and mom was standing there with a hurt face with tears rolling down from her eyes. My eyes widened in shock.

"Jane is that the reason why you left us," mom asked making my eyes widen with fear. It was never meant for them to know why I left the house. "Answer me jane," mom asked in a pained voice.

I opened my mouth but nothing came out of it. I didn't want to answer yes her question. I felt like I'm going to lose this family too.

I don't dare to say yes to her question and looking at my mixed emotions mom understood why I was keeping my mouth shut. She was looking at me with the same hurt eyes as mine. Tears rolled down from her glassy eyes.

"Mom" I yelled when I saw her losing her balance. She tried to balance herself by taking hold of the door but her hands slid down making her lose her balance completely.

Keeping frames aside I tried to run near her in fast space but my pregnancy stated didn't let me do it. She was about to fall on the ground when dad holds her from behind with one hand and frames in his other hand.

"Jenny," he said while taking hold of mom's unconscious body. I was beside him at that time and took frames from his hands for dad to support a mom with both hands. Dad helped mom to walk to the bed and made her lie on it. With a worried face, I followed them to the bed.

"What happened to her. Just a few minutes ago she told me to bring the remaining photo frame for you to see it" Dad said in his little panic voice while filling a glass full of water.

"She was so happy when she left. Then why suddenly she lost her consciousness" Dad said while sprinkling some water to her face to bring her consciousness back but it was not having any effect on her. "God I think she forged to take her blood pressure medicine," Dad said in his panic voice while looking at me.

"Sweetheart why are you cry its not good for you and babies. She will be fine. Just keep an eye on her till I call the doctor" he said in his worried voice while taking out his cell phone to call the doctor. Listening to him I nodded and started sobbing because I know that's not the reason for her unconscious state. I'm the one who caused her pain and her blood pressure increased. I sat near her holding her hand still sobbing. "Doctor will be here in some time," dad said while cutting his call.

"Dad will she be fine," I asked in my small voice.

"Yes sweetheart you don't worry," Dad said while moving his hand on my head and trying to make me calm with his assurance with a small smile that didn't reach his eyes. Deep down I know he is so worried and he doesn't want to show me so I won't freak out. I couldn't see him like that because of increased pain in my heart. I nodded my head and averted my eyes while wiping tears from my cheeks.

The doctor came in some time and he checked her. Mom was still unconscious when the doctor gave her an injection.

"Doctor is she fine. What happened why she not waking up," dad asked him in a panic-filled voice.

"Her blood pressure has in fell and that's the reason for her unconscious state," the doctor said while scribbling something on his notepad.

"But don't worry she will be fine. Her body is in a shocking state that's why she fainted but soon she will gain consciousness because of the shot. Just make sure she takes this medicine after her meal" he said in his calm tone while handing dad the prescription. Dad nodded while taking it then the doctor left.

I and dad were still sitting near mom and waiting for her to gain her consciousness back. We didn't inform zanvil about it because the doctor told them she will gain her consciousness back soon and we don't want to cause him stress over it. I was holding mom's hand in mine while staring at her with tears eyes.

I know because of me she is in this state. If I would have not said those things then she would have not listened to it and she would have sat beside me with a happy face while showing me Zanvils childhood pictures. I sobbed looking at her sleeping state and averted my eyes to look at dad who was sitting beside mom on the chair with a worried face.

"Jane" we both heard mom's worried panic-filled voice. She came out of her sleeping state yelling my name.

"Mom I'm here," I said to calm her down while hugging her now sitting weak frame.

She tightens her hand on my back. "Jane, please don't leave us," she said in her crying voice while tears rolling down from her face.

I never saw her cry she didn't even cry when she was telling us about uncle's surgery and that cause pain in my heart. "Mom calms down," I said while moving my hand on her back in a shooting manner.

But she was still stress breaking her hug she took my hands in her. "Please, Jane doesn't leave Zanvil he needs you so much," mom said in her pleading voice while tears falling from her eyes. Dad gave me a confused look. He didn't understand why mom was saying that.

"Mom I'm not going anywhere" I tried to convince her but she moved her head in denial not believing me and looking at me with hurt eyes.

"Jennifer she is not going anywhere" dad tried to calm her down after looking at her uneasy state.

"No, you don't know anything. Jane tells me the true reason why you left us," mom asked in her hurt voice while looking at dad and then looking in my eyes.

I could see the pain in her eyes. It is telling me that she wants to hear the truth from my mouth. I swallowed hard the lump which was form in my throat. I don't want to hurt them but I can't hide it from them anymore I need to tell them the truth. "I..l know that Z...Zanvil was the one from whose car my family had an accident" I said in my hurt voice with tear-filled eyes.

