WARNING!!! CONTAINS GORE!!!

___________________________Levi's POV_____________________________

"What do you mean she's in a coma!" I shout as I tried to make my way over to Ayame. However, both Maynard and Mike held me back from doing anything rash.

"She isn't in a coma, she has just locked herself away inside her head." Ayame once again explained.

"How is that any different from her being in a coma!?" I continue to shout at the woman before me.

"WILL EVERYONE SHUT UP!!!" Lola shouts.

"Nothing will be solved if all you do is fight back and forth about whats going on, besides this isn't the first time she has done this." Lola explains.

"What do you mean this isn't the first time?" I ask Lola.

"This happened once before, all we have to do is go in her mind and try and convince her to come back out." Lola explains.

"Well, that's easier said then done." Ayame says.

"Yeah, I understand what your getting at." Maynard interrupts.

"What are you guys saying?" Erwin asks calmly.

"Well, how should we put this. The simplest way to put it is that we need those who aren't afraid of her. Right now she is blaming herself for what happened earlier today during the expedition." Lola begins.

"And not only that, but she believes that after what you just saw, you would hate her." Ayame continues.

"I can bring people into her subconscious, however as a result you are going to experience her past as a result." Ayame finishes.

"So, who is coming along, is the real question here." Maynard asks.

"I will." I state.

"So, will I." Eren says.

"Me too." Mikasa says.

"I am going as well." Armin says.

"Don't forget about us." Reiner, Bertholdt, and Annie step forward.

"I guess I will too." Erwin says.

"I'm going." Mike says as well.

"Sure, I'll go." Hanji states.

"And us." Isabel, Farlen, and my old squad step forward.

"All of us too." The rest show up that include Ymir, Kristy, Sasha, Connie, Jean and a few others as well.

"I Wan't to know something, so I'm joining too." A mysterious voice says and everyone turns to see Akame.

"You, its your fault she's like this in the first place, so why would we allow you to join." I spat the question at her.

"Like I said I want to find something out from her and this is the best way to find out the truth." Akame states calmly.

"I have an idea as to what it is." I hear Ayame say.

"Is it about that day." Ayame asks and Akame slowly nods her head.

I hear Ayame give a long sigh before saying "Fine, you can join, but if anything happens, I will not hesitate to kill you, unlike last time." Ayame says in a dark tone.

"Okay I need everyone to gather around me." Ayame says and everyone complies.

Ayame puts her hand on (F/N)'s forehead and starts concentrating. Suddenly we're surrounded by darkness.

After a short while we are in a small village. A small girl with (H/L) (H/C) hair runs past us.

"Is that (F/N)?" I ask.

"Yeah, we're currently watching her childhood. So, just sit back and enjoy the show." Lola replies bluntly.

________________________3rd Person POV_________________________ 

The small girl, who looks no older than six, runs up to her parents, who have big grins on their faces.

"You ready to go home?" Your mother asks sweetly. You nod your head energetically.

"Haha, well lets go then." Your father says while chuckling at how energetic you are.

—————————————————————Time Skip To Night Time——————————————-

You hear a loud noise that startles you awake. You nervously walk out, and the scene before you makes you want to believe that what you are seeing is a nightmare. However, its all too real, your mother is laying on the ground with blood pooling around her.

"M-mom." you whimper out, this causes the intruders attentions to be fixed on you.

"The she is, get her!" One of the men shouts and starts reaching out to you. However, your father steps in the way.

"Run, now (F/N)!" you father shouts, but before he could say anything else he gets stabbed in the stomach by the incoming intruder.

"D-dad!" You shout and try to run towards him, but the intruder holds you back.

"L-let go of me!" You shout as your hair turns white and your eyes turn blood red, just like the day of the expedition.

The shocked man lets you go after your sudden transformation.

"You shall pay for what you have done." You say, but your voice is mixed in with another voice, a more demonic voice.

The two men now frighten for their lives run, but before they even managed to turn around, you decapitate one with your bare hands and stab the other guy through the heart, also with your bare hands.

After slaughtering the two men, you pass out, you then wake up about five minutes later. Your eyes widen at the scene before you.

"W-what happened?" You ask as you crawl back until your hand meets with a warm liquid. You slowly turn your head to see you mother barely alive.

"M-mom, mom, s-say something." You plead, you see you mother move a bit giving you a little bit of hope that its not too late.

"H-hey...(F/N)......I-I......wa-nt....you to k-know........that no........mat-ter what....me and y-your father.....will always l-love you.........a-and A-Akame." She says as she uses the last bit of strength to pat you head, before her hand falls limply to the side.You eyes widen.

"M-mom, c-come on t-this isn't funny." You try to shake her.

"Get up, come on get up, MOM, GET UP PLEASE THIS ISN'T FUNNY AT ALL" You shout the last part until you hear a sound coming from behind you. You turn to see Akame there.

