Wednesday, July 29, 2020

NIGHTMARE
Had a nightmare that BF went to join an army in Europe for two years.  Meanwhile, I had to stay here and just wait for him to come back safe.  It was scary.

SITUATION
When I woke up, I realized that it was just a nightmare, but something else upsetting happened.  It's part of an ongoing situation.  I'll write about it at the end.  You don't have to read it if you don't want to.

MORNING
I spent the morning talking with my mom, hanging out with Hawky and Gatlin, and playing on my phone.

BF
Then BF picked me up.  We took his dog for a walk, then watched a ton of videos about the Walking Dead video game.  I made dinner and we played Truth or Dare and Kiss, Marry, Kill.  Eventually that turned into just Truth, but we enjoyed it.  His sister made extra s'more stuff, so she gave it to us and we had it before he brought me home.  It was a good day.

HAWKY
When I got home and saw Hawky, I freaked out a bit.  Her feathers were all messed up and it looked like she had a big bald spot on the side of her face.  I was so worried she'd gotten hurt or stressed or something!  She was really happy and full of energy when she saw me, so I brought her to my room to play, and you know what one of the first things she did was?
She scratched her face and everything went back to normal.
No bald spot.
Just sticky feathers.
LOL.
Anyway, then we hung out for a bit before bed.  Sweet bird!

YOU
How are you today?




PERSON
An ex-friend has been trying to contact me every couple months for about a year now, and she tried again today.  The past few times, it was mostly just begging and compliments, but today she was accusing me of things she actually did, saying she never got an apology for them, and trying to guilt-trip me into being friends again.  She said it was the last time she would try to contact me, but I doubt that.  My parents have both dealt with these kinds of situations before, and my mom predicts I'll hear from her again soon.  I have ignored this girl all these times and will continue to do so, but the twisted narrative she gave really bothered me.  To cope, I ended up writing a huge response correcting everything she claimed and explaining how I felt, but I never sent it (I did read it to my mom though, just so someone would hear.  She thought it was good.)  I'm not too afraid of this girl as of right now, but I can't help but wonder if she'll get more aggressive or if she'll contact my family and friends.  She's already messaged my mom once, and I'm not sure about others.  I had to put out a few posts for loved ones saying that if someone messaged them asking about me, please don't respond.  That was kind of embarrassing.  Anyway, I'm sure I can handle this.  No way am I letting her back into my life.  It just bothers me to think of her ways.  Not cool.

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