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"CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE!", brendon yelled.

"Brendon what happened?", James asked worried running to his brother. I was petrified, what was happening? I couldn't move. What happened to grace? Jess dialed the number of the ambulance trying to explain the state of her mother.

Brendon came out of the kitchen with a shocked expression on his face.

"What happened?", I asked laying a hand on his shoulder.

"She - She was coughing and - and then she fell. She coughed blood, Ryan", Brendon stuttered out of nervousness.

"Jess called an ambulance, she's going to be alright", I told him. It shocked me to hear what happened.

"I don't know", he whispered covering his mouth with his hand sighing.

The ambulance came and brought his mother into the white and red vehicle. Simon and James went with her. Brendon, Jess, Katie and I had to drive to the hospital.

"Get in the car now!", Brendon demanded, "I don't wanna loose any time."

We did as he said and sat down in his car. I took my seat next to Brendon, Katie and Jess were on the back seats. I took a look at Brendon next to me, he was tensed. His hands gripped around the steering wheel, his hand bones becoming white.

"Brendon, calm down", I told him, laying my hand on his knee.

He just gulped and took a look at me for a second before switching his attention to the road in front of him again.
It didn't quiet help the way I wanted it to, but he seemed to loose his grip around the wheel slightly.

Katie behind me was sobbing, her head laying on Jess shoulder, who tried to comfort her.

Brendon drove fast, I didn't know if he was allowed to drive this fast, but no one cared. Everyone wanted to reach the hospital as soon as possible.

Finally I saw the red, bright capital letters over the entrance.

My boyfriend parked the car and all of us hurried to the door. It was evening and it became dark. The air was cold and dry, I wasn't really dressed up for the weather.

This changed when we entered the hospital and the scent of hand sanitizer and linoleum were in the air.

Brendon walked to the receptionist and probably asked her where is mother was. He talked serious and slightly angry.

Katie and Jess stood right behind Brendon, Katie still sobbing into her sisters shoulder.

I walked over to them because everyone seemed to become angry and annoyed the time flew by.

"Where the fuck is she?! Aren't you supposed to know things like this? Isn't this your job?", Brendon asked, nearly yelling.

"I'm sorry, sir, but I can't find her in our system - oh wait, there she is", the woman behind the table said, obviously overwhelmed with the situation.

"Ryan? What are you doing here?", a female voice behind me asked.

I turned around seeing Dr. Grey standing in front of me.

"Its complicated", I said, "actually I don't know by myself."

"Oh, that's ok, if you need help ask me", She said walking away.

"She is with Dr. Shepherd in room 224", the receptionist said.

"And how is she?", Jess asked.

"I can't tell you anything about her state yet, just where she is. The doctor will tell you everything later", she answered.

Brendon sighed and went with his hand through his hair.

"Hey, everything's gonna be alright", I told him, pulling him into a hug.

"No! Stop with that Ryan!", to my surprise Katie yelled at me, "you don't know how it is. Nothing's gonna be alright, our mum is ill, she's going to die and we have to watch. It breaks my heart. She tries to cover it, says she is alright, because she doesnt want to see me hurt, because I'm her little daughter, but I see everything. I know what's happening, I'm not dumb. I don't know what is with your mum or dad, but you don't know how this is. So stop telling Brendon it's going to be alright! Because it won't! That's the truth, and I think all of us have to admit it."

Katie was angry and sad. Streams of tears were running down her cheek. She was right, but what am I supposed to say? Brendon is my boyfriend and I can't handle seeing him like this. I have to comfort him.

"Don't say anything now", Katie told me, getting hugged by Jess again.

I looked at the ground and gulped.
Brendon took a seat in the waiting room, followed by his siblings. Right after that James and Simon came out of a room with red and puffy eyes.

"What happened? How is she?", Brendon immediately asked them.

"They have to operate her, I don't exactly know why, but she coughed more blood than before", Simon explained.
Both of their looks was lifeless and sad.

"Do you think she's going to be alright?", Jess asked.

"Maybe, I don't know. They had to handle fast, they couldn't tell me what was going on", James mumbled.

I really didn't want to disturb everyone by being here, but I didn't want to leave Brendon alone here.
As if he heard what I was thinking he hugged me tight and whispered:

"Please don't go."

I nodded and whispered back:

"I won't."

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By the way my story 'stutter' just hit 1k?!

Anyway.... I really watched too much Grey's anatomy...
What series do you watch?

And school is starting tomorrow

I could cry :)

So I'm sorry if I can't upload that fast again

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