Listening to my dad's eyes widened in shock and mom closed her eyes like my confession tore her heart. I know it did by how she is gripping my hands firmly.

"What," dad said in his shocked voice. Causing tears to flow from my eyes. Opening her eyes she breathes deeply calming her nerves and then she looked straight into my eyes.

"Who told you this," she asked in her controlled voice she was on verge of an emotional breakdown.

With teary eyes, I looked at her stressed face "Zanvil confirmed it," I said in my hurt voice.

Listening to me she gripped my hands more tightly to keep her consciousness. She opened her eyes and looked at me while tears rolled out of it on her pale cheeks. She swallowing hard while still looking at me like making herself ready to say something which she doesn't want to say.

"Jane if you want we will leave this house but please don't leave Zanvil. Don't take his babies and yourself away from his life" mom said in a still pleading voice. Listening to her my eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

"Mom why will I want you to leave this house. I know I hurt you because of me you are in this state," I said still trying to lessen her panic because of stress she is saying anything.

"No, Jane, I know you are hurt and I can understand your pain. I'm ready to let you two started your life without us in it" she said while sobbing.

"No mom why would I want that? You are my family and I want to stay with you guys. Why are you saying that?" I said and tried to calm her but she was not listening.

"Because it was our car from which your family had an accident," mom said in a higher voice while gripping my hand tightly. Listening to her my eyes widen in shock. My heart started beating fast. I saw dad stifling in his position when he heard mom.

"W..what What are you saying m.mom?" I said in my shuttering voice.

"Y..your family had an..accident with our car, not with Zanvil car," mom said in her hurt voice.

Listening to her my heart stopped beating for a moment. With wide shocked eyes, I removed my hand from her grip. Suddenly I felt everything stopped in my world. Her words were deep sinking in my head. "W..what," I said in my shocked voice.

"Yes, Jane, it was our car which crashed with your car," mom said in her hurt voice while lowering her eyes in guilt. I couldn't believe what she was saying. I saw Zanvil in my dreams on that day in an ambulance when I was being carried to the hospital.

Are they trying to hide it and take all the blame on their head so I won't leave Zanvil?

I moved my head in denial. "B.but I saw Zanvil eyes when I opened my eyes in an ambulance," I said in my stuttering voice.

"It was me Jane, not Zanvil. I was the one who was in an ambulance with you on that day" dad spoke for the first time after mom confessed about my family accident.

It made me look at him and I met with the same deep sea-colored eyes. Making realization hit me like a break. Listening to them my whole world was revolving in all directions. Making it hard for me to believe what was the truth. My old family is lost in the past and now I'm on the verge of losing this family too. Everything in front of my eyes was blacking out and I was about to lose my consciousness but mom grabbed my shoulder to like bringing my consciousness back. It makes me stay in my conscious state.

"I'm sorry Jane. I'm sorry about it" mom said while holding my hands tightly. I felt my stomach clenching after knowing the truth from their mouths.

"M..my heart pains so much to tell you. I was the one who was driving that night not Zanvil," she said while sobbing. "I...I was driving that night because your dad has some drinks and when we were on the highway your dad's car collided with our car. I. I" mom tried to say more but she couldn't complete because a lump was forming in her throat which was making it difficult for her to speak.

I could see the pain in her eyes. Dad moved his hand on her back to calm her down. He signed heavily closing his eyes in discomfort. "The car which you were in that night came crashing to our car in the wrong lane but your mom turned our car to avoid colliding with it but it still crashed with our car on the backside causing it to flip and fall upside down on the road," dad said while still moving his hand on mom's back to comfort her while looking at me with hurt eyes.

"J..Jane I. I promise. I tried my best not to collide with the coming car and stop the accident but it still happened," mom said in her choking voice with tears running down from her eyes making my heart cry in pain.

"When we called for the ambulance you and your dad were still breathing but your mom was dead on the spot," dad said in his hurt voice. "When your dad was taken away in stretcher due to the emergency he was constantly asking for you. And when I told him you were still breathing tears of happiness slipped from his eyes. He forced me to go with you while taking a promise on his deathbed to take care of your wellbeing until you are hospitalized. He cried saying you had no one in this world except them. Looking at a parent crying for his child while taking his last breath shattered my heart in pieces," Dad said in his hurt voice.

Listening to him I closed my eyes because the pain in my heart was becoming unbearable. My dad was a great man. He always taught about my and Mom's wellbeing before his. He taught about my wellbeing in his last breath too.