"A-Akame, t-this isn't w-what it l-looks like." You say as you try to get near her.

"M-monster!, stay away, you murdered our parents!" She shouts at you then runs away.

Your eyes held nothing but heartbreak, but you then give a sad smile.

"Yeah, your right, I killed our parents, Its all my fault. So, I should do everyone a favor and just die, right?" you mumble to yourself as you walk over and picked up the dropped knife that is on the ground near the now dead intruder.

However, no matter how many times you stabbed yourself you couldn't die.

"Why?" You say after giving up.

"Why, did this happen to me!" You shout to no one.

Everyone stand still. In total shock at what they had just witnessed, but that doesn't stop there, everything turns black and when you show up again, you are no longer six. Instead, you look to be around the age of twelve.

You gave a long sigh as you stand on an edge of a very steep cliff.

"Well, nothing would change if I jumped, not like it'll kill me." you mumble to yourself.

When you go take the final step you feel a force pull you back, causing you to land on the ground in a vary rough manner.

"Ow." you mutter.

"What the hell is wrong with you, you could have died if I didn't pull you back." You follow a voice to see a child around the same age as you, he has straight black hair and black eyes.

"Tch, whatever its not like it'll kill me anyway." you say to the boy.

"What do you mean 'it won't kill you'?" He asks.

"Don't you know anything in this village?" You say.

"O-of course I know things in this village." he says.

"Oh, then enlighten me, you should already realize who I am." You say.

"W-wait don't tell me your the rumored monster?" He asks and you give him a smirk.

"Congratulations, you just proven that your not a dumbass." you say in a sarcastic tone.

"Yeah, well , whatever, I don't believe that your a monster." The boy states.

"Oh, and what makes you think that?" You ask.

"Its because you have such a sad look in your eyes." He states bluntly, this causes you to catch you off guard.

"Hey, boy what's your name?" you ask.

"Its Makoto." He replies.

"The names (F/N) (L/N)." you say very bluntly.

"Well, (F/N), do you want to be friends?" He asks while extending his hand towards you.

"No, thank you." You say and try to walk past him, but he gets in front of you.

"And, why is that?" He questions.

"Its because everything I care for either leaves or dies." You say and walk past him once more, but he then shouts out to you.

"Then lets make a promise, I won't leave you or die, and you become my friend." This statement causes your eyes to open wide, but you quickly compose yourself and say "Tch, considering you won't leave me alone, unless I agree, I have no other choice." Makoto's face lit up as you say this.

"All right!" He exclaims before jumping in the air. Seeing this causes you to laugh for the first time since the deaths of you parents. He looks at you almost shocked.

"What?" you say.

"Ya know, you should smile more, it makes you look cute." Makoto says before blushing.

________________________Three weeks later__________________________

Over the three weeks you and Makoto has officially became friends.

One day, It was raining heavily and you walking out in the rain like usual. That was until you heard a scream that sounded like Makoto's voice.

You quickly run and see Makoto laying in the middle of the ground, with four people surrounding him. As you get closer you see that the four boys were brutally hitting Makoto. This causes you blood to boil.

"Hey, leave him alone!" You shout at them, they turn around and see you. They scoff and one of them says in a mocking tone "Oh, look the monster is trying to play the hero."

"Its too bad, a monster can never be a hero, because a monster will always be a monster." The second boy says. However, you didn't hear any of the things they were saying, because your attention is currently on a non-moving Makoto. You can feel you blood boil even more, and you can feel yourself changing again.

"Monster~, Monster~, I'm the monster~" You sang as you near the four boys, your hair turning white and you eyes shining blood red in the rain.

"You better start running~, You better start hiding~, Because the monster is coming to find you~" You finish singing.

"Hey, what's she singing." Eren asks ask the scene continues to play out.

"That is a hide and seek song they made in order to taunt (F/N)" Maynard replies not taking his eyes off the scene before him.

"So, your saying that-" Erwin begins, but gets interrupted by Ayame.

"That she is playing the cat and mouse game. She wants them to hide so that she can kill 'em one by one." She says darkly.

"Come out~, Come out~, wherever you are~" You sing as you kill the first boy. You then spot the second boy hiding near a pile of hay.

"I can see you~" you sang as you take out the second boy. You then spot the third and fourth boy nearby.

"Here I come~" You continue to sing as you slaughter both boys.

You then unevenly make your way back to Makoto. You then collapse only a few feet away. Again, after a few minutes, you regain your consciousness. You suddenly shoot up and realize that you are covered in blood, signaling that you killed someone again. You clutch your head as you rock back and fourth crying. However, you soon snap out of it when you hear a moan of pain coming from Makoto. You scramble you way towards him, when you finally manage to kneel next to him you see that his head and body is covered in blood.

"T-there's so much blood." you say to yourself.

