I hope when you read this..
You'll smile..
Hey guys and this is not gonna be a poem.. It's going to be a letter... Something new..

Dear future me,
Hey did you survive? I highly doubt it...
Life is pretty shitty when you look closer..
I wonder is that guy you changed for even noticed you?
Probably not.
Your just probably useless like how you are right now.
Lame.
Ugly.
All the words your 'friends' would call you?
If you 'forgot' your friends are just those voices.
Have you gone insane yet?
You seem to be going insane lately..
Just keep smiling and 'staying strong'
Sorry for everything.
For existing..
That's what you would say to yourself..
I bet you are still putting on that genuine smile still?
Half of the time you want to cry.
Be honest.
I hope when you read this you'll smile..
Because I bet right now your happy with the love of your life.
Your happy he or she is with you.
I'm you...
From the past?
Oh boy aren't u a fuck up right now!!!
Those voices aren't taking you down right?
Are they gone?
Man if I got rid of them for even a second I'll smile.
Well
I hope when you see this.
You still never gave up on your mental pain.
You are a soldier with that big battle wound.
Wrapped around your heart.
Never give in
Never give up.

Your past self,
True 200*-2015
November 2,2015

Hey guys your wondering why I put my name huh? Well this is a part of me. My big secret. And
I am not getting bullied.
I just have... I have self-hate
I love everyone everything.
I'll die for it all.
This letter is my biggest secret in the world.
Now some of you know. *smiles*
I know there is more people going through what I am. There are people going through worse.
All I have to say to you is..
Smile and stay strong no my beautiful broken Angels.
-True 200*-2015
(I won't tell you that year I'm born in XD never XD)