"When the police came and they investigated everything they came to know that your dad's car breaks were failed and that's the reason why it came crashing in the wrong lane because your father couldn't control it. Throughout all this investigation process you were in a coma state because you had lost so much of your blood" he said while looking at me with a hurt face.

"W...Why didn't you tell me the truth? W..why you said that you were my father's friend" I asked while sobbing and wiping tears from my face with the back of my hand.

"We had a reason for not to tell you. You came out of your coma state after three days with a nightmare. You were screaming because all the scenes of accident night were repeating in front of your eyes and the first thing you asked after calming yourself was about your parents. You were not remembering many things about the accident night. The doctor told us not to tell you a severe thing that will cause you to trigger your emotional imbalance. And we knew you would not like to see people from whose care your father's car had an accident. Looking at your painful state we chose to keep quiet till the right times come but it never happens. After meeting you staying with you in the hospital. I found the daughter in you whom I could never have. You all the time asked me about my wellbeing though you were the one who was in the hospital. I was not willing to leave you and move with our life. Leaving you all alone in this ruthless world broke my heart. Your dad's last words were roaming in my mind making it hard for me to leave you alone. I had already developed a father bond with you and I wanted you to stay with us. So I made a story of being your father's friend and offered you to stay with us. We were so happy when you said yes." dad said the last part with a smile.

I was just listening to them and processing everything in my brain. But one question was eating my brain. "Then why Zanvil sad he was the culprit," I asked with little furrowed teary eyes.

"Because he knows you love us like your own parents. He didn't want to ruin our image in your eyes. So he chose to take the blame on his head" mom said with teary eyes and with a bitter smile on her lips like she was proud of her son.

Her words caused tears to slip from the corner of my eyes. "He knew it was better for him to be bad in your eyes than this parent. He knew you love us so dearly and it made him ready to take all the consequences. All the pain that false truth accepting brought with it in his life. He didn't want to see hatred in your eyes for his parents so he chooses to take that hatred for himself" mom said while wiping her tears from her face doing that she took my hands in her.

"Please, Jane I beg you don't leave him. We know you would not like to stay with the people who are related to your parent's death. We understand it and we will live with it but please don't give Zanvil punishment for his parent's deeds" mom said in her pleading voice.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes to calm mine never. It made all the things sink in my head and made some warm tears slip from my closed eyes. "You guys kept the truth away from me because you knew that I won't be able to take it. Because you knew I will act as I acted when Zanvil told me he was the one who did it. I know you did all this to protected me from my emotional breakdown. Any parent will do this to keep their child safe. You guys did all of this just to keep me protected. I understand because soon I'm to going to be a parent but tell me one thing. How will I be able to start my life without you guys being in it? Tell me how I will be able to leave you and start my life when you guys were the ones who stood beside me in my worst stage of life where I was all alone. You were the one who helped me to come over my nightmares. Tell me how can I leave you all alone and started my life. Tell me will I be happy by doing it or you guys will be happy if I do that" I asked them.

Hearing my questions mom broke down in tears while moving her head in denial. "Mom, I lost my birth parents and I don't wish to lose this parent too. Who gave me a new life. I won't be happy in this life if you are not my life anymore. You know how hard it was for me to leave my life for one month away from my family. I cried every day remembering about you both and I don't want to put myself again in that place. I don't want to deprive my children of getting their grandparent's unconditional love. Stop blaming yourself for my parent's death because we all know it was an accident. It was not intentionally done and it causes because my father's car crashed into yours. The loss of my parent's haunted me every single day. I know it was the worst day of my life because I lost my parents but on that same day, I found my new family too. And it changed my way of looking at that day. I think from now onwards I won't have those nightmares of that day. God has a reason for his every action" I said while grabbing her hands with a little sad smile on my lips. Listening to me. Mom hugged me but my belly stopped her from hugging me in a bear hug which caused us to laugh.

"Jane from starting we knew that you were always so understanding and brave child. We are so proud to have a daughter like you caring, understanding, and unconditionally loveable. You always looked at the good side of the coin and that's the nature of your's balance Zanvil cold reserve kind of nature. You were the only his best match" dad said with a happy smile while wiping my tears.

I looked at him for a minute and then opened my mouth "If only you knew such a devil he was to me," I said with a smile. I felt lite after known everything. I felt like that invisible weight that was kept on my chest was lifted and it helped me to take my breath more deeply and smile more brightly.

"Don't see his mask face sweetheart see the person behind that face," Dad said with a smile.

