Lunacy queen me for the most of my life

And I never wished for it

The eloquence enigmatic voice of darkness

Entertained my demure soul one day

The improvised undying serpent of Eden

Presented me the apple of Eve

And I never hesitated to bite

The promising taste of wisdom

Yes, I become an inched higher

A new breed of superior apes

The tiny seed of brain

Multiplied by thousand times

My mind flew to the farthest end

Floating and freed

But it is not free of charge

The consequences is too much to hold

Insanity of being not ordinary

Liberated demons of negativity

Answering possibility of the unknown

Struggling hard to define infinity

Suddenly, the curious intellect give-up

And wished to go back in time

When life is simple

When life still believe in faith

But how?

When the wisdom of the black book

Already imbued heavily

That we've just created the word, God

Or if there's a God

Then, we are His toys

Such foolishness

Hissing to the ear

Palpitating to the heart

Corrupting what's good

That's still left

Yes, I'm insane

A walking wrecking machine

A ticking bomb

That may not reflect outside

But to the inside, a monster

I know it will destroy what's left

My tiny reputation

Lucky are those who haven't listened

Who never wished for a higher wisdom?

Be careful always of what you wish for

Look at me

Am I still fixable?

Is there an elixir to disregard

This lunacy that queens my life

Oh my,

What am I doing?

Please forgive me....

Please forgive me....

June 13, 2017