Thursday, June 4, 2020

NIGHT
Was an okay night.  I slept from 11:30 PM to 4:00 AM.  Turns out, BF was also up, and we ended up messaging until almost 6:30 AM.  I don't think I got much sleep after that, but I must have because I had a dream.

DREAM
My dream was very... nonsensical.  First, I was planning a birthday party for another aunt, trying to make a present and stuff.  Then I was reconnecting with an old "friend group" (idk, it was weird.) Then I was hiding from some people in a barn.  Some guy beat me up.  It was completely absurd and I'm still confused.

PHONE
Was on my phone much of the morning and parts of the afternoon.

DRAWING
Did some drawing on and off.

PLAY
Watched an impeccable production of Shakespeare's Much Ado About Nothing featuring an all-black cast.  There was so much talent and I enjoyed every second!  I posted the link earlier today if you're interested!

CHOCOLATE
Made some dark chocolate in the evening.  That got very messy LOL.

NOISES
I kept hearing noises at night and it scared me.  Hawky was out, but I watched her and she wasn't making the sounds.  It was freaky.  Turns out, the outdoor sounds were bugs hitting the window and the indoor sounds were most likely fans blowing stuff around.  Still, I called BF just to have someone around.

DECISION
My mom and I made a decision today.  Since the virus cases are quickly decreasing in my state and both BF and I have been social distancing (he has rarely been out of his house,) we're allowed to hug each other again, but only if
-we stay outside and don't go anywhere
-we shower and change immediately after
-we continue social distancing with everyone else (personally, I want to keep a greater distance between myself and others, especially if we're going to do this)
It's likely nothing bad will happen, but I still feel nervous about it.  What if something does happen?  It's scary to think about.  But if we don't start somewhere, will I ever be brave enough?
BF is coming over tomorrow.  Hopefully all goes well.

YOU
How are you today?

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