"No dad you don't know how rude he was to me all the time. You know he didn't even want to marry me in the first place. If it was not you who arranged it he would have never shown up at the aisle" I said to him in a serious voice. "If only you knew how he uses to behave with me before. If only you knew how dominating a possessive ass and big bully he was to me or to say it in better words he is still the same with little change" I said with my gasping voice.

I remembered how he made me do things that I never wanted to do in the first place. How he made me say that I'm his. He always has his ways with me. My body always listened to him and betrayed me like he was the master of it, not me. Listening to me they started laughing moving their head knowingly. It made me look at them with furrowed brows in confusion.

"Do you think we never noticed your cat and dog fight?" mom said with the same smile. I looked at her happy face she looked relieved like me. Like weight from her chest was also lifted and it made her smile more brightly.

"We know you think he didn't like you in the first place but you are wrong. He was busy being rude to you while hiding his heart under the shield of his rudeness. So you won't capture it and leave him at your mercy. Being rude is the best possible way to hide your feelings and Zanvil followed that path. But poor boy, he didn't know you did that thing the day you enter this house. We noticed how his personality changed when he was with you. His behavior was always a reserved kind of. He never likes to express his feeling or his thoughts to anyone but it started changing when you started living with us. First, we thought he was changing because he was the only child in this house with no siblings and this was his way to adjust to a new member of the family but we were wrong. Because when we asked him if we should adopt you and will he be happy to see you as his sibling. He stomped out of the room while fuming in anger making us shock with his behavior. We saw his uneasiness his possessive nature and It was the day when he confirmed his feeling for you unknowingly in front of us" dad said with a smile.

I was looking at them with shocked eyes and processing everything. "B..but he said me with his mouth that he doesn't want to marry me and it was against his will," I said in my confused shocked voice.

Hearing to me dad smiled "Because he taught you were off-limits for him. He knew the truth about the accident and it made him believe that you would never want him to be your husband. He knew he had created hatred from himself in your heart. So he would never enter it. He didn't believe it when I told him that I want you both to get married. He hesitated so much and got angry too. but I had to convince him because I saw through both of you. I knew you both shared an unknown bond and you won't come up on your own. The most important thing you needed at that time in your life was each other. So I told him you wanted to marry him. He was in shock he knew you hated him because he was constantly trying to do that. It made him see that you were ruining his plan of him staying away from you and therefore it made him believe everything was against his will. But deep down we knew it was his most beloved desiring. He wanted you in his life but couldn't have you. He saw you as his forbidden fruit. We both knew he cared for you so much. And we witness it when we saw him following you to your parent's grave. He never missed your parent's single death anniversary" he said with a smile. Hearing him my eyes widen in realization.

I..is he saying...

Dad smiled as he studied my thoughts. Like he knew what I was thinking. "Yes, he always came back home in the past two years. Just to accompany you on your parent's death anniversary, every year to comfort you. He thought we never knew about his sneak up" he said completing my thoughts.

That constant feeling of someone following me was true. Those dreams I use to see were not dreams but reality. He was very time comforting me when I cried for my parents. In my dreams, he always smiled brightly at me and it was not a dream but reality. He was the only one who made me feel safe in his arms. Happy tears slipped from my eyes.

"I could see through both of you. I knew he would never open his heart. He keeps everything buried in his heart. I didn't want my children to face pain because of us and that's the reason I asked him to marry you," dad said with a confirming smile.

I moved my head in understanding with tears slipping from my eyes. Everything became so crystal clear in front of my eyes. But I need to do one thing. "Don't tell Zanvil that I know the truth. I want him to open his heart and tell me everything he feels. He can't keep everything in his heart forever. He needs to open up in front of me so I can understand his pain and heal it. I want him to let his feeling slip out of his heart. Because I know if he keeps this in his heart any longer he will suffer more for the things he never did in the first place. Deep down he is fighting with his inner demons who suppress his all emotions and mask everything in his anger and I don't want him to do that. I want his emotions to come out. I can't see him like that and I don't want him to live his life with this weight on his chest. I want him to open up and talk to me" I said in my serious voice while looking at both of them.

They nodded in understanding. Looking at them I took a deep breath of relief and smiled at them. Dad moved his hand on my head in affection and smiled at me. Mom smiled at me in support while moving her hand on my back. Their support gave me new strength to fight against this. I smiled at them with feeling new strength in me. Soon we are going to have a family and I don't want him to hide anything from me in our further.

A strong family is formed on trust and understanding and it comes in it when they share everything instead of burying the pain in one heart and I want to change it. By doing this our relation will form a new strong bond. I want to teach this same thing to my children too. Sharing is the only way of carrying. I want to stand with him like his support system and I want him as mine. I want him to share everything with me. He hides his all worries behind his brave facade but deep down he is fighting his inner battle every day.

