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We were not close enough to existence

But we drained the cold sunlight

And all it took was time, to make a tireless heart give in

My guardian angel does not guard much anymore

I don't blame you, but what is then left of me

I wish it was not this puzzled anger

That has forced me to give in

And to find I am a cobweb on the window of life

Life without you

Abundance of weeping skies

Outside the room

A light, too dim

Begins to stutter

Shall I challenge the dark

If it tells me?

If from there, purple eyes

stare back, into me?

Thought I was the last one standing

I blame my thoughts' intensity

From deeper within the dark

Your eyes are empty and red

With a frightened, determined immunity to me

Seemingly lackluster flights, of stairs?

Shrieking,

Me.

Raven sounds move to the sea,

A western direction

Misplaced pungent cedar sweeps through the living,

Not I.

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