BAEKHYUN'S P.O.V

I felt my phone vibrating again now it is nth time. I don't know how to count it is always vibrating. I know it is Jongdae. He is worried about me. So I decided to pick up the phone.

"Hello" I whispered as I know he will scream at me so I put my phone bit away from the ear.

"Byun Baekhyun what are you think you are doing? Why didn't you pick up your phone. Is it that hard to slide your phone screen. Do you know how much I am worrying about you."

"Dae stop screaming. I'm fine"

"You are not eating drinking and you are not even talking what the hell is going on?"

Jongdae started to scream again, he is right I didn't ate or drink or talk with anyone after I came home from chanyeol's apartment.

"Nothing is going on Jongdae. Stop screaming."

"Stop screaming. Wow. I can't believe this. You didn't ate since you came from that idiot's apartment and when we ask what's wrong you always gave the same answer. Nothing. Oh really is this nothing you are not talking eating and drinking? Is this nothing? This is not the Baekhyun I used to know."

I know he and my whole family is worried about me. I just act like a teenager but I couldn't help it. So I cried. I cried as much as I want to. But the heaviness in my heart doesn't go away. But I need to get up. I can't let myself down.

I am Byun Baekhyun, I want to show Park chanyeol who am I. Because he didn't saw that side of me. He made me cry. He made my kids cry so I am going to take the revenge for the things he done to me.

"I was sick dae. It's not I didn't eat. I couldn't eat. I just don't feel like eating. of course I will eat. Stop arguing with me."

I said to him before hanging up.

I sighed before walk into the bathroom. I looked at myself as the first thing I saw is my fussy eyes I look like hell and It feels like hell.

I didn't even eat anything since yesterday. My mom was worried. She always asking me about what happened? But I didn't tell anything.

I couldn't do anything. I still remember his words. He didn't even gave me a call after that. I know He may really wants me out of his Life. Of course I knew he never love me. But why didn't he let me close to his kids. I won't take them away.

And other thing I wonder is about my kids. Are they ok after I left? Did they cried more? Did the ate? I want to hold them. Oh God I can't believe how to live without them.

That thought made me cry more.

"Please..... God don't let them cry? I need them to be happy."

Again too much of tears and after that I washed my face and brushed my teeth before get on to my bed again.

"Baekhyun. Baby. Please can you open the door. Mommy is worrying about you."

"Mom please.. I'm ok."

I said to her still lying on my bed. I just don't want anyone to see me like this.

"Ok then...... But remember your mom and your family is there for you ok. I love you. Good night."

I heard she sighing and her steps starts to fade away.

I tightly closed my eyes and let my tears flow down. Byun Baekhyun you have to get your self together. That was The last thing I thought before get into sleep.

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I felt someone touching me. It is like drawing something on my face. It is really a soft touch that tickling me.

"Mommy get up"

I heard someone calling me. Am I dreaming. Who is that calling me mommy?

I quickly opened my eyes as I saw them.

"Mommy...."

Both of them shout at me.

Am I dreaming? Last thing I remember is I was at my home.

"Mommy get up get up." Myun get on to my stomach as Hyun start to tug me by my hand.

"Are you really?" I touched myun's face.

"Yes baby they are real."
I heard my mom's voice as I turned my gaze into her.

"Mom did you_ " that is the only thing came out of my mouth as I saw she nodding her head.

"Thanks mom" I said as tightly hugged them.

"How did you guys came here?"

"With mama."

"Really? Did you told mama take you here."

"Yeah. Daddy is so angry when we ask about mommy."

Both of them look at me so sad while pouting.

"Mommy why did Daddy is so angry. He says you are not mommy. But you are like mommy in the photos. You are our mommy right?" Myuniee asked me while pouting as I kissed his lips.

"Of course baby I am. Daddy is just busy ok. He is a big guy you know. He has so much to do. That is why he's angry. But everything will be ok right? Don't worryyyy...?"

"Okieeee mommyyyyy...."

"Come on let's go and eat something."

I said as both of them cheered and ran down stairs with me as I saw Mrs.Park in our living room.

She smiled at me as soon as I saw her.

" I told her about you Baekhyun. She bought them here. I am your mother baby I can't see you suffering like this."

My mother who took stairs behind me told me

"Mom" I whispered as she hugged me.

Of course I can understand her. Every mother in this world only need their babies to be Happy that is the only thing I need too.

I just look at my kids who are hugging my legs as I broke. I quickly knelt down and hugged them tightly.

"Mommy is crying. Did we do something wrong mommy?"

Hyuniee touched my cheeks and ask me.

"Of course not baby. Mommy is too Happy that is why.? Come on let's go eat?"

I quickly wiped my tears before guide them to the kitchen. And I saw Mrs.Park and also my mom taking steps behind us.

"Thank you so much Mrs.Park for the help. I just miss them so much."

I bowed at Mrs.Park after feeding my babies and right now they are talking a nap on my lap. My mother is not here because she already Left for the company for important meeting while now only me and Mrs.Park is here.

"Your mother told me Baekhyun. You know I really don't know what happened between you two. But I need to tell you something."

"What is it ma'am?"

"Chanyeol built walls around him Baekhyun. He never let anyone in after mini's death. You know they were in love. So much of love and her death made him fall apart. He is a good man Baekhyun but he always think everything as his fault even though it is not. It's already passed years. Hyun and Myun desperately need a mother. But chanyeol doesn't need a wife."

With that she sighed. And looked at me.

"I need a help from you Baekhyun."

"A help?"

"Yeah a help."

"What is it?"

I asked her because she looks so serious.

"I don't think Hyun and Myun will ever forget you. They never act like this until you come in to their lives. They need you Baekhyun. I know chanyeol also know that. Because they are always crying last two days. Last two days were too hard for us. The only thing they asked is you. That's why I called your mother and she told me the same story about you. You can't also forget them right.?"

After her question I bit my lower lip and looked at my two little ones already peacefully sleeping on my lap.

"I don't think I can Mrs.Park. but you know I don't wanna be a burden for chanyeol actually. I just want them to be Happy."

I said while playing with myuniee's hair.

"Yeah I Know that is why I decided to ask you about this. You want them to be Happy right?"

I just nod at her as she continued.

"They won't be able to happy without you Baekhyun. And you also need to be with them right?"

Again I nod my head.

"And my son he also want them to be Happy. And he want to live his life peacefully. You also don't have any feelings for chanyeol right?"

Am I? Do I have any feelings for him?
Of course not. After the things he had done no. It's confirmed. I have no feelings for him

"Do you have any feelings for him?"

"Of course not."

"Yeah. That is why I am saying this. Both of you can have what you want from this. Just marry him"

"What?"

I looked at her with wide eyes.