After mom was feeling fine she left to rest in her room advising me to rest too. I tried to sleep but it didn't come to me. I was thinking about how I should take Zanvils emotions out. I don't know while thinking when I doze off. Mom woke me up for lunch and then after it, I took my book and went to the balcony of my bedroom. Taking the set on a resting chair. I started reading it from where I left it. I signed heavily after a few minutes. The same thing was running in my brain.

I kept the book aside and stood up to see the beautiful view. Our room's balcony has the best view of grass fields and mountains. I lifted my eyes from green land and shifted it to red and orange color merging the horizon in front of my eyes. I'm looking at the most beautiful and peaceful sunset. Sun was disappearing behind the mountains slowly and I felt like it was taking my worries and uneasiness with it. Hopefully, it helped me to calm down. An idea popped in my head making me smile at the setting sun like saying thanks to him for taking my worries with him.

"Love you will catch a cold" saying that warm hands wrapped around me from my back. To give me the warmness of his warm body. My body instantly relaxed and I rested my head on his warm chest closing my eyes to savor the moment. I want to stay in his warm arms for eternity. He kissed my head and took a deep breath in my scent to relax. We both stayed like that for a few minutes without saying anything. We were quiet but our bodies spoke and comfort each other. My body was accepting his radiant warmness and he was taking my coldness away.

"Come let's go inside before it gets colder," he said while taking my hand in his warm one and guiding me inside.

Looking at his face I smiled at him. He looks so tired. I smiled at him his face lighted up by seeing me smiling at him and it washed all his tiredness. "Had a hard day. You look so tired?" I asked when we were inside.

He moved his head "Yes there was a little bit of work but I'm fine now after looking at your smiling face" he said with a still tired smile. He will never accept that he is overworking himself for a new project. Instead of that, he is giving me his cheesy lines.

"I forgot I have something for you," he said while turning back with a smiling face before I could ask anything.

I stood there staring at his back. He came back with flowers, not any flowers but my favorite one. I won't ask him how he knows they are my favorite because I know the answer to it. He handed me a bunch of white and pink camellias. Looking at them I smiled brightly. "They are so beautiful," I said while taking them with a bright smile and taking in their scent.

"Not more than you," he said while pecking my lips. Making me blush and hug him at the same time. It caught him off guard but he soon wrapped his hands around me.

I'm trying to get used to his compliments nowadays. We couldn't hug completely because my belly came in between making us laugh. I felt movement in my stomach and I saw Zanvil mouth left the gasp feeling it. "They are kicking again," he said in his shocked voice while placing his hands on it to feel it more.

I smiled at him "Yes they want to hug their dad too" I said while moving my hand on my stomach.

Zanvil eyes filled with happiness hearing me. He bent down on his knees like he wants to talk with his babies "Dad wants to hug his little loves" he said happily and huge my stomach making me laugh at him.

"Dad only wants to hug his little loves," I said with pouty lips.

Looking at me he smiled mischievously "Mom is jealous that dad is hugging his little loves" he whispered to my stomach while teasing me.

"Yes, I'm very much because dad only wants to love and listen to his little loves only. He doesn't want to listen to mom" I said while folding my hands on my chest with a fake angry face.

Kissing my stomach he stood up and wrapped his hands on my waist taking me in his arms. "Dad listens to mom too" he whispered in my ear and kissed me below it makes me shiver. When his wet lips touched my skin. "Dad listens when mom asks for more" he again whispered kissing on my neck making me weak in my knees. I bite my lips with a red face after remembering what I asked him yesterday night. I looked at him with the same face. Making me want him now. My bloody hormones. He smiled more mischievously at me like reading my thoughts.

Jane stopped behaving lightly or he will have his ways with you.

My inner self screamed at me. Making me wake up. I cleared my throat and made the distance between us. "I'm not talking about that," I said, nervously.

Listening to me he grinned deviously at me. "Then are you talking about that," he said in a mischief seductive voice with a smirk playing on his lips. It made me turn ten-time red after remembering what he is talking about.

God, he knows his words have an effect on me and he is purposely doing it. He is getting successful in distracting me from my track.

"No, I'm not talking about that too. I'm talking about you not respecting my decision" I said while moving away from him.

"Which decision love," he asked in his confused voice again coming near me.

"About the nursery room," I replied to him.

"Didn't we already talked about it?" he said while closing the space between us.

"No, and I want to tell you babies don't need that big room. I don't want you to waste money on renovating that room because we will soon move out of this house and then the room will be of no use for you," I said in my firm voice.

