DREAM

I had a dream that I was hanging out with BF.  We got to snuggle and watch videos together.  I liked it a lot.

Then I had a dream that I went with some theater friends to one of their apartments.  It was huge, with a stage and a gym-sized carpet that we walked laps on for fun.  We talked and sang songs from musicals.  That was strange, but amusing.

After a while, some people came to the apartment and started cleaning, so we had to leave.  I ended up climbing up a wooden tower with some fictional younger siblings (idk.)  Each level had a new challenge, such as a timed escape room, or just a reward, like candy.  If we failed a challenge, we could die.  It was terrifying, especially when we got to the top.  We survived though and got to go back home.

Once we got there, we discovered that it was empty, except for compartments in the wall that held stuff like treats and stuffed animals.  The kids were super happy, but I felt dread.  I felt like something bad would happen again.  Then the dream ended.

The first dream happened because I miss BF.  That's simple LOL.  The first part of the second dream is because I miss my theater friends.  The second part... I'm not sure.  Kinda reminded me of The Hunger Games, in a way.  I'm also not sure why I dream of kids a lot.  Maybe it's because I want kids in the future, or maybe because I still feel like a kid sometimes.  Could also be that I feel a need to care for/protect others, or that I seek to have more meaning and impact in peoples' lives.  If you have any explanations for this, please let me know!

WELL

I didn't do a whole lot today.  Called BF, played Minecraft PE, watched YouTube... yeah, I was lazy.

DRIVE

In the afternoon, J had to take a test, so my mom, G, and I had to leave.  We ended up going on a drive to look at houses.  It was pretty nice.  I'm starting to develop likes and dislikes in regards to homes, which will come in handy when I can afford a place LOL.

This was my second time in a car during quarantine (first being yesterday.)  I was going to talk about that in my last entry, but I forgot (oops.)  Anyway, it's weird being in a car now.  The roads are extra bumpy now, it seems like we're going really fast, and sometimes I feel weightless.  I also get carsick more easily.  Hopefully I can adjust.

SONGS

I was listening to the Les Miserables soundtrack yesterday, and one of the songs stuck with me today.  Thought I might share.  I do not own the song or the video.

The song is called Stars.  Context - The villain (Javert) is on a years-long search for the hero (Jean Valjean,) believing that it is his moral duty to catch him.  It's such a lovely melody and really helps shape the character!  I'd love to sing it for an audition, but idk the occasion in which I'd be able to pull it off LOL.

https://youtu.be/V_nENcNdHtI

NOW

Now I'm just watching YouTube and stuff again.

YOU

How are you today?