A soft light blinds you as you slowly open your eyes. You where laying on a soft bed in a long shirt that you assumed was Sebastian's as usual.

You slightly lifted the shirt to see a scar with obvious stitches on you smooth doll like (s/c) skin . You pull it back down and turn to be faced with the one and only.

Ciel Phantomhive.

But he wasn't mad. Hell, he seemed at peace. His head gently laid on a soft pillow. Eyes closed and facial muscles relaxed for once. You resisted the urge to touch his face by reminding yourself. He is crazy.

Suddenly his eye shutters open and he stares at you. He kept one eye closed. It was silent. But some what nice.

"I'm sorry, (Y/n)...I'm a terrible person. I know this may seem out of character for me but, please forgive me, (Y/n), I really do love you." A slight pink tint dusted his cheeks as he spoke softly.

'It's seemed so different for Ciel to apologize' you thought but shook it off as just an apology.

"It's okay, it was probably just stress." You mumble still audible enough for Ciel to hear you.

His face was inches from yours. His eyes glance to you lips but only for a second. He slowly leans in.

"Young Master, it's time for you to wake up." The all to well known voice fills you with delight as you sit up quickly to have Sebastian red eyes meet your (e/c) eyes.

"Sebastian!" You jumped out of bed and gave him a bear hug. You could hear Ciel let out a low growl, but decided it wasn't a big deal.

"Well, it's good to see you are doing well." Sebastian says while placing you back on the bed. "I do hope I did not interrupt anything." A smirk appears on his face as he begins to serve tea.

"Sebastian clear my schedule, I'd like to spend today with (Y/n)." You turn to look at him in an almost concerned way, "B-but I have work today." Ciel chuckled a bit before responding,"Worrying about work at a time like this, do you really not have a social life?"

You blush in embarrassment.
"S-sorry!" You say louder than you intended.

"Alright then, after breakfast I'll take you out shopping." You nod excitedly. "Oh and please wear the dress I bought for you, it's on your bed."

You left the room to let Sebastian dress Ciel. You slowly crept to your room trying not to get caught by one of the servants. But with your luck, you got caught by Finny.

"(Y/n)! (Y/n)! I'm so glad your alive! I was so scared the master had done something to you!" You shot him a confused look noticing light pink blush covering his cheeks.

"You where missing for three weeks!" The last two words remained in your head for a while realizing you had most likely gone into a small coma. "And....why are you exposing so much....um...you know...skin..."he ask while nervously scratching the back of his neck.

You snapped out of your thoughts,"Oh! Sorry! I didn't mean to worry you." You apologize "...Oh and I kinda woke up only wearing this..."you say answering his question. "Did he-!" "Nonononono!" You say blushing and attempting to creep away as innocently as you could.

"Where are you going! Are you leaving me already?" Finny ask obviously hurt. "N-no! I just need to get dressed! The young master and I are going somewhere today." You say trying avoid hurting him. "O-oh...well, um...maybe, maybe I could help you get dressed...." Finny ask with a bright red blush spreading like a forest fire across his face. "Oh um, sure." You laugh a little as you walk to your room noticing the sky blue and white dress with a big white ribbon wrapping around the waist.

You glanced back at Finny, "well, I guess you can help me with the corset...." You say with a nervous smile.

Ciel's POV
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"Sebastian, prepare breakfast and get a carriage ready." I mumble as Sebastian finishes dressing me.

"Yes my young master, and if I am correct, you have fallen in love with (Y/n)?" Sebastian ask.

"Yes. And?" I question trying to get to the point, not in the mood for Sebastian's shit.

"And if I am not mistaken, you have not called off your engagement to lady Elizabeth. And breaking off an engagement to marry a servant wouldn't be a good thing to have a reputation for." Sebastian finishes with a smirk. I groan in frustration but don't reply to his smart ass comment.

I walk down the hall near
(Y/n)'s room with Sebastian trailing behind me as we make our way to breakfast. Or at least until I heard something that perked my interest.

"W-what if I hurt you..." A shy voice ask. I stop in my tracks and silently eavesdrop.

"It's ok.  just be gentle....please?" Another voice calls. I recognize this voice as (Y/n)'s. I gave my full attention now trying to make out every word.

"Okay...." I finally notice that it's Finny's voice. My face heats up a little, not out of embarrassment, out of anger.

I hear a slightly muffled out scream.

"Ahh! I'm sorry! Do you want me to stop?" Finny sounds a bit out of breath.

"N-no. We've gone this far why stop?" I hear (Y/n) who sounds out of breath as well.

I slammed the door open in frustration. That stupid maid thinks she could just go off and do the deed with the gardener. The door hits the wall with a cracking noise as I slap (Y/n) to the ground.

Only now I bother to look at what had really been happening.

Sebastian helps (Y/n) up off the floor as Finny stands there in shock.

"What the hell what where you doing!" I yell at the blonde gardener. "I-I-I was just h-helping (Y-y-y-y/n) with her corset!" My face goes blank for a bit before I turn on my heel and walk out.

"Sebastian get (Y/n) dressed and meet me down stairs." I order and I try to calm down and collect myself.

I hear foot steps behind me. It was probably Finny exiting the room so I did not bother to look.

I feel strange. When ever someone is with (Y/n) I get this strange feeling. But when I hurt her I can't bother to feel any sympathy for her.

I sit down on one of the chairs that had been neatly organized around the empty table.

I wait until I hear (Y/n)'s voice,"it's fine Sebastian, he doesn't really mean it." She walks in looking lovely.

A few bruises remain on her arms but they are hardly noticeable anymore. I notice (Y/n)'s hands are shaky as she grips the fabric of her dress. Her soft cheek is a bit red from the slap.

I look down at my hand to see it is a bit red as well. 'Did I really hit her that hard?' I wonder to myself.

She slowly with hesitate movement makes her approach to the seat next to mine.

I'll win her heart today...everything just needs to go as planned.

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SORRY!!!!
That was kinda a cliffhanger.
Anyway, sorry for my very very very very very slow update.
Sorry ;-;

Me: so what's the plan?

Ciel: I'll get (Y/n)- HEY!!!

Me:hi

Ciel: -_-

Me: yush bish stfu.

Ciel:.....get out.

Me: okay, sorry mom

Ciel: ....what the hell?!?!