"Who is moving out what are you talking about," he asked me with furrowed brows while still holding me in his wise grip.

"Me and babies when they are born," I said while looking into his eyes.

Listening to me his body went stiff and his face looks alarmed. "You know I won't let you go and I won't let you take my babies too," he said with the little clenched jaw.

"See I was right you won't respect my decision. Like always you try to have what you want and I don't want to teach my babies the same thing" I said with tears filled voice.

Looking at my crying face his face soften. "Please don't cry, love, and stay with me," he said cupping my face.

I sobbed "You know why I can't stay with you," I said looking at him. His jaw clenched remembering what I was talking about but his eyes softened again when he looked at my sad face. "I have come back to this house but I don't think I will be able to stay any longer after my babies are born," I said while wiping my face with the back of my hand. I could see hurt in his eyes and my heart pained seeing it.

No Jane you can't turn back now be strong. Maybe if I put more emotional pressure on him he will talk to me.

Looking at me he took a deep breath to control his emotions. I could see him fighting with himself. He took my hands in his and again taking a deep breath he opened his mouth. "I will change your decision and you won't want to leave this house," he said confidently.

Listening to him I smiled faintly "My decision is final but you can try your best but it won't change my decision" I replied with a small smile.

"I will change your decision and you will live happily as Mrs. Adams in this house," he said with a determined voice.

"Best of luck Mr.Adams," I said with a challenging smirk and kissed near his lips and left the room.

I know he won't be able to change my decision. Soon it was dinner time. At dinner, he was taking more care of what I want to eat. He was trying his best to please me. Mom and dad smiled seeing his attempts to please me but I didn't let him pass.

He was constantly trying to please me all the month to change my decision but I made it hard for him because what I need now was the only truth. He tried to please me in all the possible ways sometimes by doing my favorite things. Something blackmailing me emotionally by talking to babies saying he will be the best dad in the world. That he will protect me and them from everything. It melted my heart every time but I didn't give in because I know fact he will do anything to protect the babies if I stay or not.

Seeing his plan failing. He chose another path where he knew he will get success. He tried to get what he wants by making me go insane in his touch. It was his favorite way. I can tell it by how he enjoyed torturing me. He once almost convinced me to say that I'll stay here with him with my will. And he was getting successful with his touch effect on me but I came to my sense at the right time. Thanks to my pregnancy harmony who change my mood drastically.

I cried blaming him that he was trying to manipulate me by taking advance of my pregnancy state and as a punishment I made him sleep on the couch. His face lost its color when I told him to do this. I knew by looking at his face that he didn't like it a bit he was hating it so much but he obeyed me in the end. It was the best possible way for me to save myself from him or I will not be able to see the day which I want to see so desperately.

I won't be able to last until that day if I kept losing my mind like that. So it was better for him to stay away from me. He was beyond piss when I use to ask him to sleep with me in the middle of the night feeling lonely and kicked him out of the bed the very next day. It made him roam in all houses with a cute angry pissed face because he is losing his time and he is not getting success in what he wants.

I was almost near my due date. He was a man who believed in getting whatever he wants by hook or crook but it was not happening this time and it was making him angrier. I was feeling my stomach getting heavier day by day. Like my babies were moving downwards getting ready to see this world. I signed deeply feeling uncomfortable but I'm hungry. I need to eat something. I stood up holding my stomach and exited the bedroom. Zanvil study was near to our room.

I will tell him though he is giving me a cold shoulder.

I went near it and opened the door without knocking. He lifted him face hearing the door opening sound. When I looked at his face I got stuck on my breath. From when the hell he started wearing reading glasses. God, he is looking so handsome. I taught looking at his handsome face. He stood up looking at my face.

"What happened love," he asked coming near me with a worried face forgetting about his anger towards me. Unaware of the fact of what effect he was having on me. He wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm hungry," I said with a little pouty lip while looking at his handsome face.

He smiled and kissed my pouty lips. "You should have called Rose instead of coming out of our room. It not good for you to move this much," he said with a smile while cupping my face in his hands.

"I was feeling uncomfortable in the bedroom and I was hungry too," I said while resting my head on his chest to calm me down.

He moved his hand on my back in a soothing manner to comfort me "Come sit I will intercom Rose and tell her to make your favorite soup" he said while making me sit on the couch and doing what he said.

I breathe heavily to calm my nerves but I was still feeling uneasy. After some time Rose came with soup and he fed me. He was about to stand up but I wrapped my arms around him and snuggled in his chest with closed eyes after I was done eating my food. But in a few minutes, I shot open my eyes making Zanvil look at me in confusion "What happened love are you still not feeling well" he asked me in a worried voice.

