A/N Lmao my chapters go from one thing to another but it's whatever. I write what I feel 😂

So.. Clyde told my sisters about me cutting and Lori took me to see a psychiatrist I was diagnosed with depression ptsd and anxiety. So basically my mind is a crap hole. I started talking to a few people online people that get it.. and i met this dude he's super cool and he lives in my town but I've never met him.. we've FaceTimed a lot tho he's super cool..... and funny.. and he has these beautiful blue eyes you can just stare into for hours *day dreamy voice* oh shit...

am I gay?