Zhan's pov:-

"Hello there, darling."

My grip on him was firm, and my eyes looked straight at him with an intense gaze, he glared back at me with rage. His face was red with angry and he struggled against me.

He pushed me back and I voluntarily moved back, and he said, "have you lost it! Why are you here!"

"I came to see you."

"Well you did now get lost." he said as he folded his hands in front of his chest and glared at me, I moved forward and came close to him, close enough to feel his breath, "No, it's not enough, and first you need to answer me about what was that with the princess."

Yibo scoffed before he smirked,, "Why do you care? It's none of your business."

"Everything regarding you is my business."

"Really? I think you found someone else, didn't you get bored of me?"

"Never. I can never get bored of you Yibo and I am sorry with how I behaved." I raised my hand and gently touched his face, my other hand snaked around his waist and I said, "I am so sorry for yelling at you Yibo, I never wanted to hurt you."

Yibo looked at me, his jaw was tensed and his eyes held hurt and anger, "you have changed."

"I know."

"What changed? Did I do something?" he asked in a low voice and my heart broke to see him like this. He was confused and hurt, the truth was that he did not do anything, not yet at least.

"So it was me." he said, "Wasn't it."

I gently hugged him, wrapped my arms around his beautiful warm body, "no you did not do anything."

He wrapped his arms around me too, "liar."

I kept my head over his shoulder and sighed, hugging him tighter. Having him against me made me feel like I was back home.

"Who was that girl?" he asked.

"She is a kid from the Duskborn tribe, they live in the forest near Ashvald duchy. She wanted to come to capital to explore and her elder, the chief of the tribe asked me to look after her."

"You went to the Ashvald duchy? Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me when you left and when you came back? Why have you started to keep things from me? and since when have you grown close to prince Darius? What's going on Zhan?"

So many questions.

I gently broke the hug and looked at him. "Yibo, I know that after everything it will be hard for you but do you trust me?"

Yibo blinked and he only waited for a second before he replied, "yes, I do."

"I promise you Yibo, that in this life there is only you for me, my heart, my soul everything belongs to you and I can never ever love anyone the way I love you.

You are my world, my sun, my soul my everything.... never doubt that. I will always love you and only you."

Yibo smiled gently, "I love you too."

"There is something that I am working on, I will tell you sooner when the time comes, and can you wait for me till then? Please darling. Don't ask me any question about what's going on. All I can tell you is what I am doing is for the good of the kingdom."

Yibo paused for a while before he nodded, "I am sure whatever it is must be important and if it is for the good of the kingdom then I won't interfere, but you have to tell me whenever you leave the capital and whenever you come back and never ever put yourself in danger."

I smiled and gently kissed him. He kissed me back, and while I my body was busy feeling his touch, my heart was slowly breaking inside. He trusts me so much, my words are absolute for him, how hurt will he be when he learns that I was going against him.

No matter what he did in my past life, despite everything that happened I fucking love this man so much that it was hard to breathe, that my heart ached, I loved this man with every nerve of my body, and I felt like dying every time I think I will have to hurt him.

I don't want to hurt him.

I don't want to betray him.

I don't want to stand against him.

I don't want to fight him.

I would rather die by his and because I cannot kill him. Maybe that's how it should be after accomplishing my duties, after making sure that my people has a good king, that the land of this kingdom is under an emperor who will make it more prosperous, I should just let Yibo kill me.

Because I cannot kill him , and I absolutely cannot see him die again.

Or maybe I should just lock him up.

I grabbed his waist and pushed him back, we stumbled towards his bed and I pushed him on the bed, the kiss had turned rough and aggressive, and my movement were now frantic, I was like an addict who was deprived of his drug and how I was finally getting the high that I needed to feel alive.

I quickly removed his upper garments and then his lower garments and soon he was lying naked under me, his mouth was being devoured by me and my hands were all over his body.

Suddenly I turned him around and grabbed my belt and tied his hand, "what are you doing?" he asked.

