(Y/n)'s POV
My hands shook as I stepped inside the carriage. I sat next to Ciel. His blue eyes focused on me, as if they where watching my every movement.

Gripping the sky blue fabric and pretending that he wasn't there. As hard as I tried to forget, the stinging on my cheek was a reminder.

"So, umm...w-where are we g-g-going...." I stuttered out. The tension in the small carriage hadn't eased. I slightly tilt my head over catching a glimpse of Ciel's face.

He was smiling, no, smirking but the smirk he wore wasn't a good one. It seemed dark, and scary...
Psychopathic

"Into town, maybe look around a few stores." He responded before looking away and staring out the window. As if in deep thought.

The carriage stops with a small jerking motion making me bounce a bit. Sebastian helped Ciel and I out. I didn't bother to take in my surroundings. Ciel took ahold of my arm and walked me into a store. I thought about it before looking up deciding it was okay. My hair covering the bruised part of my face with my left eye seeing that we where in a small candy store.

Ciel looked down to you for a bit. It felt kinda creepy in a weird way before he walked to the counter. And buying a small bag of candy.

I looked out the window. You stared at a little girl that sat across the street in a tattered dress. Her eyes grey and lifeless. Her small face thin. Long brown hair dirtied. Without realizing Ciel had already paid for the candy and was at your side.

"Let's go. I have to go pick up something." Ciel's voice was cold and harsh. I nodded still focused on the small girl. Ciel grabbed my arm once more before walking to the door of what I assume was a jewelry store. "Wait out here." He mumbled before walking into the small jewelry store.

I couldn't bear to see the small girl being looked down at by nobles while she suffered. I could almost see myself in her situation, the same one I had been in before moving to the Phantomhive manor. After contemplating whether or not to aid the young girl, I felt as though my legs had started to more on there own. Before I know it I was at her side kneeling down next to her.

"s-s-sorry I must be in your way." The young girl slowly moved, more like crawled. Her arms looked thin. As thin as mine had been.

"Wait here please. I'll be right back" I ordered before running down the sidewalk looking for a bakery. I stopped at the sight of a rather big bakery and bought some bread to give to the young girl.

I returned to where I had seen the girl. Luckily she was still there, I don't think she could really move much though. I handed her the loaf of bread. "T-thank y-!" Before she could even finish she was cut off.

"(Y/n)! I thought I told you to wait for me." Ciel's stern voice made me jump up. Ciel's arms hooked onto main pulling me away before I could even talk to the girl. Your eyes widened. You couldn't just leave her! Such a small girl alone. No. No. No. No! Images of my own troubles flashed in my head making the world around me spin.

Once again everything was a blur. I was thrown into the carriage. The carriage moved right as Sebastian closed the door. Ciel grabbed your shoulders forcing you to look at his eyes.

"Why would you leave? I told you to stay outside the store!" His voice was filled with rage. Yet I couldn't muster any words.

Ciel's POV

She's not answering me. Does she hate me? I'm scaring her, aren't I?

I could feel a smirk appearing on my face. I stood up and sat on the carriage seat. Reaching into the small bag and pulling a small black box with a navy blue ribbon and small silver roses printed on the sides.

"Here" I mumbled shoving the box to her. Her shaky hands reach out to the small box her delicate fingers tracing the small details on the silver flowers. Her beautiful (h/l) (h/c) framing her small doll like face. Her beautiful smooth (s/c) so touchable.

(Y/n) slowly opens the box. Looking up at me before looking back down. And pulling out a silver bracelet. The words "I love you" stamped across it. With small flowers decorating it. Three small diamonds rested on the back.

(Y/n)'s beautiful (e/c) eyes lit up. She looked back at me. I closed my eyes and looked outside. Before mumbling out the words "I'm sorry." The rest of the ride was silent.

My plan had failed. If she had just waited for me. We could have had our date. It would have been perfect. But no, she had to go talk to a peasant. How dare she!

(Y/n) POV

The carriage slowed to a stop. Sebastian gently grabbed my hand and helped me out. He gave me a look of concern. I flashed him a small broken smile.

Ciel once again grabbed my arm and dragged me into the mansion with out my permission. I reluctantly followed, not as if I had a choice. He dragged me up to his room where my day had began.

"From now on I want you to stay here unless I grant you permission to leave." Those word hit me like a rock.

He couldn't be serious. That's not right! "You can't be serious!" My voice was a lot stronger filled with more confidence than before. His eyes narrowed down at you.

"Are you talking back to me?" His voice sounded scary but I decide I should stick to what I believed was right. "Yes, I believe I'm talking back I refuse to be kept in a room like a pet." I attempted to keep my confidence high.

He took a step towards me but the rush of confidence I was having was far greater than my fear. Within the blink of an eye a hand was smacked across my face.

I didn't fall not this time. But I she as hell felt dizzy. It hurt but I could tell he was holding back.
I heard Ciel growl.
His hands balled up into fist I attempted to grab his hand but his fist had already collied into my left eye. I was in shock, he didn't! How could he!

I feel back the pain was intense. I had almost forgotten how it felt to be hit in such a way. An image of my mother quickly flashed through my mind. She would always hit me. But this pain, it felt much worse.

Ciel took a hold of my (h/l) hair and pulled me to see his face.
"Lesson learned?" He taunted me.

I nodded my head. Feeling a warm liquid drip from my eyebrow. My hands reached up to cover my eye. Before pulling my hand back and gazing at the view of my own blood. I let out a staggered breath as Ciel walked out of the room leaving me alone.

My blood dripped onto the floor and my dress. I didn't care. I let it, like I failed to save the poor girl, I failed to keep myself safe.

He won't do it again. It was just an incident. It'll only happen this once. I looked down at the bracelet that was wrapped around my wrist. Shinning brightly. "I Love You" he loves me. He loves me. He loves me. As much as I repeated that I didn't seem convincing to me. The blood still dripped mixing with the few tears that dripped from my eyes. I hate this feeling of weakness

It was just a small accident.

Sebastian came in moments later. Rushing to my side. His eyes glowing. Before kneeling down to my side with a white cloth cleaning my cut. "You have a black eye..." He mumbled. I reached my hand up to my left eye. It felt swollen.

"You can't let him do this to you...it's not good for your health. Please, (Y/n) I can't take you away from thi-" "no." I rudely interrupted. He pet my head ten stood up and left.

What am I doing.

"Please don't go...." I whispered so quietly I could barely hear it.

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I'm sorry!
It takes forever to write chapters I know. ^^' sorry
I'll try to write more often! I promise
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Btw the little girl seemed like a filler I know. But it was supposed to show that Ciel doesn't care if you're doing something that could potentially help/save someone he wasn't you all to him self *rape face*

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