"Z...Zanvil my water i...it broke," I said in a horrified voice.

"What," he said in a shocked voice after listening to me. The Colour from his face was a drain.

"O god they are coming," I said in my little horrified and excited voice looking down at the pool of liquid that was sliding down from my legs.

"We need to hurry to the hospital," he said in his alarmed tone and immediately stood up.

"Mom-mom" he yelled loudly while making me stand with him.

"What happened," mom asked while she came running with dad beside her. She saw the liquid on the floor and gasped left her mouth.

"Mom dad we need to take her to the hospital," he said while lifting me in his arms and moving towards the exist. My stomach was paining making me weak.

"Jane sweetheart just keeps your eyes open," mom said while running beside me.

Zanvil immediately settled me down in the car's back seat with mom and started driving. "Jane dear please keep breathing and open your eyes," mom said while patting my cheeks. I tried to open my eyes but the pain in my lower body was getting worse. I wanted to close my eyes and sleep to lessen the pain but I kept breathing deeply as she told me to do.

"Love, please keep taking a deep breath" the worried voice of Zanvil was reaching my ears and I tried to do as I was told.

Soon we reached the hospital and I was immensely taken to the emergency room Zanvil followed me gripping my hand with his tightly. The nurse over there was constantly telling me to keep my eyes open and keep taking a deep breath. I did what they were telling me to do with half-open eyes. For two hours I was in labor and the labor pain was becoming unable to bare but Zanvil stood beside me while constantly telling me to be strong.

The doctor was telling me to push and with all my energy I did. A cry filled in the room telling me my first twine was born. "It's a girl," doctors told us making Zanvil kiss on my forehead in affection with a happy smile on the corner of his lips. I smiled back faintly. The doctor again told me to push and I felt exhausted. With the last bit of my energy left in me, I pushed again and the room filled with another sharp cry doctor told us its a boy. After being in painful labor for more than an hour. I gave birth to our baby girl first then our baby boy. I was happy after knowing the gender of babies as we didn't disclose their gender until birth. I saw nurses holding two delicate bodies in their arms. I smiled faintly looking at them.

My babies.

Zanvil pressed our intertwine hand to his lips in happiness. I could see he is so happy after looking at our babies. I want to hold them but I was feeling my eyelids getting heavy making darkness take control over me. I was hearing Zanvil calling my name but I had no control over my body.

When next time I opened my eyes. I saw an IV drip was attached to me. "Love you are awake," said the horse voice beside me. I looked at his tired worried face. He immediately stood up and hug me. "God I was so sick worried for you. You never failed to give me a hard time," he said lifting his head from my neck. "You were unconscious for five hours but I'm happy you finally gained your consciousness," he said in his worried but happy voice while cupping my face and kissing my whole face. He breathes in relief while doing it.

I smiled lazily at him "Where are my babies. I want to see them" I said in my weak voice with a dry throat.

"The nurse took them to fed they will be here soon don't worry," he said while making me sit and handing me some water.

In few seconds mom and dad come with a happy faces. "My lovely daughter woke up," mom said coming inside with a happy face and hugging me.

Dad too hugs me and congratulated both of us. "God my grandchildren are so adorable," dad said in a happy voice making me smile.

Nurses brought back my twins wrapped in cloth and handed me. She placed both of them in my arms properly. "They are so small," I said while looking at their small figure with tear-filled eyes. I can't believe they are mine.

"And beautiful as their mother too," Zanvil said looking at me with a happy face. I smiled at him with little teary eyes.

"Love thanks for making me, dad. Thanks for going from so much pain to give me my little love. You made me the happiest person on this planet and for that, I will love you for eternity. I love you so much my love" he said looking in my eyes while putting all of his emotions and love in it. Making my heart stops ing after listening to his words which he has never said to me before.

Warm tears slipped from the corner of my eyes. Making me smile and cry at the same time. He wiped my terms from my cheeks and kissed my forehead to show his love and then took our baby girl from me with care. Mom and dad were looking at us with aww. He was expecting my reply but I kept quiet because I had no words to express my feeling. He took my silence with a faint smile.

After a few minutes, mom and nurse took my babies with them as she wanted to spend time with her grandchildren. Leaving me all alone with the man with whom the universe had made me fall heads over hills. He wiped out the reaming tears from my face and kissed my lips gently. Making me respond to him back. We never talked just kept staring at each other with a small smile while our eyes did the talking part. He helped me to the bathroom to shower. After I was clean nurses taught me how to breastfeed my babies and when my babies latched to my chest it was the most inner satisfied feeling of this universe.

