I have 99 on my right arm and 46 on the left

I finally made a promise to someone and they said the same but now I'm struggling to keep that damned promise

Sometimes I think about what would happened if I jumped off a cliff and ended this shitty life of mine.

The thought of continuing this life where I can replace my whole fucking family with people online.

I want to end this this heart ache this pain

Most days I feel like someone is slamming my head into a brick wall and I do nothing so stop it

My family only pays attention to me when I cut or when I'm yelling at someone.

I have to hurt my self to get attention.

I can't go on like this its to much to handle