"But, d-don't worry, I learned a new trick, I can s-save you!" You say to him desperately. As you say this, you begin to chant and as a result a soft green light appears, however, even as you were giving it all, you knew that you were still too weak to do anything. You suddenly feel a hand on top of yours. You snap your gaze up to meet a smiling Makoto.

"Its........o-okay.....th-this.....isn't.....y-you're fault." He says weakly.

"YES, IT IS!! I TOLD YOU THAT EVERYONE THAT I VALUE WILL EITHER LEAVE ME OR DIE!!!!" You shout.

" I...s-still.....had fun....w-with...you." He said still smiling.

" And look at where it got you!" You shout.

"Oh well~,.. it was...... so worth it~" He sang in a strained cheery voice.

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"I g-guess....th-that......I can u-understand.........y-your feelings towards.......losing y-your.......parents......after a-all,........I had just lost mine.......before I m-met.......y-you......I thought.....that w-we......could be f-friends..........and you know what............I-I don't..........r-regret............a........s-single........th-thing...." After saying this you feel his body go limp. However, you don't try to deny it, instead you throw your head back and let out a cry, as you did this a loud thunderbolt had crashed, muffling your cries of sorrow.

You then manage to place him on your back.

You walk past Levi and everyone else. Not knowing that they watched the tragedy unfold

You continue to walk, until you come to a tree by the cliff you first met Makoto.

"I can't give you a proper burial, but I will try my best to give you a respectable one." You say as you walk down the cliff and grab a blanket, a large stick, and a shovel.

You walk back up the cliff, where you proceed to wrap the blanket tightly around Makoto, and then you proceeded to dig a hole under the tree. Digging the hole took nearly all day, the rain has long pass, and as you gently plave Makoto in the make-shift grave, you look up and see a beautiful sunset.

"Hey, Makoto, did you know why I chose this place and its not only because this is the place we first met, its because it has the most beautiful view of sunsets." You continue to talk as you cover Makoto with dirt. After the dirt was neatly pact down, you take the large stick and place it at the head of the grave.

"Now, I know this isn't the best headstone, but its the best I could do at the moment." You say. You then begin to sing .

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You pause for a bit after singing, after some time you look up at the sky, you bangs covering your eyes.

"Hey, look at that it started raining again." You say.

Everyone that was watching the scene was confused, this was because it wasn't raining. That was when everyone noticed the tears flowing down your cheeks. That was when everyone understood what you just said.

The scene goes black again.

"I-I had no idea that she suffered so much, she always seemed so happy all the time." Hanji says.

"I must warn everyone, the next scene that's going to appear is after we all met, this was when they experimented on us to see what could kill us. So, its going to be a little....graphic." Ayame says and everyone nods. The next scene appears.

Your arms and legs are strapped tightly to a metal table. Two people appear with a hand-saw and other tools. The two people turn towards you. They say something and begin to painfully saw off parts of your body.You let out a blood-curdling scream. They then take a surgical knife and begin cutting your chest open. You then started to scream 'someone please save me!' over and over again, begging for someone to come help you.

Bertholdt seemed to not be able to take it anymore, because he tried running out to help you, but Maynard stopped him by saying "This is nothing, but a memory, you can't do anything to help."

Bertholdt seemed to have understand what he was saying, because he backed off.

The scene then skips to a part where large wooden stakes attached to chains on the ceiling are embedded in your arms making the slightest movement possible hurt immensely. You hear a door open and you look up slightly.

"Are you ready to give up and join us in battle." You hear a male voice say. You look up as far as you can and spit at the man.

"Tch, you damn monster, haven't you realized yet that the only place that you belong is on the battlefield!" The male shouted and walked off closing the door behind him, and with that the scene ends.

"T-that was too horrible, how could anyone do that!?" Eren shouts.

"Its like we said before, we were nothing but tools to be used by them." Maynard says calmly.

"But, don't worry that was the last memory you would see." Lola says gravely.

"Huh, I thought you said the (F/N) was the commander." Erwin questions.

"She was, but she had no choice in the matter, this is mainly due to the fact that they had made a drug that would mess with the brain, although her body followed the orders, but her brain still retained consciousness. After a few years, me, Lola, and Maynard devised a plan of helping her escape that horrible battlefield. We set the plan in motion and it worked, we had lived in a peaceful cabin deep within a forest for about 300 years. But, then someone found us again, and they contacted the people we were trying to escape. We tried to run but, we reached a dead end. That was when (F/N) cast a spell in order for us to escape that world and into this one. I can assume that you know the rest." Ayame fills in.

"S-so that's what happened, for most of my life I've been trying to kill my innocent little sister." Akame says in shock at what she was doing all this time.

"That reminds me, how did you manage to get to this world?" Lola asks

"Well, (F/N) isn't the only one who learned how to use powerful spells." Akame says.

Lola was about to say something else, but stopped when she heard crying. As she stopped, Lola decided to walk further into the darkness, trying to find the source of the crying. Everybody following close behind. They finally find the source of the crying. Its you, but you look like a six year old.