How could you do that? How could you do that to me, to us? We were perfect together, but you never wanted to see it, or maybe, it was me; I saw something that didn't exist at all.

Love is made of two people; our love was one-way. It's true that I had a lot of love to give to you, it was enough for the both of us, but you...

Mierda, Joss, why did you do that? Why did you sleep with her? With my sister! You ruined everything, you destroyed everything. How could I forgive such a thing? Not even all the love I feel for you could help us, not this time. You've made it too big. You'll have to learn to move on without me and I'll have to be able to let you go. It won't be easy but time they say it helps.

And here I am, wandering alone in these streets full of people, but without the amor de mi vida by my side. You were my everything, now you're nothing anymore. I still have, stamped on my mind, all the questions you had constantly asked me: "And what if it doesn't work? And what if it won't last forever?"

Do you remember how I answered you? "Sometimes the questions are complicated, and the answers are easy".

The real problem is that I have never had from you the answer I really wanted the most, with all myself.

I fought for us, I fought till the end and I would have keep fighting but you... Oh! Mi alma, as much as I hate you, I could never erase you from my mind... And how could I? Tonight, I remembered all our moments. The first time my eyes met yours. I would have never believed, that in that diner, I would have met somebody capable to make me lose my mind. Yeah, because that's what you did, Joss, you stole my heart.

I had never fallen in love before; it was love at first sight, you're the incarnation of beauty.

Your sweetness and your behavior conquered me day after day. I let you go inside, deep inside, moment after moment, minute after minute and you've become essential to me. I, who never needed anything or anyone in my life, had become completely addicted to you. I lived for you, I loved you and no matter how difficult it is for me to admit that... I still love you. You'll always be a part of me.

You were right when you told me I was a cabròn to bring another guy in the same place where I had brought you and where we had been happy together. I wanted to tell you that I didn't organize that trip, that Thiago brought me there surprising me, without my knowledge. I wanted to tell you that the Eiffel Tower wasn't as bright as it was when we were there, together, hand in hand staring at it, but I didn't. I don't know why, or maybe I know: I wanted to hurt you and I knew I did it, in the exact moment I saw your eyes became watery.

I've always been like that, Joss, I've always been a cabròn but with you it was different, I was different and the best part of it, was that it came out easily to me to be like that. With you, I discovered a side of myself that I didn't know at all, a fragile side, a romantic side, a side that... I buried down, deep down and that I won't let it go out anymore.

We're supposed to spend this Valentine's Day together, it would have had to be better that the one before. I arranged everything, every single detail... I left but without you. I've given you so much, I've given you everything. I've given you all of myself and what did I get in return? It was the guy I would trust with my life that cheated on me.

You're my first and only love. I saw a future together, I wanted it with all my heart, a beautiful future but you screwed everything up! I'd forgive you almost everything, Joss, but not this. I can't, I won't. No matter how much I still love you, I must tell you goodbye, Joss. I must do it for myself and for you. I must rebuild my life from scratch, with the rubble you left me.

I don't know if I'll ever be able to love somebody else the way I loved you and it scares me a little, but life goes on, you know, it doesn't wait for us, time goes by.

Goodbye, Joss, I don't wish you to find another who loves you like I did, because it would be wishing you the impossible... but I'd like you to be happy.