NIGHTMARE
Had a nightmare last night.  BF and I were sitting together on a towel in the middle of a two-way road.  The road led up to a carnival.  All of a sudden, BF was really angry at me.  I couldn't figure out why.  He was completely silent and would hardly even look at me.  Then some girls came over and started swearing at us for blocking the road.  I swore back and told them that we were in the median, so we weren't actually blocking anything, they were.  When I turned back to our spot, BF was gone.  I sat and waited for him for a long while before deciding to search.  I found him at a checkout-type area.  He was still irritated and eager to get away from me.  I spent the rest of the dream trying to ask him, my family, anyone why he was acting like this.  It was frustrating.
I think I had this dream because I do fear him leaving sometimes.  If anything, though, he's more stable than I am.  Not that I ever want to leave - my mental health just complicates things sometimes.  Thankfully it's gotten much better.

STOMACH
Woke up with a bad stomachache.  It was the same feeling I'd had that time I was watching Hamilton with my friend.  I spent a couple hours trying to calm it down.  First I rested, then had some rolls, then medicine and more rest.  It cleared up pretty soon after that.

SHOES
My mom and J bought me new shoes yesterday.  They're white Filas.  I like them a lot.  Thanks!

CUPCAKES
Made cupcakes cuz I wanted some.  They were just the basic yellow kind with homemade pink frosting.  The frosting tasted great, but I had to use granulated sugar instead of powdered, so it was kinda crunchy.  Oh well!

SAD
Felt really sad for not much of a reason.  Just PMDD, I guess.

WORKOUT
Started my workout.  My body was tired, so I chose to do the low-impact alternatives when available.

PORTRAIT
My great aunt came over to pick up the portrait for her friend.  She, my mom, and I chatted for a bit.  She also got to meet Gatlin.  He barked at first (he usually does with new people,) then realized she was all right and wanted to hang out with her.  It was sweet.

EXERCISE
Then I finished my exercise for the day.  Hawky was out in my room, so she watched over me, kind of like a personal trainer LOL.

HAWKY
Then Hawky and I just hung out for a few hours.  She wasn't interested in doing much, so she napped a lot.  Meanwhile, I watched a ton of YouTube.

PLAYGROUND
Hawky doesn't have much to play with in my room, so I decided to make her a little playground in the empty Fila shoebox.  I made some perches out of wooden dowels and a toy out of buttons and embroidery thread.  Planning to add more soon!

YOU
How are you today?