After two days we left the hospital and they welcomed me and the twins with the whole family and friends welcome party. All of them congratulated us and told us how cute our twins are. Nina was going crazy after being aunty telling me her dream has come true. And then I asked when she will make my dream true. She blushed hard making me laugh at her.

Everyone present here seemed so happy. I lifted my eyes and instantly they met with the deep sea-coupled with one who was already looking at me with so much love in it. He smiles at me making my knees go weak. I knew at that moment it won't be easy for me to stay away from him because he was all mine.

It's been one and a half months and I and the babies are doing fine. Zanvil took so good care of us. He would wake up at night whenever babies cried and woke me up only if they were hungry. He has made me fall for him more deeply.

"Yeah it's time that I should take action, yes I'm packing the clothes," I said while zipping the chain of my bag unaware of the person who was standing at the door and listening to my conversation with Nina. My gaze fell on him and I saw his color drain the face of Zanvil. He was standing there in a stiff posture. "Nina I will call you later," I said looking at his face.

He stomped in my direction and stood in front of me with a feared eye while range emotions playing on his face. "Y..you have to packet your cloth," he said in his breaking voice. I nodded my head.

Is he thinking I have packed my clothes to leave this house?

I have to packet them for charity purposes. I could see uneasiness in his eyes. He was fighting with his inner self. It made me smirk mentally. Let him think that. I was to see what he will do next to stop me. Will, he tells me the truth. He took a deep breath and before I could react to anything else his lips were sealed with mine. He kissed possessively but still gently putting his all emotions in it. When he spared my lips I was breathing heavily.

"I won't let you go. I know I'm wrong. I'm the bad guy. I have done wrong to you and you can punish me as much as you want by staying beside me. I will take it without any complete. I know l lost my chance but please don't leave me don't take my little loves away from me. I won't be able to live my life without you" he said breathing heavily.

I knew he would never accept that he is innocent because that much he loves his parents. He is ready to be a culprit throughout his life to see the love in my eyes for his parents. He does want to see me hating mom and dad and I'm not even capable of doing that in this life. If only he knew. He is ready to sacrifice his happiness for it. He is ready to take my hatred for his parent's sake. I felt so proud of him at this moment. It is my moment of realization. Mom's words ranged in my ears.

"Man is such a loveable creature of this world. It's hard for them to show or express their feelings sometimes and when they try to express them. It comes out as their anger in some cases but he puts everything of his in the things which he loves the most."

A smile formed on my lips remembering it. I'm so lucky and proud to have him as my life partner. He is ready to take that pain for the things he never did and I don't want him to live with this burden on his chest. I want to free him. He was still babbling the things to convince me. "I love you so much. I won't be able to leave without you," he said cupping my face in a pleading voice.

"I know the truth," I said with a bitter smile on my lips while looking at his face catching him off guard. He stopped his babbling and looked at me with wide shocked eyes after listening to me.

"What," he said in disbelief.

"I know you were not the one. Mom and dad told me everything" I said looking in his eyes.

His eyes widened in more fear after listening to it. "Please, Jane don't hate mom and dad they love you so much. It was an accident. They love you more than they love me. If you hate them they won't be able to live. You can hate me as much as you want but ple.." he again started babbling in worriedness. Making me smile at him in admiration. I tiptoed and kissed him to make him stop. It caught him off guard and he responded by wrapping his arms around me. He pressed his forehead to mine after separating our lips from a passionate kiss.

"I love you too," I said with closed eyes while heavily breathing with a smile on my face.

He shot opened his eyes wide with a most heart-piercing silly smile plastered to his handsome face. "Say it again," he said looking in my eyes while cupping my face in a disbelieving voice. Is it that hard for him to believe it. He was looking at me like a lovesick puppy. It made me laugh looking at his adorable face.

I cupped his face "I love you, my stupid husband and I won't be able to live without my family," I said with silly grins plastered to my face. He closed his eyes when he heard it again like savoring the moment in his heart for eternity. Opening his eyes he again kissed me passionately.

"I love you so much. If you ever brought a thought of leaving me against my will. I swear on my little loves I'll chain you to my bed and make love to you until you only remember my name in this whole universe" he said again claiming my lips for sealing his promise. His words made my knees go weak. This effect he has on me.

"So, Mrs. Addams, will you love to grow old with me," he asked white a bright smile.

I looked at him with happy tears eyes "Yes Mr. Adams I will love to do it" I said while biting my lips. From stopping me to smile ear to ear and stopping monkey in my stomach go crazy. He hugged me tightly with a promise of never letting me go...

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