After tying his hand, I turned him around again and smirked, "this is the punishment for making jealous."

His eyes widened, "that's ridiculous you made me angry first!"

"Yeah, but you didn't tell me that your family was asking you to marry the princess."

"You didn't tell me a lot of things too."

"At least I did not dance with someone who wants to marry me."

"The princess does not want to marry me...."

"Shush." I said as I grabbed a silk cloth from my pack and wrapped it around his eyes, "don't mention any third person while we are together." I said before I pinched his nipple, and sucked on the other, Yibo whined as he arched his back and shook his head.

My other hand reached behind and I circled his entrance, I grabbed my discarded clothes and took out the oil and poured it on my hands before I went back to him. My mouth was on his my hands was playing with his chest and my other hand poked his entrance.

He whined as I pushed a finger in, he was hard and leaking, writhing under me, at my mercy. I was taking things slow. My finger found his spot and hit he moaned before I added another finger.

"Zhan... oh god...." he said, I broke the kiss and moved down, I brought my face in between his thighs, I gently blew on his manhood making him shiver, but instead of taking him into my mouth I sucked on his inner thigh, marking him there.

His breathing getting shallow, and he gasped when I bit the skin on his inner thigh, my mouth was near his dick, but I did not touch him. I added another finger and now three fingers were stretching him.

"Zhan... please..." he spoke.

I smirked and kept on sucking on his inner thigh and kept on moving my fingers inside, hitting his pleasure spot, over and over again making him go crazy, my other hand kept on pinching and pulling on his chest.

"Zhan... please, please touch me in front."

"No." I said, as I brought my mouth on his neck and started sucking, "this is your punishment." I said before inhaled his scene and started to suck on his neck.

"Zhan please I need to cum." he begged. My finger moved faster and my mouth sucked harder. His breathing was becoming more and more heavy, I knew he was close and just before he could get his release I pulled back making him moan.

"Zhan..." he whined, "please."

I moved back and admired the view in front of my, there he was lying on bed, his hands tied up, with a blindfold on, breathing heavily, achingly hard and he was a mess but he still looked ethereal, nothing in this world was more beautiful than my Yibo. Even when he is mess, he like art.

I removed my clothes and spread his legs wider, I aligned myself against his entrance and pushed in roughly, going all in. Yibo screamed at the sudden intrusion and came instantly but I did not give him the time to recover.

I pulled back and pushed back in with one go, his legs wrapped around me as I thrusted deeper harder and faster.

I grabbed his shaft and squeeze it, and brought my ear against his mouth, "Wang Yibo, you are mine and only mine, I swear to goddess that if I ever saw you with a anyone again in a romantic manner or if you dared to even think off marry anyone else, I will kill that person with my own hands and lock you up far away.

And after locking you up I will embrace you just like this day and night, I will make it so that the only think you will think of is me, the only thing that will come out of your mouth will be my name, the only thing you will feel is my touch. The only one you will see is me.

I will make sure that you see nothing but me, I will be your world. I would touch you whenever I want, I would take you just like this however I want, wherever I want , you will all mine and mine only, mine to see, mine to touch, mine to make love too. My safe haven" I said as I thrusted deeper and harder, while still holding his shaft and covering the tip.

Yibo cried, the blindfold became wet, he shook his head side to side, as his mouth emitted sinful moans, "ah...ah..ah...Zhan... Zhan..Zhan..."

"Yeah, just like that darling. I'll make you forget everything else." I said and grabbed his legs and kept them on my shoulders, I more forward bending his legs and going on deeper.

I thrusted again and again and again, deeper, harder rougher, I bit his legs, his chest, his neck, his shoulder, and licked his tears.

Yibo cried and and cried and begged for release, "Zhan... too fast..." he cried as tears spilled his eyes and finally after a few more thrusts I released him and came with him.

I kissed him, the kiss was lazy and slow. I removed the blindfold and freed his hands and he wasted no time to wrap his arms around my neck.

"I love you, Zhan." he spoke.

I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him more, "I love you too Yibo."